"After that, I went out on business for a few days. When I returned to the Liren Pavilion and saw Jing Ying again, she seemed to be a different person, she really looked like a young lady in the rules, and her speech was much smoother. Occasionally, she would cook some of her hometown food and invite me to try it, and when I saw her kindness, I would be disrespectful. Sometimes she would come to me with a book and ask me questions, and as long as I wasn't too busy, I would answer them patiently. Listening to Yun Huan, she has nothing to do in the Liren Pavilion, she is reading every day, and she specially asked Zhao Wushuang to guide her manners and learn to be a lady. When I heard it, I only thought that she was weird, probably to please the helper, so I learned these rules, and I didn't pay much attention. ”

Not long after, Jing Ying was picked up by the Xiao Gang Master to go to Lingyan. You know what happened next. Xiao Gang Leader trusts her, and she is very trusted. After a short time, she was made a messenger of the lantern, and a Pingyi Xuan was specially built for him to live. Even if you look at the history of the Heavenly King Gang, Jing Ying can be said to enjoy all the grace and be in the limelight for a while. ”

Xiao Yezi sighed: "Listening to you say this, although this Jingying girl is from a poor background, she is delicate and unswerving in love, and she is willing to change herself for the Xiao Gang Master, which is indeed a tender flower." No wonder the Xiao gang leader misses her. ”

Yang Yizhao was silent for a while, shook his head and said, "I thought the same as you thought at first. It wasn't until one time when Yun Huan drank too much and said that I didn't know that Jing Ying couldn't help but secretly love me from the first time he saw me in the Liren Pavilion. Her feelings for Xiao Gang Leader are just grateful for the kindness of saving each other in troubled times, and she is unforgettable love and lovesickness for me. ”

Xiao Yezi was stunned, not knowing how to respond.

Yang Yizhao sighed: "When I first heard what Yun Huan said, I was as stunned as you were at the moment. Thinking about the Yingge Yan Dance next to me Yang Yizhao at that time, where did I notice that she was such a girl like a clear water noodles? But I didn't expect her to be in love with each other, and she changed so much for me to learn silently. But what if I did? I don't like her either, and it's impossible for her to have a quarrel with the Xiao gang leader. Yun Huan gave me a letter that Jing Ying wrote to me when she was leaving. Although the Chinese pen is immature, the words are sincere, saying that although there is no fate in this life, he is still willing to do internal response for me in Shanglingyan and investigate various matters related to Xiao Gang Master for me. I read the letter and felt guilty, and I didn't know whether to reject her intentions. ”

But Yun Huan didn't think so, and said that since the close servants who had been installed before were not powerful, this opportunity should not be missed. He said that Jing Ying was sad to leave her hometown alone and miss her true love, if I directly rejected Jing Ying's kindness, wouldn't it increase her loneliness in Shanglingyan? I was embarrassed, and I was afraid that Yun Huan would be eager for quick success, so I agreed with Yun Huan that unless Jing Ying volunteered, I would never force it. Yun Huan saw that I insisted, so he had no choice but to agree. ”

"In the face of Jing Ying's deep love, but the two of us have a huge disparity in identity, and it is useless to entangle it any longer. I couldn't, so I avoided meeting her alone, hoping that time would change everything. She never resented me from beginning to end, but silently helped me secretly find out the information on Shanglingyan. Maybe she was afraid that I would feel guilty in my heart, so she didn't meet me face-to-face, and only used secret channels to contact Yun Huan. Yun Huan is also afraid that I will feel uncomfortable listening to it, and unless I get particularly important information, he will not discuss it with me. ”

After a while, Jing Ying's relationship with Xiao Gang Leader became more and more intimate, and the information provided to Yun Huan became less and less. Yun Huan also once asked Jing Ying about the Xiao Gang Master's divine skills, but Jing Ying was silent for a long time, and after only saying the four words 'Spiritual Heart Sutra', he refused to reveal it again. ”

