Without Yuan Li, you can't survive. This is the misfortune in front of Jun Lin's eyes.

If Jun Lin wants to overcome the misfortune in front of him, he must find a way to survive without relying on Yuan Li.

But to be honest, Junlin doesn't have much motivation to live now. In the past, there was Yuan Li, even if it was far away, but at least there was a thought of returning to Jun Yu's side. Now, the thought is gone. Not being able to return to Jun Yu in this life is equivalent to losing the most important meaning in Junlin's life.

Alive, dead. There is no difference except this life. To live now, just to live for the sake of living.

It's not that Jun Lin doesn't want to have the illusion of luck, so as to increase some false hopes. It's just that last night's "goodbye" pierced deep into his heart like a spike.

If it's goodbye, how can we say goodbye?

And the self without Yuan Li is the real self. A false and strong self, a true and weak self. If you really have to choose, you might as well choose real.

In fact, Jun Lin was also glad that this false strength was exposed yesterday. If you wait for a long time, wait until your strength is strong enough to be exposed. Then the result will definitely be much worse than now, maybe you will go crazy directly.

Premature exposure, this is the only relief that Jun Lin, who has lost Yuan Li and returned to his true self, feels.

When he was cleaning the table before, Jun Lin had been thinking about a question: would he be begging for a living in the city in the future, or would he continue to run outside?

Although he is no longer a mercenary, and because he has no Yuan Li, he can't register as a mercenary. But going out to hunt the primordial spirit beast is okay even if it is not a mercenary, the mercenary is just convenient to take the task and convert the hunted primordial spirit beast into money.

Hunting meta-spirit beasts is dangerous, but it's really profitable. The money earned from hunting a Yuan Spirit Beast is enough for one person to live for a long time. Moreover, a first-order Yuan Spirit Beast, even if he doesn't have Yuan Power, as long as he exercises his body well and has a weapon in his hand, he may not be able to hunt and kill.

But outside, it was not only the Yuan Spirit Beast that was in danger, but also the people. Or that people are more dangerous than meta-spirit animals.

This point finally made Jun Lin reject the idea of going out and running, it was too dangerous.

Jun Lin doesn't want to die, even if he loses the most important meaning of life, even if he has no motivation to live, even if he just lives for the sake of living. Jun Lin still didn't want to die. His body is free from illness and injury, and everything is healthy. Why not live if you can live?

In fact, it is the fear of death, a person who has the ability to protect himself suddenly loses the ability to protect himself, and often becomes more afraid of death than before. Even if you live in a safe environment, you will be afraid of death, or you will not want to die and want to live.

In the past, when he had Yuan Li, Jun Lin was very bold, not because he was born bold, but because Jun Lin found that his defense was amazing after experiencing several dangers, and he couldn't die. It's only then that I'm getting bolder.

Jun Lin was originally a person who was particularly afraid of death, and he was born like this.

Jun Lin has not been afraid of humility since he was a child, and he is not afraid of exchanging dignity for benefits that can keep him alive. It's because he's been afraid of death since he was a child. In order to survive, dignity is a tool that can be sacrificed at will.

The so-called three-year-old looks big, seven-year-old looks old.

When Junlin was seven or eight years old, the old people who lived in the same slum as Junlin commented on Junlin: This kid is definitely not a good thing when he grows up.

After that, Junlin failed to make the old people's language work, all because of the sudden appearance of Junyu.

Jun Yu made Jun Lin, who was full of malice towards the world, experience true love for the first time.

In order to keep Jun Yu alive, Jun Lin slowly began to change, or slowly suppressed his own nature and forced himself to develop in the direction of "goodness".

Is this a false kindness? Jun Lin didn't think so.

Jun Lin has heard of the definition of hypocrisy, and many people have different opinions about it.

But Junlin, who hadn't read any books, didn't think about it that much.

What is hypocrisy?

Junlin believes that having a good heart and no good deeds is hypocrisy.

If you do a good deed, you are truly good. If you do good deeds after you start to change, you are really good, and you are a good person. Jun Lin has always felt this way before.

And now, after that period of Yuanli. Jun Lin, who killed a lot of Yuan Spirit Beasts and some people, found that he was actually still a bad person.

The country is easy to change, and its nature is difficult to change. suppressed his own nature, after all, it was only suppression, and it was impossible to change it.

Three-year-olds look older and seven-year-olds look old. Those old people's predictions about Junlin's future were correct.

Junlin is a bad person. But he doesn't do anything bad, because he's afraid of death.

The reason why Junlin is now looking for a job diligently, not stealing or robbing. It's because there is no yuan power and no capital for self-protection. If you still do bad things, you are looking for death.

If you have a life to take money, you have to have a life to spend money. The evil deeds that can allow oneself to enjoy the benefits afterwards are the deeds of evil, and the deeds of doing evil directly after committing the evil deeds that oneself has disappeared are idiotic behaviors.

Jun Lin knew that those criminals thought the same thing: Is the law really so hanging? Labor and management don't believe it.

Their evil deeds are all based on this delusional self-confidence and ignorance, and they carry out actions to satisfy their own illegal desires. Whatever is compelled is a secondary reason or just a simple excuse.

The reason why they have the self-confidence and ignorance of not being afraid of the law is precisely because they have a certain strength of their own. So now Jun Lin, who has no Yuan Li, is very honest, even if he is allowed to do evil, he will not go.

Jun Lin can't do evil, but in fact, he doesn't have the ability to do evil. Therefore, it is necessary to find a way to survive in accordance with the law.

However, this is easier said than done.

Looking for a job, Junlin, who doesn't have Yuanli, can't find a job at all. Most of the new generation looking for work are students who graduated from the academy at the age of seventeen. After three years of college career, they will also be exposed to various sub-job knowledge while improving their strength.

Although more academy students will choose to run outside after graduation and enjoy the magnificent world outside. But the number of remaining college students who choose to find jobs in the city is far greater than the demand for jobs.

Even those graduates who have undergone professional education may not be able to find a job 100%, and Junlin, who does not have a skill, has no competitiveness.

Junlin didn't go to school, so he didn't understand. But when Junlin was wiping the table and waiting for the guests, the tavern owner who wanted Junlin to break off the idea of awakening mentioned this to Junlin.

This is a big blow to Junlin, but no matter what, you have to try. Jun Lin doesn't believe that all the jobs in the world are full, and there is no shortage of people.

At this moment, just when Junlin was thinking about whether it would be easier to find a job after arriving in that city with a low level of consumption tomorrow. A breeze suddenly blew into the store.

The closed tavern door was opened, and a second guest arrived.

October 2, 5000