Chapter 883: There is a beginning and an end
There is a beginning and an end, since Qin Feng said so, Shu Yao also waited, and when the final dessert was served, after eating, she officially said goodbye to Qin Feng.
"Oh." Shu Yao only responded softly and didn't say more.
Anyway, at the beginning, Shu Yao just wanted to interrupt Qin Feng and keep talking about all kinds of memories between the two.
"Shu Yao." Qin Feng simply called Shu Yao's name, and he didn't even say the following words.
However, Shu Yao looked impatient and asked Qin Feng, "What are you doing?" Can't you finish this meal quietly? ”
Yes, how good it would be to eat quietly and go their separate ways, so that at least there will not be too much reluctance and sadness.
The reason why Shu Yao interrupted Qin Feng again was because Shu Yao felt that what Qin Feng said next would probably shake his position, and Shu Yao was afraid that he would not be able to hold on, so he pitifully begged Qin Feng to reunite with him.
"I remember." Qin Feng looked at Shu Yao, as if he wanted to take into account Shu Yao's emotions and stop saying anything, but Qin Feng also knew very well that if some things were not explained clearly now, there might be no chance in the future. Therefore, Qin Feng still chose to finish what he had to say.
"I asked you before, why did you do this, why did you help Qin Shuang do that kind of thing, at that time, you didn't give me an exact answer, so now, can you tell me why?"
Regarding Shu Yao's betrayal of the company, Qin Feng was still angry.
It is precisely because of this incident that the relationship between the two has become what it is now.
Shu Yao lowered her head, her eyes were gloomy, and replied, "There is nothing for why, I wanted to do this, so I did it." ”
Shu Yao never intended to tell Qin Feng the whole thing.
Qin Feng didn't seem surprised by this answer, and smiled.
"These days, I've come up with a thousand excuses for you, a thousand reasons for why you're doing it. I told myself in my heart that if you say any reason today, I will forgive you immediately, and even if you name a reason that I can't think of, I will be able to trust you completely. ”
"Whatever it is, as long as you are willing to say it, I can believe you unconditionally. Yet, you still won't say anything. ”
Hearing this, Shu Yao had already begun to feel that her nose was a little sour, Qin Feng was still the same Qin Feng, or the Qin Feng who could choose to believe in her unconditionally.
"Even, I guessed that even if I asked you today, you still wouldn't say anything. And it seems that in my heart, I have already forgiven you. ”
"These days, I have tasted the days without you, at first I felt angry and sad, and then, the anger seems to slowly disappear, only sadness remains. Later, it seemed to turn into longing and regret again. ”
"When filming, if it's love in it, I usually imagine my opponent as you, so that I can get into the scene quickly. But since you've left, I've found that I can't even do that. ”
"I seem to want to separate you from the rest of the people even more, even if I imagine the opponent as you, I can't get into the play, and I was even told by the director because of this. I know very well in my heart that because the other party is not you, you can't be compared at all. ”
At this time, Shu Yao's tears no longer knew when they started, and they were rolling in her eyes.
Shu Yao tilted her head, her eyes blinked rapidly, and she tried to adjust her breathing, just to keep her tears from falling.
"Enough, don't say any more. No matter how much you say, it will only be like this. Shu Yao cried a little, stopped Qin Feng, and told him to stop talking.
If she continued to talk about it, it wasn't just Shu Yao's tears that she couldn't hold back.
Shu Yao almost wanted to leave her seat, rushed up, gave Qin Feng a big hug, and was tired of Qin Feng's arms as usual, telling Qin Feng how difficult it had been for her these days.
Qin Feng shook his head and said, "No, I still have to finish." ”
"After you packed up your things from the house that day, I stayed at home alone for a long time. I finally know why I feel like I've lost my soul these days, because without you, my heart is empty. ”
"So I can just keep working, so tired that I can't have time to think about you anymore, about the problems between us. But in the end, it's just self-deception, and I can't stop thinking about you. It's like you're embedded in my body, and even if your head breaks the bloodstream, there's no way to separate it. ”
Shu Yao's tears couldn't hold back anymore, they fell down in big drops, Shu Yao stubbornly raised her head, wiped away her tears with her hands, and continued to endure the tears that had not yet fallen.
"Judging by your reaction, I guess you probably feel the same way as me. Because I really can't imagine that you would be so ruthless because of something. It's like I tried to find a lot of excuses to explain why you want to help Qin Shuang, and I also want to find an excuse to convince myself that you don't love me anymore. ”
"However, I couldn't find any, not one. I still remember that you said that I was a shining star, and you want to be another star side by side with me, so that the light will be released twice. ”
"No matter what happens in the atmosphere, I can't find a reason why this star, which is infinitely close to me, dims or falls."
"So Shu Yao, can we put aside everything before, no matter what we did or said before, let's start again, okay?" When Qin Feng said this, he trembled slightly.
This time it was Qin Feng who took the initiative first, he let go of everything, didn't care about the past, as long as Shu Yao nodded and was willing to start over with him, he let go of everything and started again with Shu Yao.
Shu Yao's unassuming tears were like beads with broken threads, sliding straight down.
At this time, Qin Feng stood up and walked to Shu Yao's side, and very gently, wiped away the tears from Shu Yao's face.
Shu Yao shook her head while sobbing, but she didn't say a word, not knowing what she meant by shaking her head.
Do you want to refuse to start over with Qin Feng, or do you have something else?
"Don't cry." Qin Feng said a word, but the movements in his hands did not stop.
"I'll leave for a while, you wait for me here, be good, wait for me, don't run around." After speaking, Qin Feng almost trotted out of the restaurant.