Do you have an older brother? Leng Jian asked.

Zhang Lingying nodded, and then shook her head.

The contradictory move made Leng Jian frown.

"It's not that I have an older brother, it's that I think I have an older brother, but I'm not sure if I actually had a brother or if I dreamed that I had a brother because I don't remember what he looked like," she explained. ”

Zhang Lingying was a little anxious, wanting to express her meaning clearly, but she was afraid that Leng Jian would not understand what she meant.

She was really too young when she was adopted by the welfare home, and she had no impression of her original family, her parents' family.

It's just that when I sleep occasionally, I will dream that there is a person sitting next to her bed, gently patting her back, and while coaxing her to sleep, I tell her that my brother is here, and my brother will protect you.

But every time she woke up, there was never anyone by the bedside.

"Do you dream of anyone else besides your brother?" Leng Jian's eyes were very deep, and there were emotions hidden in his eyes that Zhang Lingying couldn't see.

"No, when I was just picked up by the director of the welfare home, I had a high fever for a long time, and then I had a low fever repeatedly, and the director was worried that I would burn into a fool, and when I got better, I forgot all the previous things, and it was strange to say, I dreamed of my brother, but I never dreamed of my parents, and I didn't know if I jumped out of the crack in the stone...... How can someone who can jump out of a crack in a stone have a brother......"

Zhang Lingying fell into self-doubt, analyzed her life experience in a low voice, and didn't notice at all that Leng Jian, who was sitting opposite her, had red eyes and eyes full of water.

The dim light of the bar could not completely hide his emotions.

After a long time, Zhang Lingying finally remembered tonight's theme, raised her head suddenly, and asked, "You haven't told me yet, why are you suddenly in such a hurry to call me out today, and ask me so many strange questions?" ”

Hearing this, Leng Jian turned around and wiped the corners of his eyes, and turned his head back, his emotions had all been hidden.

"It's not a big deal, it's just that I found out some things from the past tonight, and I'm a little emotional." Leng Jian paused, and his mind flashed through the impact he had just learned that Zhang Lingying had been adopted by the welfare institute because he was rescued from drowning and stranding on the shore.

Now that everything was in front of him, and the answer he wanted was close at hand, he didn't dare to take a step forward.

He asked her with a smile on his face.

"What about you? Since you think you have an older brother, have you ever thought about finding a brother for yourself? ”

"The sea of people is vast, how easy is it, let's not say that I'm not sure if my brother really exists, even if it's true, I don't remember what he looks like, how to find it? The grandmother said that she picked me up by the river, and when she picked me up, she thought I was dead, and then she asked around the neighborhood, but she couldn't find my family, so she had to take me back to the welfare home. ”

Zhang Lingying shook the wine glass, watching the ice cubes collide with the wall of the glass, making a crisp sound, she laughed, and the corners of her eyes were red after drinking.

"The river basin is very wide, how did I end up there, there are too many possibilities, if I don't look for it, I can tell myself that my family may just accidentally lost me, not that they don't want me, I'm doing well now, and they want to live happily in this world......"