Chapter Twenty-Eight: Weeping

After Chen Yuan squatted on the ground and cried for a long time, he found that his eyes were also sour, thinking that he would definitely leave traces after crying, so he couldn't help but lose his tears, and when he raised his head to look at the child in front of him, he almost burst out of tears again, but he also knew that he should stay calm at this time, and he didn't know what he should do.

"I'm not really as bad as I seem, is everyone dislike me, in fact, I don't hate my cousin that much, it's just that he always has to say something annoying every time he sees me, even if he likes my sister no matter how much, that's what he likes, what does that have to do with me, I don't know what I'm sorry for my cousin, why does he always say these messy things to me every time he sees me, after all, where am I really sorry for him, At the end of the day, he's just looking for an excuse for his beloved. After saying this, the tears fell involuntarily, and after wiping the tears off his face with his handkerchief, he couldn't help but reach out and pull the person in front of him.

"I know I'm actually terrible, I'm not such a perfect person, I know that many people don't like me, and even most people in the palace think I'm unreasonable, but I really never want to hurt them, I just think I should behave better, otherwise they really don't like me, but how can I imagine that I am really quiet, because I know that my father wants me to live a carefree life now, so I am the way I am, What's more, my cousin's partiality has been so obvious that I can now deeply feel how deeply malicious he is to me, but I am also his cousin. After saying this, there was a little melancholy in his eyes, the two of them used to have a good relationship, but after that, why did the two of them become what they are now? I don't want to reminisce anymore, in the end, it's okay to say that I'm stingy, it's okay to say that I'm not generous, I admit it, but I really haven't thought about it, why can't the two of them contact each other until now?

Zhou Mu was rarely silent after hearing such words, took the hand from his hand, gently wiped away his tears for him, and had a deep distress in his eyes, even if this person was bad before, but at least he was very good to Zhou Mu now, and he was gentle enough to himself when he usually spoke, he felt that this person was indeed a good person, not as rude and unreasonable as he showed now, maybe he really didn't know anything, maybe he was really just a very simple girl, And no one wants to know who is wrong, no one understands, they are just complaining in ignorance.

"Don't cry anymore, okay? If you have more tears, they won't feel distressed, they just think that you are too cowardly, so there will be all this, if I come to see, you might as well act as if nothing happened, in the end, they still don't want to see you again, so they will try their best to make you change back to your original appearance now, so you just don't want to do anything now, just want to do your own thing, and you don't have to worry about the rest of the things, okay? After saying this, I don't know where the courage came from, I actually hugged myself gently, the person in front of me had a thick tenderness in his eyes, and couldn't help but feel distressed, after all, the person in front of him is really his favorite person, after all, although he used to be bad to himself before, but now the warmth he gives himself has long exceeded those so-called once.

As for those so-called pasts, he doesn't even want to recall the past, not to mention that he is just a little girl, and he doesn't understand what he has done, maybe he really offended him in his eyes, or it is really because of his overly imaginary face that it brought him bad memories and everything that happened later.

"Don't cry anymore, okay? The way you cry is really not beautiful enough, you are really a beautiful and perfect girl, but the way you cry can't help but make people feel distressed, and feel that you have lost the grace and method that you should have, after all, a beautiful girl like you should not cry in the first place, and it is a sin to make you cry, why do you need to increase this sin? In fact, I have never learned any rhetoric, and I don't know what the consequences of these rhetoric will bring, I just subconsciously want the girl in front of me to stop caring about herself, and want to know what it is, so that she is so sad and crying, and I also want to know what it is, so that she no longer has the smile that fate should have, after all, a child as big as him should be laughing and happy, not always disappointed and sad because of some messy things like now.

Recently, I saw one of my most favored sisters in the palace, she rode a horse and flew together, which is indeed very beautiful, not to mention that the little girl in front of me is more beautiful than that sister, more favored than that sister, and should have a more beautiful smile than her, instead of sitting in the corner like this pitifully and wiping away all her tears, and then turning around is a look of not eating the fireworks of the world, as if she really has no sorrowIt's just that the sadness is hidden in the depths of the heart, and no one is allowed to see it.

"I naturally know that I shouldn't cry now, I have too many people who don't have it, although all these things I have are what they can't ask for, even if they ask for something that they can't ask for in a few lifetimes, I can easily get it, in fact, many of them hate me in their hearts, I naturally know that in this huge palace, I'm afraid that in addition to my father and Qiuhua, there are a few people who will be really good to me, I really can't think of it." But having said that, but there is a loss in the eyes of these people's own unrealized losses, in fact, they don't want it many times, all this they want is really simple, they just want ordinary feelings, the person in his small ball is not what he thinks at all, maybe he doesn't have himself at all in his heart, but he still stupidly thinks that he still exists in his heart, it's just a person's self-inflicted sentimentality but takes it seriously.

"Your Royal Highness Princess, don't cry, no matter what time it is, you will always be the only princess in my heart, don't cry, okay? I'll always be there for you, and I won't care about them no matter what they do, at least I'm still with you now, right? I'm not going to abandon you like they did, believe me, okay? The world is really beautiful, and the two of us go to the deep road together, so don't cry anymore, okay? At least I'm staying with you for now. Although the words are said so, the distress in his eyes is irrepressible, in fact, if he really can, he really wants to stay by this person's side, even if there is more hatred in the remaining days, he also wants to carry it alone, he wants to shelter him from the wind and rain, and he wants to stand in a higher position with them.

Chen Yuan subconsciously frowned slightly after hearing such words, in fact, he was still responsible for another person in his heart, if he said it now, it would naturally be wrong, but he couldn't restrain his inner feelings, the person he was intoxicated with in his heart may not have himself at all in his heart, what he likes is the people around him, this kind of thing makes him feel really embarrassed, but in addition to being embarrassed, it is more about getting married, even if it is his own true heart, he has run out, He didn't want to look at it, let alone anything else, even if it sounded ridiculous, it really happened to him.

After Chen Yuan thought of this, he couldn't help but purse his lips slightly, with some stubbornness in his eyes that he hadn't even noticed, and then wiped the tears off his face and stood up, looking at the person in front of him couldn't help but smile slightly, in fact, he also knew that he couldn't continue like this, because if he continued like this, he wouldn't even think of what he would be greeted by, so what he had to do was to do what he wanted to do, "I'm okay now, let's go, okay?" So let's leave the rest of us alone, I'll leave here with you, and when we leave this place, everything that remains is gone, and everything that happened before is gone, and nothing happened to you and me, okay? When he said this, he subconsciously laughed, with a thick smile between his eyebrows, but in fact, he didn't know what kind of thoughts he was thinking after all.

In fact, I shouldn't have such strong emotional fluctuations, after all, it's someone else's experience, and other people's lives have never had much to do with themselves, but I don't know when it started, the emotions between the two people seem to be integrated together, making this thing become bizarre, and he gradually has the feelings he should have, such a feeling is very wonderful, obviously happening around him, but it seems to be just a big dream.