Chapter 49: I am willing to perish
Ziyu agreed to get married, and Rui Shounan immediately opened up. However, in just a few days, the invitation posts of the Hades Palace have been sent to all parts of Liuhe, and I heard that even some scattered immortals and demon immortals have also received posts.
The head is hired, the human heart is the food, and the human blood is the drink. Such a feast, the demons of all directions are crazy about it, bloody and cruel, and this is the style of the demon world. The momentum of the Nine Heavens was shocked, and it is said that the emperor was furious and pressed Kunlun. The breakdown of the relationship between the two worlds of immortals and demons seemed to be only a matter of moments.
On this day, Ziyu woke up from the bed, and Ran Ji stood on the side with her hands folded. She bowed respectfully to Jinjin, "Master, Niangniang, there are people outside the door who ask to see you." ”
Therefore, Ziyu and Rui Shounan have not yet finished their marriage, and it is always inappropriate to call the queen directly, and then call the young lady and the girl have lost their identity, so the whole palace is now calling Ziyu the master and the mother.
Ziyu rubbed his head and asked, "Who asked to see?"
She didn't reveal her identity. Just let me hand it over to you, saying that you will understand it when you see it. Ran Ji held out a box.
The box contained a fan, Ziyu slowly unfolded the fan, and the emotions in his eyes were joyful and sad, but in the end, there was only an unspeakable sadness left. This is the fan she made with her own hands back then, the fan is still engraved with pear blossoms, the handwriting of the poem on the face is still clearly legible, the fan is still the fan, the difference is only the mood. Ziyu closed the fan and was silent for a moment, "Please let her in." ”
What surprised Ziyu a little was that the person who came was Tao Tao, the girl she didn't remember well in the Qingxin Palace.
"Auntie. She leaned down and saluted, just as she had done in Kunlun.
"I'm just a mortal, I have no relationship with Kunlun for a long time, and I can't afford your aunt. Ziyu poured her a cup of tea and handed it to her, "Sit down." ”
Tao Tao sat down stiffly, she seemed to want to say something, but she opened her mouth several times and stopped. Ziyu pretended not to see it, and said slowly, "Congratulations on becoming the master of the Pure Heart Palace." ”
Tao Tao lowered his head, "Senior Sister Xia, she ...... Lost consciousness. His Holiness asked me to take care of trivial matters on behalf of the Lord of the Pure Heart Hall for the time being. ”
"Crazy?" Ziyu sneered, "Even if she dies, she deserves it, she's lucky, she's just crazy, and she still picked up a life." ”
"Auntie, I still can't let go of the death of Senior Brother and Yun Qiang?" Tao Tao let out a long sigh, "The deceased has passed away, so why should the living be persistent? Human life and death are originally reincarnated, never stopping." To blame the living for the sake of the dead is to make the living miserable and the dead to be uneasy. Auntie, no one will always exist, everyone will die. Even the head is no exception. ”
Tao Tao's eyes looked directly at Ziyu, "I took this fan when I was resting." The head is not only the head of the house, but also the invincible Kunlun Immortal Venerable. He has been fighting for many years, suffering a lot, and in the past, he had also received divine advice because of his aunt, but now he is sick and painful, and the health of the head of the family is not as good as before. Auntie, you grew up in Kunlun, no matter how you are the sister of the master, have you forgotten the teachings of the master, the kindness of the master? The human heart is food, and the blood of the person is the drink, auntie, don't you feel cruel?"
Ziyu blew the teacup, still very bland, "It turns out that you went around such a big circle just to persuade me to turn back." ”
"Yes, that's right. Kunlun raised me and raised me. It's a reinvention grace to me. However, when I agreed to marry Xuanyuan Baihua, I had already repaid Kunlun's kindness. Seventy-two divine strategies, three thousand years of claustrophobic closure under the pure first pool, broken immortal roots, and the pain of falling immortal bones, I also suffered, and I don't owe him anything anymore. I'm just a mortal now, I'll die of old age, I have no spells, and I have nothing to do with Kunlun and Immortal Venerable. I'm afraid you've come in vain. ”
"Auntie, don't you really think about half a point of affection? If the senior brother sees you now, he ...... it."
