Chapter 918: What is terrible is that life is better than death
Chu Ao had never been tortured and insulted like this in his life, and he had never felt such despair and suffocation in his life as when he severed his fingers!
Although he always felt that life was not satisfactory, in fact, under the protection of the old general's wings, no one dared to really hurt him like this.
Even if his father disliked him so much, even if he did so many things against his father, his father never did anything to him.
If you want to say that he had suffered the most serious injury before this, it was probably Chu Qianli's doing.
But compared to the pain Chu Qianli had when he injured him, it was simply not worth mentioning.
The moment he cut off his finger, Chu Ao realized that death was really not terrible.
The scary thing is that life is worse than death!
When his body and mind were suffering greatly at the same time, he found that he could not see hope and future......
In such a desperate situation, how he wished that someone would appear to take him out of the sea of suffering, but Chu Ao suddenly found that no one would come to save him.
None of his fox friends and the people he had been stammering with would give him the slightest hope at such a time.
And the only person who might come to save him was killed by him himself......
As long as he thought that he had been obsessed with ghosts and sent a parasitic Gu to his father, and his father's time was short, Chu Ao felt extremely desperate.
It was only then that he began to reflect on why he was doing such a stupid thing!
It was only at that time that Chu Ao realized that all this he was experiencing now was nothing more than self-inflicted!
How ironic and ridiculous......
Reflecting all this, how he wished that at that moment his life had come to an end.
Give his life to make amends for his father's sins.
Punish him for the bastard things he's doing with the pain he's going through now......
All this is a cycle of cause and effect, and retribution is unpleasant!
How much he was afraid of death......
But it wasn't until he was cut off by the mysterious man in black that he realized that sometimes he only lived to endure the pain and suffering that he couldn't bear.
His body was suffering and suffering, as was his soul.
At that moment, Chu Ao's heart was entangled with remorse and pain, and that feeling made him feel like he had fallen into the abyss.
At that moment, he felt that it was indeed good to be alive, but death was really not so terrible.
The most terrifying thing is that life like him, who can no longer see the slightest hope for the future, is better than death.
And at that time, he was really worse than dead......
He will never forget how terrible the eyes of the mysterious man in black looked when they were exposed.
When that person was torturing himself and cutting off his fingers, the pleasure and smile in his eyes made Chu Ao feel cold all over his body when he thought about it.
Originally, he thought that he would die slowly like that, and no one would come to save him until his body decomposed.
However, he didn't expect that just when he was dying and felt that he was going to die, his father appeared and saved him......
His father......
How could they still be willing to save him?
Oh......
Maybe his father didn't know what he had done to him, so he came to save him with the love of father and son!
However, Chu Ao didn't dare to think about how his father would react if he knew what he had done to him.
With his father's temper and character, he should directly slap himself to death, right?
Despite this, Chu Ao looked at his father's eyes full of love and pity, but he didn't dare to say anything.
The fatherly love he felt made him wish it was a sweet dream that he would never wake up from.
What's more, Chu Ao knew that all this was real, and his father really would rather openly be an enemy of Zuo Xiang than come to save him from that "hell" life.
However, after finally becoming convinced that the gentle and kind father was not his hallucination, Chu Ao actually felt his two broken fingers?
At this moment, the slight pain from these two fingers actually made Chu Ao's originally determined heart shake again......
Could it be that he is still dreaming?
He......
It's all just a dream?
But, but will there be such a clear perception in the dream?
Chu Ao could clearly feel that the sensation of his two severed fingers was getting clearer and clearer, more and more obvious, and more and more painful......
He didn't know that this was actually just a reaction after the anesthetic pill had taken effect.
Therefore, Chu Ao thought that he had an extremely "advanced" dream that could feel pain.
Chu Ao, who was not sure what was going on, originally just opened his eyes and lay on the bed a little sluggishly.
Looking at him like that, it's like losing his soul.
But just when Chu Qianli was thinking about what to do, he suddenly struggled to move.
Chu Ao really couldn't help but want to see why his two fingers were painful, he wanted to know if he was awake, or if all this was just a scene he imagined in his mind before he died......
However, his move frightened Chu Qianli, who was thinking about countermeasures.
Under normal circumstances, even if the effect of the anesthetic pill in Chu Ao's body had expired, he would not be able to recover his mobility so quickly.
The elixir she had refined had no one better than her.
For a period of time after the effect of the anesthetic pill had passed, Chu Ao should have been paralyzed and weak all over his body......
It's just that the current Chu Ao has experienced the pain of a broken finger, and the whole person has been out of the way a lot.
The more his body became paralyzed, the more he struggled to get up.
At this time, even if his arms were still weak and could not be lifted, he tried his best to look up at his fingers.
Chu Ao wanted to find out what the pain on his fingers was causing him.
At this moment, Chu Qianli was shocked and immediately pressed down Chu Ao's head, which he was about to struggle to raise, and at the same time made sure that his fingers were not affected before he spoke: "Second uncle! Don't move, my surgery is about to be completed, if you move at this time and affect the wound, all the results of my hard work for a long time will be wasted, you lie down, wait a while, just a little more effort! ”
Hearing Chu Qianli's voice, Chu Ao calmed down a lot.
That's right......
Before he passed out just now, Chu Qianli was indeed here to say that he wanted to treat his injuries.
And he also said that he trusted Chu Qianli......
After retrieving his memories before he fell into a coma, he was pressed back to bed by Chu Qianli, frowning as if he was digesting Chu Qianli's words.
"Surgery? Cough...... What is the surgery...... Why am I so weak? And my hands...... Cough...... My hand ......"