After this exchange of information, Jing Ying gradually fell ill and finally passed away. Xiao Gang Master announced the world and buried her in Dongting Lake. The life of this lonely child came to an abrupt end, and there were only endless rumors left behind him. ”

Speaking of this, Yang Yizhao's eyes gradually became firm and sharp: "I don't know what Jing Ying experienced in Shanglingyan, but no matter how I shirk it, I still participated in her life and affected her choice, and her fate and ending are inseparable from me." She was originally innocent, at least she could get out of the way, but because she liked me, she embarked on this road of no return. Either way, I owe her. Since her death, I have withdrawn all the scouts and will not participate in these battles again. I don't want anyone to die for my lust, directly or indirectly. This kind of thing must not happen to me Yang Yizhao again. ”

Xiao Yezi stared at his face, his heart full of recognition and appreciation for him. She stretched out her hand, hugged his waist tightly, and smiled: "Don't worry, I will definitely support you next to you." ”

She closed her eyes and fantasized. Jing Ying, dressed in white, seemed to be right in front of him. At this moment, she felt extremely close to this woman she had never met. But this time, instead of being sad that she was approaching a certain shadow, she had more firm courage. She wanted to say something more, but who knew that the heavens were not beautiful, and her stomach was already grunting with hunger, which made her face red, and she hurriedly let go of Yang Yizhao and jumped up.

Yang Yizhao laughed, reached out and hugged her horizontally, hugged her to his chest and said softly: "You always take care of others first." It's okay, and I remember to hurt you. Let's go to the back mountain to hunt rabbits and eat! The two of them giggled, bypassed the Firefly Residence, and walked towards the dense forest behind the house.

After a few more days, Xue Yue also woke up. Shen Ye looked at her slowly opened eyes, breathed a sigh of relief in his heart, glanced sideways at Li Li, who was standing not far away, and said in his heart: "If you don't wake up again, I'm afraid you should drag another one down." She stretched out her hand to check Xue Yue's pulse, confirmed that the pulse was calm, and pulled down the bed curtain to change the medicine for her.

Xue Yue was seriously injured and was still immersed in the haze of waking up, and after a long while, he recognized Shen Yelai, smiled slightly, and wanted to thank Shen Ye for his hard work. But after all, she had been asleep for too long, her breath was still weak, and she only had a few syllables from the corners of her mouth.

Shen Ye came to know her intentions, and responded with a smile: "It is appropriate to take care of my sister." Don't say thank you to me, I won't recognize you as a sister after I say it. ”

Xue Yue's long eyelashes flickered slightly in the smile, and he hummed softly.

With the bed curtain to cover it, Shen Yelai took advantage of Li Li's separation outside the curtain, leaned forward and whispered a few words in Xue Yue's ear. Xue Yue's eyes moved, his face was hot, and he said softly: "This ......"

Shen Yelai smiled slightly: "Sister, you just listen to me, yes." She took out a small bottle from the medicine box, poured out a little medicine powder, wiped it on Xue Yue's lips, then put away all the tools, lifted the bed curtain, put on a cold face, and said to Li Li: "The medicine has been changed." I'm tired to death, I've worked for so long, and I can't get any benefit at all. I don't care, you can take care of it yourself. After speaking, he didn't listen to what Li Li said, and immediately flashed out of the door and walked away.

As soon as Shen Ye left, Li Li couldn't hold back, rushed to the side of the bed in a few steps, sat down on his knees, stared straight at Xue Yue, the corners of his mouth trembled, he wanted to speak, but he didn't know where to start, his heart was full of heartache, and he couldn't say the words when he came to his mouth.

Seeing him like this, Xue Yue knew that he was in pain in his heart, comforted him, gently stretched out his left hand, and grabbed his right hand.

Her hands were so cold. Li Li's heart twisted, and her left hand moved, which was already covered in her hand and held it tightly, I couldn't wait to give her all my body temperature and keep a little warmth for her.

