Chapter Twenty-Six: Even if there is a thousand sorrows, who will you talk to?

In fact, Yao Siman's uncle is okay on weekdays, he has always been an honest man, most of the time he has a face tied, and he doesn't like to talk much.

Although the eldest uncle has little education and does not have much ability to make money, he is a person who can bear hardships and stand hard work.

But as long as he is capable of doing the job, he will never be dirty or tired, and he will take the errand over as soon as he is happy.

In Yao Siman's heart, his eldest uncle is like a diligent, hard-working old scalper.

Uncle is a person who has no hobbies, doesn't smoke or drink, doesn't like to make friends, doesn't like to play with birds and flowers, and doesn't go to the dance hall or something.

Every day, in addition to going to work, he is at home, and occasionally, he will go to see his family.

"Officially certified", this is a boring middle-aged man.

In Yao Siman's concept, the eldest uncle is indeed a typical man who can live.

For such a good man's uncle, Yao Siman actually doesn't hate it, and even likes it a little bit.

She was only afraid of her eldest uncle when he was out of control and wanted to fight with her aunt behind closed doors.

If you want to complain, you can only complain that he took such a drunken wife, a wife who never knows how to do the right thing.

Yao Siman once didn't understand why his eldest uncle was guarding such an unsound family.

Later, when she grew up, she only found out when she heard her mother mention it.

It turned out that at that time, few people thought of choosing the path of divorce.

Most families adhere to the "tacit understanding" that they can get by.

Maybe the eldest uncle is afraid of being laughed at, or perhaps, he doesn't dare to take a road that few people take, in the end, he is just an honest man, lacking courage and being used to conformism, especially, he is still a person who is not afraid of hardship. Yao Siman thinks so.

Later, Yao Siman gradually discovered that people's "tacit understanding" seemed to have changed, and it had become a different look, whether it was marriage or divorce, they could come several times in a chic manner.

Everyone is fanatically pursuing freedom, self, and individuality, in short, people who have come after them have obviously lost so much patience to be willing to run in and accommodate.

Yao Siman looked at the world in confusion, always feeling that something was strange, but he couldn't say what was wrong.

Some things, even after many years have passed, Yao Siman can still remember them clearly.

She clearly remembered that whenever the eldest aunt drank herself unconscious, the eldest aunt would definitely lose control of her emotions, and something like this would inevitably happen.

Therefore, Yao Siman, who knows the inside story, actually wanted to stop today's war.

Tonight, seeing that the eldest aunt hadn't come home at eight o'clock in the evening, Yao Siman had already roughly guessed that she had gone out to get drunk again.

She wanted to take her eldest aunt home while she still had time, and then help her sober up before ten o'clock in the evening.

Unexpectedly, my eldest uncle went home early tonight.

Back then, after that incident, Yao Siman became faintly a little weird, often had nightmares, often hid in the closet when there was nothing to do, talked less, smiled less, and his favorite thing to do was to hold the purple wooden box, and then sit alone in the corner, looking at the sky in a daze.

Two years after that incident, poor Yao Siman has just improved a little, and her parents have to go abroad to earn money to support their families in order to make a living.

Since then, 13-year-old Yao Siman has been fostered by the side of his aunt and his wife.

However, the couple had to fight behind closed doors almost every six or seven days......

Every time they fight, it is undoubtedly constantly stimulating Yao Siman to recall that terrifying childhood memory, making her forced to live in a dark life full of fear.

Therefore, after his parents went abroad, Yao Siman's temperament became more and more eccentric.

Since then, she has hardly been willing to talk to others except for a few words to her family, and naturally she has never had friends around her.

In Yao Siman's youth, she spent many nights hiding in the corner of the wall downstairs.

It was a place full of darkness, coldness, seclusion, and tranquility.

She is afraid of the dark, but at the same time she is obsessed with it.

Because the darkness can obscure the world in front of her, this world that was originally beautiful and bright, but suddenly became very hideous and distorted......

She was originally the treasure in the palm of her grandmother's hand, but somehow, she inexplicably became a child that no one wanted.

Even her mother, the only one who cared about her, went far, far away.

After all, this childhood shadow has become the biggest and only weakness in her heart.

If he hadn't met Tong Minkun, Yao Siman now would have been driven crazy a long time ago.

Fortunately, he appeared in her world in time......

It's a pity that the current Yao Siman doesn't remember him at all!

At this moment, Yao Siman curled up in the corner stupidly, pondering this large piece of memory that he had vacant, and he didn't know how such a humble self in the dust had become the self he is now.

She had forgotten, forgotten when she had started laughing again.

Of course, at this time, she didn't think that the smile she was about to lose would have anything to do with that annoying Tong Minkun!

Because, this guy is really hateful and angry, and he is simply the most hated person in the world!

The quiet environment around gradually calmed the panic in Yao Siman's heart.

Her eyes were empty, and her eyelids became heavier and heavier as she stared blankly into the darkness of nothing.

Two hours later, she fell asleep in a daze.

