Chapter 142: Rejected
Xie Fuxiu's voice sounded in her ears, obviously so close, but it seemed to come from thousands of miles away, vague and unreal: "Although I didn't go in, someone has already told me what happened inside......
Qi Yan opened his mouth, his mind blank.
"Qi Yan ......" Xie Fuxiu lowered his head and said slowly, "So, you're not a maid from Ling Chun Courtyard, right?" ”
Qi Yan didn't answer.
Xie Fuxiu also stopped talking.
There was silence in the room, except for the sound of the rain outside.
Qi Yan sat opposite Xie Fuxiu, and after being silent for a long time, it seemed that it was only for a moment.
"I, I ......" Qi Yan regained his voice, like a child who had done something wrong, lowered his head, and didn't dare to look at Xie Fuxiu's gaze.
Qi Yan hesitated and whispered: "I, I didn't mean to lie to you, I'...... I didn't mean to......"
She never regarded herself as Xie Fuyi's wife, and she never thought that she would always be the young lady of the Xie family, this temporary identity, Qi Yan did not say.
She didn't dare to say it, if she did, how could she get close to Xie Fuxiu and win his favor?
"I know you're having a hard time." Xie Fuxiu said softly.
Qi Yan was stunned for a moment, and raised his head to look at Xie Fuxiu.
Her gaze met Xie Fuxiu's, and Qi Yan avoided it with a weak heart.
"Eldest son, I'm sorry." At this time, he didn't know what to say except apologize.
Xie Fu Xiu seemed to smile bitterly and asked, "You are not the maid of Ling Chunyuan, then you ......" He paused, "Yes, Fu Yi's wife?" ”
Although it was a questioning tone, Xie Fuxiu's expression had betrayed his master, and he already knew Qi Yan's identity.
"I ......" Qi Yan opened her mouth, she wanted to deny it immediately!
However, this is the truth and cannot be denied.
She is the young lady of the Xie family, and she is the wife of Xie Fu Yiba who carried the sedan chair and married into the door.
"I married Xie Fuyi instead of Miss." Qi Yan was helpless, sighed, her voice was a little aggrieved, and she whispered, "I admit it, I am the nominal young lady of the Xie family, and I am Xie Fuyi's wife...... However, nothing happened between me and Xie Fuyi! ”
Qi Yan's voice became heavier a little, her expression was anxious, and she was anxious to clear up the relationship: "Eldest son, I told you!" I'll leave the Xie family! I won't stay in the Xie family forever, I will dissociate myself from the Xie family, I ......"
"Qi Yan." Xie Fuxiu interrupted her incoherent, he took a deep breath, and guided Qi Yan to calm down.
"Don't be nervous, I don't blame you." Xie Fuxiu said.
Qi Yan was stunned.
Xie Fuxiu still looked at her gently, and he said slowly: "Qi Yan, no matter who you are, in my heart, you are already my friend." ”
"Friend, friend?"
"yes." Xie Fuxiu said, "You are still you, but you have changed from the little maid in the house to mine...... Brother and sister only. ”
Qi Yan froze in place: "Brother and sister? ”
"What's wrong?" Xie Fuxiu said, "Don't you want to call me big brother?" ”
Qi Yan opened his mouth, big brother?
She never thought that one day she would be hit in the chest by the word "big brother", making it difficult to breathe and blurred flesh and blood.
"You, don't you mind?" Qi Yan forced out the last breath in his chest, and asked softly.
"Mind what?" Xie Fu Xiu smiled and said, "Fu Yiren is good, Qi Yan, you should be quite happy to marry him, right?" ”
"Happiness?!" Qi Yan's eyes widened, and on her bloody wounds, tens of thousands of ants seemed to have crawled over! Densely packed with seven or eight sheets.
"Qi Yan?" Xie Fuxiu saw that her face was pale, and couldn't help asking, "Are you okay?" ”
Qi Yan looked at him without blinking, his voice was dry, and he muttered to himself: "I'm Xie Fuxiu's wife, doesn't it matter?" ”
"Should it have anything to do with it?" Xie Fuxiu's face was pure and kind, and he said, "You have changed from a maid to a young lady, I should congratulate you." ”
"Congratulations?"
Xie Fuxiu nodded and said with a smile: "Qi Yan, if you want, you can call me big brother like Fu Yi." ”
Qi Yan's eyes were dark! Her heart hurt to the extreme, and she suddenly gave birth to a kind of ruthlessness!
"Thank you, Fu Xiu!" Qi Yan's voice was sharp and he stood up suddenly.
Xie Fuxiu was stunned for a moment, and looked at him in some surprise.
Qi Yan took a deep breath, like a drowning man clutching the last straw: "Xie Fuxiu, you don't understand what I mean, let me tell you, there is nothing between me and Xie Fuyi!" I'm going to be separated from him in the future! ”
"Why?" Xie Fuxiu asked, "Didn't Fu Yi treat you well?" ”
"It's not a question of whether it's good or not, it's because of ......"
Qi Yan's voice stopped abruptly.
She and Xie Fuxiu met their eyes, and she went straight into each other's eyes.
Words can lie, expressions can lie, eyes can lie, but sometimes subconscious subtle actions don't lie.
Xie Fuxiu's eyes and expressions were as simple as he showed on the surface, but his movements leaned back slightly, which was a kind of wordless resistance......