Xue Yue was held by him, and thoughts surged in his heart. Before Shen Ye came and left, he told her to ask Li Li what kind of attitude he had towards her, and he couldn't pay for his life in vain, and he had to force him to give an explanation. But at this moment, seeing Li Li's painful expression, she was already satisfied, knowing that she was very important in his heart, and that was enough.

A thirst came from her throat, and she couldn't help but cough a few times. Li Li was startled, and hurriedly took her hand and said, "But are you thirsty?" ”

As soon as Xue Yue nodded, Li Li turned around and poured a glass of water from the table for her like lightning, holding the cup in her left hand and trying to help her up from the bed with her right hand. As soon as he moved, before he could help Xue Yue up, some water spilled out in his hand, splashing the cloth sheets next to the bed. He wanted to put down the cup and take care of Xue Yue first, but because his right hand was wrapped around Xue Yue's shoulder, it was difficult to put it down. In embarrassment, Xue Yue was already leaning on his arms, stretched out his hand to take the cup, lowered his head and took a sip, and lowered his eyes and smiled. Li Li was afraid that Xue Yue would not be able to rely on the wound, so she instantly turned into a stone statue, with her arms outstretched, her waist hanging empty, and she only maintained a posture that could not advance or retreat, and she was deadlocked to be her support. Li Li didn't dare to hang her head, only felt her leaning softly in her arms, and a fragrant fragrance diffused from the back of her neck, making people want to be drunk.

Xue Yue drank the water, his mind was a little clearer, and he just wanted to hand the cup back to Li Li's hand, but he inadvertently noticed that Li Li's limbs were stiff and overwhelmed. She looked at Li Li slightly, and saw that his face was full of suspicious flushes, and his eyes, which were usually as sharp as wolves, were also watery at the moment, and she didn't know where to look.

Infected by such a green and ambiguous atmosphere, Xue Yue also blushed, hating that he could only lean into Li Li's arms for his lack of strength, and lost the sense of proportion between men and women. She had never been so close to his chest as she had at this moment, and she could only hear his heart beating wildly in his chest like a fawn, not as calm as usual.

Both of them are not good at romantic words, they only snuggle up to each other, but they are relatively silent.

After holding on for a while, Li Li's posture was not correct, her waist was really strained, and she couldn't forget whether men and women could kiss or not, so she had to put the empty bowl in her mouth, trembling and moving her body, adjusting her posture, and then gently flattening Xue Yue back on the bed. He didn't dare to look at Xue Yue, so he suddenly stood up, and just wanted to open his mouth to say that he was leaving, but he forgot that the bowl was in his mouth. I heard a snap, and the bowl fell to the ground and shattered.

This time, Li Li was even more panicked, for fear that Xue Yue would be cut by debris when he went to the ground, so he hurriedly leaned over and picked up the debris in a panic, blushing and silent. Suddenly, I heard Xue Yue snort, and she seemed extremely uncomfortable. Li Li cut his finger in a panic, and he didn't care about the blood, so he rushed to Xue Yue's bedside to check the situation.

Seeing Xue Yue's brows furrowed, he seemed to be extremely painful. Li Li was so anxious that he couldn't care about the defense of men and women, so he picked up Xue Yue horizontally, ran to the room of the god night, and shouted madly regardless of the image: "The god is coming!" God is coming in the night! Come out! ”

Shen Yelai was lying on the couch to rest, and when he saw Li Li rushing in with Xue Yue in a panic, he raised his eyes and glanced at Xue Yue, and his face changed: "Put her on the bed quickly!" ”

Although Li Li was impatient, he could only do what he said. Shen Ye came to check the pulse for a long time, and said with a sad face: "I didn't expect Gao Lan's internal force to be so vicious, and after a few days, he still has the power to counterattack." I've been a doctor for so many years, and I've never seen such a serious injury. She sighed, "Sister Yue has run out of oil, if you have anything to say, just say it quickly." It's too late. She seemed very upset, wiped her eyes, and walked out the door, leaving room for the two of them.