"I really wish Zhige could see me like this!" Ziyu took a deep breath, she closed her eyes and tried to calm herself, "Is it possible? There are not so many ifs in this world. ”
Ziyu stood up in a trance, "My brother hates me, and he has no friends, and even his apprentice's life and death are unknown." Perhaps, she has died on the island of Relic. Ziyu walked up to Tao Tao and patted her on the shoulder, "You just treat me as a stubborn and self-depraved." Whether I become a Buddha or a demon is my own business, and it has nothing to do with you. So don't be like a savior who tries to persuade me to abandon evil and turn to good. ”
"You are the master of Kunlun's Pure Heart Palace, this is the Demon Realm, you should not stay for a long time. Let's go. ”
Tao Tao got up crampedly, she looked at Ziyu, "Master once told me before his death that you must look at everything with your heart. No matter what you tell me, I will never believe that you are a person who cares about human life. I believe in my heart. Trust you too. ”
After that, Tao Tao glanced at the wooden fan on the table, "I'll leave this thing to you." I'm leaving. ”
Looking at Tao Tao's departing back, Ziyu was silent.
Long.
Ran Ji tiptoed in and cautiously called out to the master.
"Oh, what's the matter?" Ziyu suddenly realized.
"Si Jun instructed that you should choose your favorite wedding dress on the wedding day. Right now, the people below are ready. ”
After all, it was a wedding that he had ordered, Ziyu nodded, and got up lazily, "Let's go." ”
Unexpectedly, as soon as he walked outside the door, someone stepped forward to report, "Master, Niangniang, the moon is full and the fairy girl wants to see you, and the guards outside can't stop it, and now they are coming here." ”
Ziyu was overjoyed when he heard this, and turned around and asked, "Ran Ji, what day did you say it was, and why did you come here one by one." ”
"Can the master be seen?" asked Ran Ji rhetorically.
"See. Why don't you see it? Aren't you going to pick a wedding dress, you can just pick it together. As she was talking, the full moon fairy girl came to meet her, she was still the same, dressed in green clothes. However, Ziyu and she have only met once or twice, and they have no friendship. She visited suddenly, but Ziyu couldn't see clearly.
"The Moon Full Fairy Gu suddenly visited the Demon Realm, which really surprised me. Ziyu said softly, "Coincidentally, I'm going to pick out a wedding dress, I don't know if the fairy girl is willing to move?"
"Okay. If today's emperor advocates peaceful coexistence in Liuhe, I am honored to be able to choose a wedding dress for the queen. Yue Man nodded and walked side by side with Ziyu.
"Why did the fairy Gu suddenly visit?"
"Speaking of which, you are not Kunlun's person now, and I have nothing to do with Kunlun. You don't have to be so cold to me. The full moon suddenly stepped forward, "I also want to see how you are doing." ”
"So what do you think now?"
"I look like I'm living well without heart and lungs. ”
"Really?"
Ziyu casually picked up a set of wedding clothes and compared them in front of him, "How about this? ”
"Peach blossoms?" Moon Full took the wedding dress, "You seem to like pear blossoms." Why force yourself to dislike it. ”
"Ewha is just the past. Not now. Ziyu casually threw the wedding dress into the hands of the maid on the side, "That's it." ”
"Ji Ziyu, you come out for me!" a sharp female voice sounded outside the door.
Ziyu rubbed his head impatiently, naturally it was Rui Shounan's concubine Long Yan from the West Sea. Jealousy is a woman's characteristic. It's not once or twice that she's come over looking for trouble.
The dragon goose walked in angrily and stood still in front of Ziyu, completely ignoring the existence of the full moon. Jealousy had blinded her eyes and shattered her reason, she raised her hand and slapped Ziyu suddenly, and said fiercely, "Ji Ziyu, I don't know what means you used, but you have to see your identity clearly! Don't climb up shamelessly." I am the only concubine in the Underworld!"