He resisted Qi Yan.
Qi Yan suddenly realized this.
Smart Xie Fu Xiu, how could he not be aware of his love for him? However, he looked at her quietly at this time, without the slightest ambiguity in his eyes.
This is Xie Fuxiu, as gentle as ever.
If Xie Fu Yi doesn't like a person, he will directly refuse and trample on the other party's sincerity! Make nothing of!
But Xie Fuxiu won't, even if he doesn't like a person, he won't directly refuse openly and embarrass the other party. He will pretend not to know and let the other person silently withdraw from his life.
Qi Yan slowly closed his eyes.
"I'll go first!"
She can't stay here at all, not for a while! Newcastle
"Qi Yan!" Xie Fuxiu's voice sounded behind him!
Qi Yan didn't care about anything anymore, and rushed out of the yard in one go!
"Qi Yan, umbrella ......"
Xie Fuxiu's voice completely disappeared behind Qi Yan.
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Qi Yan didn't know how she left Chaoxi Courtyard, and she didn't know where she was going, so she just walked forward with one breath.
At the gate of Lingchun Courtyard, the full moon was holding an umbrella and had been waiting for Qi Yan to come back at the door
In the distance, the little maid saw a lonely figure approaching.
The rain was raging, and the man didn't even have an umbrella, and in the rain, it seemed to be abandoned by the world.
The pupils of the full moon suddenly tightened, and he ran over with an umbrella!
The person who walked over was Qi Yan, who was lost and depressed, she was soaked, her hair was tied in a lock, and she was messily draped on her back.
Full Moon hurriedly held an umbrella for her: "Young lady, are you okay?" ”
"I'm fine." Qi Yan replied, "I'm just a little tired. ”
As he spoke, he walked like a walking corpse into the house.
The full moon hurriedly supported Qi Yan, and the little girl intuitively felt that if she didn't support the young lady, she would be lost in this rainy day and never come back.
"I'm tired." Qi Yan Manyue said, "I want to take a break." ”
"Let's rest!" Full Moon whispered softly, as if coaxing a child, and said to Qi Yan, "Young lady, let's rest......
Qi Yan nodded lightly.
The master and servant walked into the house, and Qi Yan walked straight to the inner room with the full moon and umbrella, and when she saw the familiar bed, she lay directly on the bed.
"Young lady, your clothes are still wet......" The full moon went to pull Qiyan.
"It's fine." Qi Yan said, "I'm tired, let me take a break." ”
After that, she closed her eyes, she couldn't hear anything, she just wanted to get a good night's sleep and open her eyes, it was just a nightmare.
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It's hard to accept that the truth is still the truth, and it doesn't turn into a so-called nightmare just because you sleep.
When Qi Yan woke up again, it was the middle of the night.
This autumn rain fell for a whole day, and in the middle of the night, the third watch finally died down.
The moonlight was clear and Ling Ling spread in the room, and Qi Yan looked at the bed tent above his head and lost his mind.
She sighed softly.
"Young lady?" The full moon, who had been lying on the side of Qi Yan's bed, woke up all of a sudden.
"Are you awake?" Little Full Moon hurriedly asked.
Qi Yan turned his head to look at her: "Scared you, right?" ”
Full Moon shook her head, and then nodded lightly: "Young lady, are you better?" ”
Qi Yan sat up, his voice was calm, and said, "I'm fine." ”
She raised her hand and rubbed the full moon's hair: "You go and rest, you don't have to guard me." ”
Full Moon shook her head: "I don't worry about the young lady!" ”
After the young lady of her family came back from the Chaoxi Courtyard, the whole person seemed to have lost three souls and seven spirits, which was so worrying that the full moon did not dare to let her alone.
Qi Yan bent the corners of his mouth and said, "I'm really fine, you've been guarding me for most of the night, go to sleep." ”
"Are you really okay?"
"Really." Qi Yan comforted the full moon softly, "Go to sleep, I'll go to the store with me tomorrow." ”
"Are you going to the store tomorrow?" Full Moon asked in a whisper.
"yes." Qi Yan said, "If it's a good day tomorrow, we're going to the store." ”
"I see." Full Moon helped Qi Yan press the quilt and said, "Then I'll go." ”
"Hmm." Qi Yan said, "Wake me up early tomorrow." ”
"Okay." Full Moon left this time.
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Qi Yan was the only one left in the room, and she looked at the bed tent quietly, her eyes seemed to be looking intently, and she seemed to be distracted.
And just like that, the night passed.
The next day, before dawn, the full moon came to Qiyan early.
She pushed the door open lightly, thinking that if Qi Yan was still sleeping, she would not disturb her young lady.
Outcome......
To the surprise of the full moon, Qi Yan had already washed up, and she was sitting in front of the dresser, looking in good spirits, no different from before.
"It's early." Qi Yan turned his head to look at the full moon.
Full Moon opened her mouth, and at this time, it seemed that Qi Yan, who came back from the rain yesterday, was just an illusion on her part.
"Young lady?" Full Moon said, "You got up so early?" ”
Qi Yan smiled: "I can't sleep, so I got up, by the way, you hurry up and let the kitchen prepare breakfast, eat breakfast and go to the store." ”
"Oh......"