I don't know how much courage it took to make this child who has been pestering his sister finally grow up, anyway, he used all his strength to say such a thing, he doesn't know how he can be so ruthless to say such a thing, he knows that he is reluctant to give up his sister, but even if he is reluctant to give up his sister, he still has to give up his sister in the end, no matter when the big city should still grow up this day, He's just forcing himself to grow up in advance, and he doesn't want to have him by his side, he really stays here for a few days, and there will be a day of boredom after all, if there is really a boredom that needs to be solved, it is better for him to choose to take the initiative to leave, at least when he takes the initiative to leave, there is still a shadow in the eyes of the together, or not to make his sister hate her too much, his life is afraid that it is around the weakness of his life, saying, when it comes to the time to really leave himself in the future, In fact, he doesn't know how to face such a life, his life seems to be missing a lot of things, and he doesn't know what else his life can revolve around besides self-blame.

After all, he touched a sachet that his sister made for him before, and couldn't help but subconsciously laugh lightly, when he listened to it, he said that he liked this kind of thing very much, so he took the time to make it for himself at that time and remembered Jingxi who saw this thing, but at this moment the Jingxi in Yi'an is all gone, after all, he doesn't treat himself like before now, and all he has now is what his sister once gave him, And my sister himself is already sick in others, and he is no longer qualified to be close to his sister, in the end, what kind of existence he is for his sister, I still don't know, in the end, I don't know what use I used to be, with my sister in the end, these still don't like his sister after all, or there are others around him, in the end, he is not good enough, if he really does not do well, how can his sister tolerate others, But even if that's the case, what can he do, after all, my sister still can't do his best.

"Sister, do you know? Since I was young, I only had you in my eyes, in fact, I also felt that it was wrong for me to do this, after all, you are my sister, but I can't restrain my emotions, do you know what I feel in my heart when you tell me that the two of us are not brothers and sisters? In fact, there is still a trace of joy in my heart, at least the two of us are not real sisters, so it shows that the two of us will have a chance to be together in the future, but I am afraid in my heart, but I know that if the two of us are not a new brother and sister, you will not hesitate to abandon me, just like throwing away a garbage, so I am panicked and scared, but I don't know what to say and do, what to do, in the end, I don't know what to say, Your sister, you are a cold-hearted person, I have always understood in my heart, and I also know what to do recently, but I don't know what to do to be able to satisfy your current thoughts, so in the end, no matter what time to do, I never understand. "To the sachet boy said what he had been holding back in his heart, he has always had a figure in his heart, this figure can't be erased no matter what, so he has always known who he likes, he has to know what he has overcome these days, but he has no way to restrain his psychology, he has no way to restrain his feelings and desires for himself, so he subconsciously wants to make himself look more normal, But he can't get up on the right, because he always has a person hidden in his heart, once he says that there is a person hidden in his heart, no matter what time it is, such feelings naturally cannot be easily abandoned, and there is no way to change easily, after all, such a world

After all, the world that grew up around a person, if that person is uprooted from beginning to end, he is afraid that he will not even have room for regret, or that in this life he can only live around his sister's previous days, he also seems to be trapped in the dream of the year, in the end, he can't get out, trapped in his own world, can't get out, this is the place he wants to get out of no matter what, but it is the place that controls him anyway, So he can't escape from such a world if he wants to, and he doesn't know what to do in the end, but he knows that no matter what time it is, he always knows that his sister has him in his heart, and he has a sister in his heart, as long as that's the case, his heart seems to be warmed, but he knows that now his sister has no him in her heart, but he doesn't know how to face the current life.

So at this moment he couldn't help but panic, he thought about his sister's gentleness to him before, as if to look at these gentleness as long as he touched this sachet, as if he saw what his sister saw before, after all, he didn't know why he liked this recently, maybe he heard others say that the sachet is an ancient stereotyped thing, so he likes it so much, and even shows himself in front of his sister, but he just hopes that his beloved can also give himself a sachet, When the sachet was placed in front of him, he actually couldn't believe it in his heart, because he felt that his sister should not know what it meant, so he would give it to himself, if he really knew, in fact, he would not give it to himself, he still didn't know in his heart, with such a secret joy, he was also happy in his heart, and after a long time, he couldn't help but sigh softly, knowing what he was thinking, I was afraid that he would still feel dirty, and even drive him out, He didn't even dare to tell his sister about such a thing, if he really told his sister, what would happen? He didn't even dare to think about it.

"Sister, do you know? Really, I don't know what I should do after leaving you, what should I do, what should I not do, I really don't know anything, I just want to be by your side, even if you think I'm annoying, but I still want to be by your side, I know I'm a very annoying existence, I also know that you don't like me to follow you at all, don't say what can I do, if I leave you, where else can I go, my vitality seems to be only you, But if it's really only you, what should I do after that, I really don't know in my heart, as if as long as I look at you, as long as I follow you, the rest of my life will be filled, in fact, I know that this is not normal, and I also know that you must be tired of me like this, but what can I do? Sister, you are my sister, but in my heart it is not just my sister, you absolutely don't know how much time I have spent by attachment and longing for you, I know that you are not my sister, and I also know that such feelings should not have happened, but in this case, what can I do to change it? After all, if a person's feelings grow, it's the hardest thing to get rid of, isn't it? I know that sister, if you know such feelings, you will definitely try your best to help me get rid of them, but how can I receive it, without you, I am afraid that my life will not have the meaning of existence, so I am really afraid, afraid that you will disappear from my world. ”

After speaking of this, he couldn't help but smile bitterly, everything he thought finally became insight, his sister still disappeared from his reality, and he still withdrew without hesitation, what could he do? He can't do anything, he can only watch all this happen, and he doesn't even have the right to say no, because all this is given by his sister, if his sister wants to take it back, she can naturally take it back anytime and anywhere, his sister has no identity and status in front of him, and he has no right to stop all this, he can only watch his sister take bribes for all his feelings, how can this matter be of any use to him, he said that he still can't, can't change any of his sister's thoughts and will, So that's all he can do.

After thinking of this, his eyes couldn't help but bring a little infatuation, he thought of the place where Jin Jing existed, thought of his sister, he would do everything that child had taken care of her, at that time his heart was recorded as if he was going crazy, he knew that he was abnormal, but what was the use of knowing that he was abnormal, he really wanted to be with his sister, even if it was forever and ever, even if he said that he didn't know when and where, he was always willing to stay with him, Even if it is said that no matter how crazy and crazy the mood is, he can understand it, and he can imagine that in the end, no matter what time it should be, he naturally understands it in his heart, so he naturally understands such emotions in his heart.

"Sister, if there is really someone who takes my place in my identity and my position, then I will be free from him, as long as I get rid of him, all this can be over, right? So all I have to do is get rid of the combat power, after all, the person in my position has taken my things, so naturally he should also pay the price. Isn't it? My good sister. After saying this, the young man who originally looked a little bright couldn't help but secretly laugh, but there was a thick viciousness in that smile.