"If I'm not important, why are you worried about me getting hurt? If you don't care about me, even if I am hurt, it has nothing to do with you, you can just stand by and watch, right? ”

Song Xiaomian's speculation again and again is also strengthening his confidence.

She now put down her dignity, just to be able to get closer to him, but he wants to push her away, and her heart is very sad.

As if she had been poked in the heart, Shen Luofan was speechless, he just didn't want her to be hurt, why did she say it smartly?

"Brother Shen, if I make you uncomfortable, you tell me, there's no need to avoid me?" Song Xiaomian's words became more certain, she just wanted him to accept herself.

She is changing, she wants to be a good girl that everyone likes, let go of the thorns on her body, so that she can also integrate into other people's worlds, instead of asking others to change to accommodate herself.

"Xiaomian, I really have a girl I like, you pester me like this will only affect me, don't you want me to marry you a sister-in-law earlier?"

Shen Luofan's words made her mood fall to the bottom in an instant, and he always had to give her a hard knife.

She is indeed only a fifteen-year-old and less than sixteen-year-old body, her heart is already over twenty years old, she wants to grow up faster, and she can't lag behind others physically.

was treated as a child by him, and her heart was even more unpleasant.

"Okay, as long as my sister-in-law marries back, I will go back, no longer bother you, and let you be together for a hundred years."

Her voice was infinitely bitter, and she finally opened her heart to admit that she was in love with him, and was rejected by him again and again, how could she bear it?

However, she has a very heavy self-esteem, and she is unwilling to admit it at this moment, she will watch him get married, and look at the lucky girl who is liked by him.

"If you stay here, she will misunderstand, thinking that I am entangled with you, and maybe she won't even show up, so for the sake of my future, please go back."

Seeing that she had slackened a little, Shen Luofan said even more ruthlessly to hurt her.

He has never liked a certain girl, he doesn't know what it's like to like someone, looking at Xiaomian's appearance of crying at the moment, he wants to take back what he said, but he can't, leaving her will only bring her danger, as long as she is safe and sound, he believes that these injuries are far less than physical pain.

"I'm not leaving, I won't leave if I don't see the other person, I have to make sure if you're lying to me."

She's so dead-skinned, not at all like the chic she was before, what's wrong with her? Just so eager to expose yourself to him?

Do you want him to say more vicious things before she dies?

Shen Luofan dragged her away without persuasion, went back to the house to get a knife and walked away.

Song Xiaomian chased after her, she vaguely felt as if something was going to happen, and she couldn't let him leave alone.

Shen Luofan was so angry with her, she had never seen such a stubborn person, did she still want to make a face?

He couldn't lead her into the mountains, there were many beasts in the mountains, and he couldn't protect her well, so he could only go back.

"Brother Shen." Song Xiaomian was very tired, but he was not willing to give up.

"Song Xiaomian, you are so annoying, let me tell you, even if I Shen Luofan does not marry in my life, it is impossible to marry you, you are dead, where is the cool, don't get in the way of my eyes anymore, I feel disgusted when I see you, how can there be a shameless woman like you!"

Shen Luofan couldn't bear it anymore and said something that he would regret for the rest of his life.

"I don't."

"What are you? Are you a self-righteous woman who only follows your own thoughts and cares about other people's feelings? Who do you think you are, and you say that others have to do what you command? Don't you look in the mirror to see what you look like, do you really think you are as beautiful as a flower? It's a hundred times stronger than you if you grab one in the capital, get out, get as far as you want, roll me as far as you want, don't let me see you again, disgusting! ”

Shen Luofan almost roared, he felt that it was almost over, so he didn't continue.

Song Xiaomian's face is blue and red, no matter how much she likes him, she will not follow him again!

Being scolded like this, her self-esteem really can't stand it!

"Okay, I'll go, I'll never pester you again, I wish you and your sweetheart a long life!"

After she finished speaking, she ran like crazy, and tears began to fall, how long had she not shed tears? She doesn't remember, she only knows that she is so sad and sad now, it turns out that liking someone is sweet, and when she is hurt by the other party, it is even worse than death, she likes it very accidentally, but being hurt is so bloody.

It's all because she was confused for a while, and she was dizzy by the devil, otherwise how could she have pestered him!

Looking at her figure, Shen Luofan breathed a sigh of relief, but worry surged in her heart, afraid that she would not be able to think of doing something stupid for a while.

He quietly followed her and saw where she went.