Ziyu smiled contemptuously, she squinted at the dragon pheasant, and hit it back fiercely.
Long Yan staggered to the ground, she covered her face and looked at Ziyu in disbelief.
Ziyu knelt in her ear, "You also said that you are just a concubine, and a concubine is a concubine." Believe it or not, as long as I say a word, you will soon not even be a concubine. ”
"He doesn't dare, I'm the princess of the West Sea. ”
"Oh, is it?" Ziyu's hand gently stroked Long Yan's face, "Then who do you say is more important than Xi and the Xihai clan?"
"You ......"
"When you see me in the future, remember to take a detour. So as not to spoil my mood. Ziyu stood up and instructed the people behind him, "Send Mrs. Yan back to the palace." ”
After the dragon pheasant left, the full moon stepped forward, "I seem to see a different you." ”
"I picked out this dress too. If the fairy girl has something to say, let's just say it. I'm not very patient. Ziyu didn't want to go any further, so he simply asked straight to the point.
"Do you hate him?" asked Moon Man suddenly.
Who he is in her mouth, Ziyu couldn't be clearer.
"Don't hate. ”
"I have mixed feelings, love and hate. Moon Man smiled, "I know your feelings, and no one in this world understands you better than me." ”
"Ji Ziyu, you can't blame him. Do you understand?"
"I don't understand, and I don't want to understand. Ziyu could barely control her emotions, and she almost left angrily.
"Do you really don't know or pretend you don't know? The moon man asked, "Have you ever heard of the wheel of life?"
"I've heard a little, but I don't know much. ”
"The wheel of life is a form of reincarnation. The end of one scene is the beginning of another. It's all fate. A long time ago, the wheel of fate was not called the wheel of life, it was called the marriage calamity. One person is a catastrophe, and one person is fate. The two met and entangled for a lifetime, and one of them could not die well. There is no good ending to eternal life and eternity. It is also because this is too cruel and always has nothing to do with marriage, that the world changed it to the wheel of life. ”
Ziyu didn't know how to react, her eyes were slightly red, and her body was a little stiff.
"You and him are the wheel of life. And you are his fate, and he is your calamity. It's for your own good to push you away. The way you are now only makes him more sad. ”
"I see. I know what to do with the rest. Ziyu's footsteps were a little unsteady, and she turned around slowly, "Ran Ji, help me go back." ”
"Yes, my lord. ”
When he walked to the door, Ziyu turned around, "I won't cancel the wedding, even if I know everything, I won't cancel it, and I won't change the decision I made." ”
"Heartless woman. Yuefeng snorted lightly, "I shouldn't forget, you are Xihe doppelganger after all." That's it, just when I was amorous, I came for nothing. ”
On the way back, Ziyu was very silent, and even Ran Ji didn't dare to take a breath.
"Ran Ji, you've been following me all the time. What should be said and what should not be said must be weighed by yourself. Some things, some words are good in my heart. ”
"Don't worry. The slave and maid heard nothing. Ran Ji said.
"It's good that I didn't hear it. Sometimes it's not good to have too bright ears. The maids who were waiting for me to pick out the wedding clothes will help me deal with it. Ziyu lowered his voice.
Ran Ji glanced at Ziyu and immediately bowed her head, "The slave will take care of it." ”
"Oh, yes. In a while, I plan to go to Kunlun to worship the deceased. Go with me. Don't make a statement. ”
"Do you want to tell Si Jun?"
"No, he doesn't have to trouble him. Besides, we'll be back that night. ”
Ziyu looked up at the sky, and the wind ruffled her hair. I don't know why, the more I know, the calmer I become. The idea is getting clearer and clearer. There had never been a moment in her heart so clear. The determination is so strong.
Ji Ziyang, even now I still love you.
Isn't it too useless?
But what to do, I really love you.
I don't regret this decision, never.