Chapter 1965 What I want in my life is really not much
Beigong Xin looked at Ye Yingxue on the other side of the bridge, and the fragments of the past flashed in his mind.
Ye Yingxue didn't want to meet Beigong Xin, she hesitated for a long time, and finally decided to meet Beigong Xin.
Perhaps, Ye Yingxue herself didn't expect that it would affect Beigong Xin's life.
In that life, Ye Yingxue was like a white-clothed fairy, looking for a chess piece that could break the law of the Great Dao.
Beigong Xin is just one of Ye Yingxue's countless chess pieces, and it can even be said that Ye Yingxue does not treat Beigong Xin as a chess piece at all.
Because Beigong Xin was born with a wasted body, he couldn't enter the cultivation, and he didn't even have the qualifications to become a chess piece.
In the endless years, Ye Yingxue didn't take Beigong Xin to heart at all.
In this life, when Ye Yingxue recovered all her memories, she knew the loneliness and pain that Beigong Xin was suffering, and she couldn't face Beigong Xin.
Ye Yingxue didn't know how much of an impact her existence had on Beigong Xin.
"You...... You're not her, you're not ......" Beigong Xin's cultivation realm is infinitely close to immortal, and just by taking a look at Ye Yingxue, you can speculate a lot of secrets.
Beigong Xin couldn't see through Ye Yingxue's cultivation and origin, a cloud of fog.
Ye Yingxue opened her red lips, and then slowly closed them again, wanting to speak again.
Ye Yingxue had a lot of things she wanted to say to Beigong Xin, but when the words came to her mouth, she didn't know what to say and fell into silence.
"My sister is just an ordinary person, you are not my sister."
Beigong Xin took half a step back, and a crack appeared in the Dao heart.
Beigong Xin learned the truth step by step and didn't dare to accept it.
I don't know if you still know about the Nine Nether Seas?
Millions of years ago, Beigong Xin wanted to level the world with a sword, but was finally suppressed by the Dao Ancestor and the Buddha and the strong people of the heavens.
Beigong Xin slashed out the [Bayi Chinese Net] Nine Nether Sea with a sword, and became a forbidden place in the world.
Later, for millions of years, the Nine Nether Seas imprisoned the souls of the dead.
Once, the Heaven Hating Sword Immortal heard that the Nine Nether Sea imprisoned the souls of the dead, and entered the Stygian Sea several times, just to find his grandfather's soul, hoping to meet his grandfather again.
The Hatred Sky Sword Immortal did not get his wish and left lonely.
Why does the Nine Netherworld Sea detain the souls of the world?
Everything is Beigong Xin's handiwork, he just wants to find that familiar soul in the vast life.
Beigong Xin, like the Heaven Hating Sword Immortal, did not achieve his wish.
Beigong Xin imprisoned hundreds of millions of souls in the world and endured millions of years of loneliness.
He never regrets everything he does, and he never feels bitter and tired.
Because as long as he thinks of the possibility of meeting Sister A in the future, Beigong Xin's heart will have infinite motivation and hope.
The person who the Heaven Hating Sword Immortal was looking for was the white-clothed immortal who was high above.
The person Beigong Xin wanted to see was an unknown existence on the same level as the white-clothed immortal, not to mention the Nine Netherworld Sea, which had imprisoned the dead soul for millions of years, even if it was tens of millions of years, there would be no result.
"How are you doing all these years?"
The two were silent for a long time, and Ye Yingxue finally spoke.
In the mortal world, there is only one person who Ye Yingxue is sorry for, and that is Beigong Xin.
Beigong Xin's lips trembled slightly, and he couldn't say a word.
My sister is just an ordinary monk, with no prominent status, no strong background and strength.
The person in front of him gave Beigong Xin an unfathomable feeling, as if he had seen the bones of an immortal in the depths of the Ten Thousand Burial Mountain Range.
"I ...... Am I just a pawn of yours? ”
In order to say this, Beigong Xin drained all his strength and was exhausted.
When he said this, Beigong Xin's whole body trembled slightly, and his eyes showed extremely complex emotions, longing, surprise, fear, and a trace of disbelief.
Hearing the sound, Ye Yingxue's delicate body trembled slightly, and her red lips pursed.
I...... Is it just a pawn?
Beigong Xin thought of this, and the crack in the depths of the Dao heart became bigger and bigger.
In order to be able to meet you again, I use my waste body to draw qi, practice against the sky, and fight in the great world, without background and background, I have to worry about the arrival of death all the time.
Just the introduction of qi into the body took Beigong Xin twenty years.
For a full twenty years, Beigong Xin used countless methods to break his meridians, reconnect, fail, and then continue.
It took more than three hundred repetitions before Beigong Xin was able to let his meridians and dantian gather aura.
Every time the pulse is broken, Beigong Xin dies and comes back to life, and Ling Chi's pain is less than one-tenth.
But this kind of misery, Beigong Xin hid in a dark cave with no one and persevered hundreds of times.
This is just the first step of pain that Beigong Xin endured, even if he can induce qi into his body, Beigong Xin can only barely practice.
If he can only barely practice, what will Beigong Xin take to reach the top of the world, and what will he use to compete with the demons of the world?
The suffering during this period is only known to Beigong Xin.
"Right...... I'm sorry. ”
A thousand words, Ye Yingxue finally only said this sentence.
Because no matter what, Ye Yingxue's original idea was to treat Beigong Xin as a chess piece, and he was also an insignificant outcast.
In this life, Ye Yingxue recovered her memories of the past, and only then did she understand Beigong Xin's experience, and she felt ashamed, not knowing how to face Beigong Xin.
"Hahaha......" Suddenly, Beigong Xin raised his head and laughed, his whole body trembling.
It turned out that in the eyes of Sister A, I was just an insignificant chess piece.
It turned out that all the efforts I put in were just wishful thinking.
I gave up everything for the sake of my heart's desire.
Glory and wealth, friends and fame, I don't want them all.
I only want to see Sister A again, that's all.
I'm really not greedy.
It's really not much to ask for in a lifetime.
"Ahh
Beigong Xin's laughter suddenly stopped, and the long howl was earth-shattering, overturning countless boulders in the sea of stars.
All the strong people in the world felt a terrifying coercion, and their hearts were shocked.
Since I was born, my mother has died and my father has been disgusted.
Born a wasted body, heaven and earth are intolerable, and the family abandons it.
There is only one person who can treat me with sincerity and treat me as a loved one, which makes me feel a touch of warmth in this dark and dirty world.
Why?
Why would God take away the last of my warmth?
Why is my life so miserable?
Beigong Xin's eyes gradually turned red, and the crack in the Dao heart became bigger and bigger.
Just now, at the moment when he saw the snow in the night, Beigong Xin thought that he could go back to his childhood and find the original warmth.
But the facts made Beigong Xin collapse.