Song Xiaomian did not go back to his home, but returned to Song's house.

The open Song family, her petite body squatted in the yard, lonely and helpless, and her figure was stretched out by the remnant sun.

He left quietly, as long as she was okay, he put his mind at ease, thinking that it was better to go to the mountains first, go around, if those people were secretly following him, the boundary would solve them in the mountains! It also saves you trouble.

There are many pictures in her mind, all of which are her first acquaintance with him, to the constant quarrels, and then she finds that she likes him and misses him countless times, and now she just wants to be alone and quiet, and no longer think about those things that men and women love, she is not suitable, she has low emotional intelligence, and she can't fight others.

The most important thing is that the man didn't like her at all, he didn't say so many heartbreaking words if he liked her at all, and a knife stabbed her in the chest, and she felt like she couldn't breathe.

She ended up lying flat in the courtyard, looking up at the sky, watching it darken, and damningly, her eyes could still see as clearly as day.

She slowly closed her eyes, trying to make herself comfortable, but her tears had been dried, and she wanted to slap herself now just by thinking of begging him to like a fool and make him take more pity on herself.

Why is she so cheap? Is she really that shameless? She Song Xiaomian is still fragrant, why should she belittle herself?

Shen Luofan, we swear not to stand together!

Before, just when I was stupid, I would never shed a tear for you again!

She told herself to pull herself together as soon as possible, but she couldn't.

After sleeping for a day and two nights, she walked out of Song's house.

The air outside was very fresh, and she looked at Uncle Song, who was staring at her with concern, but she was indifferent.

"Xiaomian, what's wrong with you? So emaciated, sick? Do you want me to find a doctor for you? Uncle Song looked at her lonely, and looked weak, extremely worried.

"I'm fine, let's go to the vegetable garden and see if all the bugs are gone." She wants to put all her energy into her work, and she wants to let busyness replace sadness in her heart.

"Most of it is falling off, and very few are sticking to it."

"That's not going to work, they're easy to resurrect, we can't take it lightly and continue to spray until we kill them all, lest they breed again, and if these bad things are not cured, the vegetables in other places will also be susceptible."

Just like her heart, if she doesn't hold it tightly and let it think crankily, then won't she become a waste? She will never allow herself to be stupid again!

Uncle Song nodded frequently, he believed in Xiaomian, although she was young, she was very good at governance.

Song Xiaomian and him began to get busy, but she was worried that if she appeared in the Zhou Mansion like this, they would be worried, so another three days passed, and she didn't go back until the state was not so bad.

Although they didn't find anything wrong with her, they all agreed that she had become more quiet, and was always used to staying alone quietly and not talking to anyone, as if she was indulging in another world.

Zhou Bo finally took the time to come and sit down beside her.

"Xiaomian, do you want to talk to Uncle Zhou?" When he is not strict, he is as loving as a father, Song Xiaomian does not turn his head, and says softly: "There is no need." ”

"Xiaomian, there will definitely be some things in life, if you come over, you are the winner, if you have been depressed, isn't it just to make the opponent laugh?" Uncle Zhou wanted to comfort her, her son once found the master, and learned from the grandfather's mouth that Huang Qingyi had arrived in Xining, and they were highly vigilant.

The master didn't say anything else, but told them many times to pay more attention to Xiaomian, saying that she was emotionally unstable, and he felt puzzled at the time, Xiaomian is a cheerful girl, and she won't have a bad mood.

Now seeing her, he likes to be alone in a silent daze, he knows a little, he understands her, I'm afraid that he knows some unknown secrets, she doesn't want to share it with others, he has to ask.

"I have precipitated myself during this time, just to figure out what I need most, Uncle Zhou, my Song Xiaomian is not a person who changes easily, but once I change, I will never go back, I know what I am doing, thank you for your concern, I'm fine."

"But I don't think you're fine." Uncle Zhou was relieved to hear her say this, she grew up, and was worried that she would become too unusual.

"Something, it's over, do I have to be happy all day long, do you think I'm normal? It's almost the New Year, I want to do more things for my sisters now, otherwise I won't feel at ease when I leave after the New Year, I don't know when I can come back, Uncle Zhou, I hope that one day in Zhou's mansion, you will take care of them for me for a day, okay? ”

She has a thousand knots in her heart, and she has long untied them, so there is no need to tie herself to death again.

"Okay, you go and come back early." Zhou Bo saw that she still looked unwilling to talk deeply, so he didn't force her again.