Chapter Seventy-Nine: Guarding

In fact, the people in the shadows have already seen all this, Chen Yuan always couldn't help but sigh softly after hearing such words, he thought that he could bring two people together to round the regret of his previous life, but now it doesn't seem to be the case, I am afraid that there are countless layers of estrangement between these two people, or these two people have not reached that point at all, and their forcible matchmaking has pushed the two people to opposite positions, which is not good.

After thinking of this, I couldn't help but think of the first time I saw the cold night, when my father led a bunch of people to him and asked him to choose the most suitable person for him, but after hesitating for a while, he still pulled up one of the thinnest children, because he felt that he was so pitiful, if he didn't have his help, maybe he wouldn't be able to survive in that place, he just wanted to help people. But I didn't expect that the person who jumped down was the most courageous and proud, and he looked at the cold night stars in the sky at the beginning.

It was directly named Cold Night, but I didn't understand what it meant, and I didn't understand until I grew up, although it was said that the Cold Night Star looked lonely and boring, but in fact it was to have a broad bride, to include all the stars, what else is not worth it, after thinking of this, I couldn't help but feel more regretful in my heart, if I could have a little more affection at the beginning, how could I push the current thing to the point now?

The cold night is a place that I have taken a look at, in fact, how could I know that there is a hidden one there, and then so many years of martial arts are not in vain? I knew that there was a person hiding there, and even knew that the current thing might be something he did secretly in private, but there was no way to get angry, but I felt a little annoyed in my anger, and I felt that I was too stupid, so I said that there was such a thing, in the end, I was still a little unhappy in my heart, but I didn't say anything, in the end, Her Royal Highness the princess wanted to push himself to others, in fact, it was not a measure, it could only be said that he didn't realize this.

What's more, even if his mind is discovered, what's the use, can he really let Her Royal Highness the princess stand on his side without worrying? If His Royal Highness the Palace Lord really likes himself, then he will really destroy His Royal Highness the princess completely, how dare he let him like himself, after thinking of this, he couldn't help but pull the corners of his mouth and found a mocking arc, in the final analysis, he is a real coward, he doesn't dare to do anything, he can't do anything, he can only keep what he wants to do, stupidly do what he can do, but he can't do anything, he can't do anything.

Thinking of this, I couldn't help but sigh recently, and thought of the scene of the first time I saw the princess, when he was just a little girl, I didn't expect that I would be selected, because I was not the best in that group of children, and even the appearance was not the most beautiful, but His Royal Highness the palace master chose herself for the first time, she was dressed so gorgeous and cute at that time, it looked like a delicately wrapped doll, but it was delicate and tender, People don't even dare to touch him.

But he ran to his side and jumped off himself at once, so at that moment he could identify him as the master of his life, so even if he abandoned everything in his life, he couldn't abandon himself as the master.

Later, I didn't know whether it was for this wish or other things, and I spent countless efforts to cultivate myself, so that I gradually became better and better, and gradually I was able to stand by the side of Her Royal Highness the princess or I didn't think of myself, it was because of this excellence that I was selected by His Majesty. became the person who dealt with things around the work, and he didn't have any concept of such a thing, so he was a little stupid for a while, but then he learned that he could follow His Majesty's side, in fact, it was much better than Her Royal Highness the Princess's side, because you can close it again, and exercise yourself well here, so that you can have more versions of yourself, and you can really protect Her Royal Highness the Princess, and Your Majesty has promised to send yourself back when the time comes, and I have always remembered this promise, His Majesty will send himself to the princess, and then he will be with Her Royal Highness again, and he has always insisted on this idea, so he is not surprised now.

In the end, even if he is doing things for His Majesty now, but in the end, he is still the person of Her Royal Highness the Princess, even if it is far away, he still remembers who he belongs to, a few days ago, His Royal Highness the princess was in an uproar, and he was too drunk and had some trouble because he was too much to eat in those days, so he was sent out on a mission, but because the leader saw his own problems, he said that he wanted to let himself recuperate for a while, That's why I gave myself such a task that is not light or heavy, so in the end, my task is also comfortable, but I still remember this lovely girl in my heart, because since the first time I saw her, I left my whole heart on her.

But when he learned all this, the whole person was almost collapsed, how could he endure such a small and poor girl, she was such a proud person, how could she accept that her husband and the personal slave she had seen him since she was a child left him, such a thing was indeed unbearable for him, and he did choose the path of suicide, and after committing suicide at that time, he wanted to get both of them in front of him. Then cut them into pieces one by one, so that they could experience what kind of pain Her Royal Highness the princess had, but he couldn't do this, because he was afraid of scaring the little girl in front of him, the little girl in front of him was so delicate and weak, even if he did a lot of things, but in the end, he was still the weak and innocent child in his heart, and she looked at herself with a thick light in her eyes, which made people involuntarily indulge in it.

The cold night couldn't help it, looking up at this time, there was still light in the sky, and there were no stars, but at that time, Her Royal Highness the princess had told herself that as long as there was a new job and hope, even if the light of the sun was gone, but the stars in the cold night could still send out a faint help to take care of everything, so there was never a real dark time.

After thinking of this, and seeing the place where Her Royal Highness the princess was hiding just now, this little girl really didn't know what she was thinking? Could it be that he couldn't guess what she was hiding in that place for, he naturally knew that she wanted to give herself away, but how could he tolerate her giving herself away? I love her so much, I have done so many things for him, and I have put my whole heart on him, how can he say that he will let it go, say that he doesn't want himself, he doesn't want himself, how can there be such an easy thing in the world that can let him gently push himself away.

As for other things, for example, after he completed all the tasks, he never thought about himself, and he never thought about leaving this place to leave Her Royal Highness the Princess, even if it was really useless when he reached the end, or when he should replace the next batch of newcomers, at that time, he could stay and continue to help train the newcomers or lose to a courtyard for himself, and it was enough for him to just look at Her Royal Highness the Princess from afar, instead of going out of the palace to live his own life, Because I was born here to train here since I was a child, in fact, I don't know what the life of a really normal person should be like, I heard others say that it is young and beautiful, but I am a person who licks blood on the knife edge, in fact, I can't understand the kind of quiet and beautiful, what kind of feeling can it bring, but I feel lonely to be empty.

If you really come to that point, you may really choose to break it yourself, if there is really no one to break yourself, then your own existence will be gone, the meaning and value that should have been, you may really choose to break it yourself, but even if you really don't break it yourself, you won't live such a peaceful life as they say, after all, people like yourself, if you don't kill someone and kill others, so there is absolutely no so-called peace, There may not be absolute stability either.

I naturally know that many people yearn for that kind of life, but I don't yearn for that kind of life at all, because that kind of life should not belong to people like them, people like them have long lost all their identities, lost all the light, and are only worthy of living in the dark vision, it is precisely because Her Royal Highness the princess gave him light, so he said that he yearns for the light, but if there is no princess in the bright world outside, then this light becomes false, It doesn't mean anything to me, so even if I can abandon this light, I can't leave the princess.

As long as you can look at the princess from afar, you don't need to follow the princess all the time, even if it's just that you can look at the princess from afar from other places, it's a good thing, as for the princess to arrange for herself, if she really can't refuse, maybe she will choose to agree.