This bad perception first came from my biological father, who often spoke to me with disgust when I was a child.

"Stay away from me, do you want to smoke Lao Tzu to death so that you can inherit my inheritance?"

This man did not give me a chance to inherit his inheritance, and the reason why he married my mother at first was partly because my mother was not only good looking, but also had a good appearance.

On the other hand, because his family is too poor to marry a daughter-in-law, and my mother is not easy to marry because of her taste, and because my mother has a taste, my grandmother's family feels guilty and accompanies a lot of dowry.

This man took my mother's dowry to do business, and later made a small fortune, and then found a tasteless woman outside, and decisively abandoned the two smelly women in the family, one big and one small.

He did not take on the responsibilities of a father in my life, but he left me with an indelible psychological wound, and the lack of self-confidence that seeped into my bones was caused by him.

Of course, this is just a small episode in my short life, and as I said earlier, it is the bastard who really affects my tragic fate.

(The camera turns to the young man in the back, who is still hanging his head and not moving.) ）

I didn't go to kindergarten, because of the smell, I was directly persuaded by the principal to quit a few days after I went to kindergarten.

I didn't know it was discrimination, and I was even happy for a few days that I finally didn't have to leave my mother.

In September of that year, it was still as hot as summer in our city.

I went to elementary school, Jiang Kai, and he was my first tablemate.

In the first class of the first day of school, I remember that it was a Chinese class, and the teacher was talking about pinyin on the podium.

My tablemate, Jiang Kai, covered his nose and stood up.

He said loudly: "Report teacher, can I not share the table with Xia Tingting?" ”

The teacher asked why.

His voice was raised again: "She smells, it smells very bad, I can't breathe." ”

Actually, before school that day, my mom bathed me and sprayed her perfume.

When he said this aloud, I felt more than fifty pairs of eyes in the class look at me in unison, and on the first day of school, I became the center of attention of the class.

The teacher that day didn't stand on his side and told him to either sit down and listen to the lecture or go and stand outside the classroom.

He didn't hesitate for a moment, and immediately ran to the outside of the classroom to stand for a class.

In the second class, he was still stubbornly standing at the door of the classroom and refused to come in. I will always remember that day, even though he was standing at the door of the classroom, he still spoke loudly.

"Xia Tingting has a stink, I don't sit at the same table with her."

In the end, the teacher compromised, and I inadvertently covered my nose when I saw Mr. Wang passing by me.

Since Jiang Kai was reluctant to share a table with me, the teacher stood on the podium and asked if anyone would like to sit with me.

The result was simple, no one wanted to be at the same table as me.

Jiang Kai and I were placed in the last row of the classroom, I sat on the far left of the classroom, and he sat on the far right of the classroom.

After that, when Jiang Kai saw me, it was as if he was hiding from the plague god, so he covered his nose and hid far away.

Because Jiang Kai was good at studying, the teacher made him the class leader, and he looked at me with more and more disdain.

Once, when the cleaning was arranged.

He stood on the podium and called me.

"Well, stinking bastard, you're in charge of taking out the trash."

From that day on, no matter where I was, I could always hear someone whispering.

In the playground, in the bathroom, on the way out of school, there is always a voice in my ear.

"Look, that's the Stinky Bastard."

(Some netizens were kind and expressed sympathy and posted hugging emojis.) But more netizens have bad intentions, for example, someone said: Stinky Eight Monsters, this name is very apt. Damn, there was a boy like this in our class back then, why didn't I remember to give him such a name? ）

Before the third grade, my primary school life was gray, there were many times when I was at home and didn't want to go out, I didn't want to go to school, I didn't want to see those people who looked at me with colored glasses, and I didn't want to see Jiang Kai.

The better he was, the more inferior I became, always looking at me with his high eyes with hostility.

But there were many times when I was taken to school by my mom with a stick.

Such an extremely gray elementary school life lasted until the second semester of the third grade, and a female classmate was transferred to the class.

She has a nice name, Zhou Feifei.

When she stood on the podium, the teacher asked her if she would like to be my tablemate.

I remember it was a particularly sunny afternoon, and the sunlight squeezed in through the classroom window and shone on her dimples without hesitation.

Then I heard her say aloud.

"I do."

Since then, I've had a tablemate, a pretty girl with a particularly good smile.

Her name is Zhou Feifei.

She became my only good friend, going to and from school with me.

When the unscrupulous ones didn't shy away from calling me "stinky bastards," she would rush forward and yell at them.

Once, she even punched a short boy in the next class for me.

Now that I think about it, the years when Zhou Feifei passed by my world were the happiest times of my life.

Happy times are always short-lived.

In the summer vacation of graduating from primary school, Zhou Feifei went to her grandmother's house in the countryside for the summer vacation, and the bus she was taking drove out of the roadbed at a bend, and her life was frozen on this day.

I'm alone again.

Jiang Kai, he is always ghostly.

In middle school, I was fucking assigned to a class with him.

In order not to cause embarrassment, I approached the head teacher and offered to sit alone at the last table.

Even though I don't mess with people, I'm not immune to being the laughing stock of others.

Jiang Kai, whether he did it intentionally or unintentionally, he once again made me a joke among my classmates.

Huang Xiaoya, she is another girl who has passed by my world after Zhou Feifei.

But her character was not likable in my life.

Because she is excellent in all aspects, she and Jiang Kai are both top-notch figures in the class, so she was naturally selected by the teacher to be the class committee.

During a group outing, I couldn't avoid walking with them.

Jiang Kai fully played the role of a cadre in his class, and when he assigned me a task, he shouted the nickname that was very disgusting.

His voice was not small: "Stinky eight monsters, you are responsible for ......"

His stinky voice made me a talking point before and after class.