Tong Minkun held his heavy eyelids, heard that there was no sound below, and got up uncomfortably to take a sneak look.

Seeing that Yao Siman was already asleep, the corners of his mouth slightly curled, and then he closed his eyes with peace of mind.

Sure enough, he is still the same boy he was back then, the boy who always waits for her to fall asleep before he closes his eyes.

After a while, a blue and white glimmer like a clear spring from the sky evenly sprinkled on Tong Minkun's eyelashes, gently waking up the sleeping teenager.

Tong Minkun felt a chill from the concrete floor, and couldn't help but shiver.

He rubbed his sleepy eyes and looked out at the cool morning light in a fog.

It was almost dawn, and it was time for him to go.

He stood up quietly, walked down the stairs, and cautiously poked his head out to sneak a look at Yao Siman's situation.

At this time, she was sitting in the corner of the wall, holding her bent white swaying calves with both hands, and a fair and tender little face leaning on her knees, revealing the small "red butterfly" on the right side of her face.

Seeing that she was sleeping soundly, he hesitated slightly, and then approached her with the courage and light steps.

When he got closer, the corners of his mouth suddenly showed a childlike innocent smile.

This girl has obviously changed so much, but the problem of drooling in sleep has not changed at all!

Tong Minkun shook his head with gentle eyes, and took out a small pack of tissues from the pocket on the back of his pants.

He walked lightly to Yao Siman, who was sleeping, leaned over and gently wiped the saliva from the corner of her mouth, with an extremely happy expression on his face.

Looking at such a familiar scene, he was in a trance.

He wanted to get up and sneak away.

But at this moment, his heart was a little messy.

He leaned over like that, selfishly, reluctant to leave, and stared at the quiet girl in front of him with affectionate eyes.

Tong Minkun couldn't hold back after all, lowered his head, sniffed the girl's fragrance, and couldn't help but put his lips on hers.

This kiss, as he imagined, was incomparably sweet and beautiful.

He didn't dare to move, for fear of waking her, and his movements were extremely gentle.

However, his body was like a volcanic eruption, hot and hot.

It seemed that in the next second, he would be burned to ashes by this frenzy in his heart.

He was still desperately suppressing the beast that was about to go berserk imprisoned by reason in the depths of his soul.

He tried his best to suppress it, otherwise, he was afraid that he would be desperate to hug her into his arms, and then say to her the "I love you" that he had never had time to say.

In the end, he still got up slowly with difficulty, full of attachment and reluctance.

This relationship is too bitter, too bitter.

It was enough for him to bear it alone.

He really couldn't bear to let her fall into the mud for him again......

So be it, it's good. He thought silently.

However, the girl's lips, as if magical, deeply attracted him to want to get close.

He touched his lips, a little fluttery, his eyes were foggy, and he just wanted to turn away, but suddenly leaned over and kissed her again.

This time, he was a little greedy and a little forgetful.

Yao Siman felt a warm and slippery touch on his lips, and couldn't help frowning.

Seeing this, Tong Minkun's heart tightened, like a little boy who had eaten candy, and hurriedly ran outside the corridor, hiding outside the white wall with a weak heart.

His heart was beating restlessly, and his picturesque face was flushed, a little excited, a little shy.

Yao Siman slowly opened his sleepy eyes, and blinked his hazy eyes blankly.

She stared at the emptiness in front of her, pouting, tilting her head, thoughtful.

Just now...... What kind of strange feeling is that? Yao Siman touched his pink lips and pondered incredibly.

Someone can't be kissing me, right?

Her heart thumped at the thought of this.

No, no, there isn't even a ghost here, how could I be kissed?

Yao Siman shook his head firmly, and immediately denied his nonsense.

Putting away the mess in her mind, she looked out at the already bright sky.

"Upstairs, they shouldn't be making trouble, right? Auntie, she should be fine, right? Yao Siman muttered.

"It's better to wait for my eldest uncle to come down to find me, and I'll go up again."

Still a little scared, she decided to continue waiting here.

So, she hugged her knees again and continued to lean her back against the corner, startling.

Tong Minkun looked at the clear sky above his head, knew that it was dawn, and knew that Yao Siman had woken up, and he could finally go home with peace of mind.

He left this small alley and walked a long way, but he was still reluctant to give up, and turned back three times in one step.

After walking a long way, he stopped a taxi on the main road.

Sitting in the car, he licked his lips inadvertently, some aftertastes were endless, and his mood was very complicated and indescribable.

Tong Minkun was full of bitterness, slowly put his mouth close to the car window, sighed softly, and faintly drew a butterfly on the glass car window with his fingers.

Xiaoman, forgive me for talking about you last night, how can you be a hobbit, you are the butterfly fairy in my heart......

Xiaoman, forgive me for not keeping the promise I made when you were a child, I still let you down after all, this time, I will definitely not let you fall in love with me again, I will definitely not ......

Tong Minkun's vision was still blurred, and a pair of extremely good-looking eyes were inexplicably covered with a layer of mist.