Li Li knelt beside Xue Yue, his heart turned upside down, only to feel a fierce ghost slamming back and forth in his chest, screaming in his ears with a sharp voice, like crying. I thought that Xue Yue had improved, but he still couldn't be cured, but his despair this time was even more desperate than before, he only held Xue Yue's hand, the tip of his nose was sour, and muttered: "I'm sorry, I'm sorry." He lowered his head, and a tear had slipped from his eyes and fell on Xue Yue's face, splashing dots of water.

Xue Yue opened his mouth, as if he wanted to say something, but he couldn't say it, he could only make a few sounds, a pair of beautiful but godless eyes looked in his direction hard, and countless of his figures were reflected in the stars, and there seemed to be a thousand words hidden under the misty eyes.

After a while, the starlight in her eyes gradually dimmed, and her skin that should have been bright lost its vitality. In the gloom, she finally slowly closed her eyes and passed away. He listened to her heartbeat fainting, as if she had left his footsteps, and walked farther and farther away, until finally to eternal silence and dead silence.

At this moment, it was as if the whole world was dead.

He stretched out his hand, hugged Xue Yue's body tightly in his arms, and was silent.

At this moment, he admitted that Xue Yue had already silently settled down in his heart, but he thought too much and was too obsessed, so he suddenly realized it. At this moment, the beautiful woman is gone, leaving only the cruel man alone to hate, hate his incompetence, hate his own insincerity, hate his dullness and hesitation.

Obviously, when she was drinking on the shore of Dongting Lake, he valued her.

Obviously, from the day she silently played the flute for her until dawn, he was attached to her.

Obviously, since she broke into the Fengrui camp just to see him, he accepted her.

Clearly...... Clearly...... Obviously, if he realized that he was honest with his heart earlier, he would not be separated forever like now.

He looked down at her and gently wiped away the tears stained on her beautiful face. She lay quietly on his knees, still so beautiful, so dignified, as if she was alive.

What kind of revenge and obsession are not worth her company, and they can't match the gentle smile of her life.

Lowering his head, he kissed her lightly on the lips. This kiss is a gratitude, a remorse, and an oath.

The moment his lips touched, his tears rained down, he couldn't control the pain anymore, leaned over and kissed deeply, as if the deeper the kiss, the more likely it was to retain her residual warmth, and stay until the sky is old and the sea is dry. Tears raged on his face, but he gradually stopped feeling the pain in his heart. After the severe pain, only the peace of relief and perfection in my heart remained. Since he has made a mistake, it is up to him to repent and pay his debts.

In a trance, Xue Yue's hand touched his face and gently wiped away the tears for him.

Is this an illusion? He lowered his head, as if he saw the familiar smile again—she smiled softly, as pure and kind as a fairy.

He smiled with relief - she must have been lonely over there alone. She must have been waiting for him. He couldn't keep her waiting too long.

Yue'er, wait for me.

Slowly pulling out the snow silence around his waist, he wiped it off his neck without hesitation.

"Don't!"

His self-cutting actions were dragged to a halt by life. In an instant, he returned to his senses, but when he lowered his head, he saw Xue Yue pulling his wrist with a painful expression.

…… She's not dead? She's not dead? She's not dead!

Throwing down the snow and silence, he tightly caged her into his arms, crying and laughing on his face, he couldn't stop trembling, obviously overjoyed, but he couldn't stop crying in his voice, and said in a trembling voice: "You...... Are you alive? ”

Xue Yue stretched out her hand just now to stop him from committing suicide, and pulled the wound too hard, which hurt terribly, but at this moment she was held tightly by him in her chest, and this sweetness made her forget all the pain, and only whispered softly: "...... It's all a trick at night. I'm sorry to make you ......."

(End of chapter)