Chapter 300: Self-blame
"Since you came first, why didn't you go in?"
Just now, he was indeed dissatisfied and deliberately stabbed Gu Ruoyu, but now Su Nianwei asked this sentence but she was really confused.
But he didn't want the smile on Gu Ruoyu's face to stiffen even more.
But it was only for a moment, and soon a smile bloomed on her face again, and she glanced at the bodyguards guarding this entire floor, and she said intimately: "Probably ordered by Ruohan, and the bodyguards here are also very conscientious, so we can't go in for the time being." ”
We?
Su Nianwei smiled.
She is different from Gu Ruoyu.
No matter how elegant and decent she was in front of her, she didn't seem to have the slightest feeling of being an enemy of her, but Su Nianwei knew it very well.
Gu Ruoyu kept trying to put the two of them in the same position.
But that, in itself, is the most ridiculous thing.
Here in Jin Ruohan, they can never be in the same position.
Stepping forward in Gu Ruoyu's puzzled gaze, Su Nianwei said directly: "I'm Su Nianwei, I want to see him." ”
"Miss Su, maybe Ruohan is really inconvenient, let's wait here together, right? Don't worry, I only looked at him, and it was to make my godmother feel at ease. ”
Without waiting for the bodyguard to say anything, Gu Ruoyu spoke to Su Nianwei first.
Su Nianwei's face was slightly gloomy.
She didn't like Gu Ruoyu's style, as if because she came first, she claimed to know everything here, including Jin Ruohan.
"Miss Gu, even if he is really inconvenient, he will definitely not see me, because there is not so much between me and him."
Hearing this, Gu Ruoyu was slightly stunned, and then looked at Su Nianwei's eyes, with a touch of unclear unwillingness and jealousy.
There had never been a woman who had the courage to say such a thing in front of her.
She and Jin Ruohan can be regarded as growing up together, even if he has never been enthusiastic about him, and even later does not want her to continue to live in the Jin family, but in Gu Ruoyu's cognition, his relationship with him has never been comparable to that of any woman.
But Su Nianwei, she dared to ......
But she is the Miss Gu family in the end, unlike a woman like Su Nianwei, who has an average family background, she must not ...... Fell in front of her.
"Miss Su, I'm afraid you misunderstood me, I actually ......"
The two bodyguards pressed the headset, and when they heard the words coming from the headset clearly, both of them immediately showed a surprised expression, and at that moment, one of them directly interrupted Gu Ruoyu's words, and said to Su Nianwei: "Young lady, young master let you in." ”
In a word, Gu Ruoyu couldn't help but swallow what he was going to say next.
She glanced at the two bodyguards who had regained their cold faces in disbelief, and then at Su Nianwei, only to feel that some emotions were about to be overwhelmed.
That's impossible.
Since Jin Ruohan is awake, why don't you see herself?
In the past six years, hasn't he regretted her departure for a moment?
Did he never...... Didn't think about her?
How could Su Nianwei pay attention to Gu Ruoyu's mental activities at this time, she only knew that her judgment would never be wrong.
Whether it is Jin Ruohan or Jin Ruohan's subordinates, it will never be possible to stop himself from seeing her.
"Young lady, you come with me."
Even Qin Feng personally came to welcome Su Nianwei in, and he didn't look at Ruoyu from beginning to end.
Looking at Su Nianwei's back, Gu Ruoyu's eyes, which were originally full of decent and elegant smiles, suddenly spread unwillingly and coldly.
Su Nianwei fell silent as soon as she saw Qin Feng.
She would be able to see Jin Ruohan immediately, and she would not ask Qin Feng about his condition at this time.
First, because Su Nianwei knew very well, if Jin Ruohan had the intention to hide it from her, then even if he asked Qin Feng, the answer he got in the end was only the one that the two of them weighed and thought she was the most acceptable.
So it's better for her to see it with her own eyes, Su Nianwei firmly believes that Jin Ruohan can't hide it from her.
And Qin Feng naturally felt the low pressure coming from his side, and he couldn't help but sweat for Jin Ruohan in his heart.
Now, he no longer lamented Su Nianwei's overwhelming momentum, after all, this time, he knew how excessive their concealment was for her.
The two walked quietly in the hallway for a few minutes before reaching the door of the last ward.
"President, he's in there."
Qin Feng didn't have any extra words, and he didn't mean to push open this door before Su Nianwei, he just stood aside.
He didn't want to be implicated in the Shura field that he was waiting for, so he didn't plan to go in from the beginning.
This is not a betrayal of their president, after all, when he planned to hide it from Su Nianwei at the beginning, Qin Feng did not approve of it.
Without speaking, Su Nianwei looked at the closed door for a moment, as if she wanted to see something through this door, and then pursed her lips, pushed it open and walked in.
All around, she saw Jin Ruohan sitting on the hospital bed at a glance.
Except that his face was a little paler, he was handsome and unchanged, and he didn't look as weak as Su Nianwei had imagined before.
"Vivi, come here."
Even when he saw her, Jin Ruohan smiled, looking doted and distressed, and there was a bit of clear self-blame, and there was no weakness in his voice.
But Su Nianwei just felt that something was weird.
She stepped forward and sat in front of Jin Ruohan's hospital bed.
Reach out and take his hand.
The too cold touch surprised Su Nianwei, and she lowered her eyes to look.
It was a bloodless palm.
seemed to feel that there was something strange in her gaze at his hand, and the smile on Jin Ruohan's face narrowed, and he subconsciously wanted to take it back.
Who knew that Su Nianwei held it tighter.
She had never been so proactive and cautious before, and without even waiting for Jin Ruohan to explain, she asked directly: "You are seriously injured, are you?" ”
Those clear eyes, before he could answer, had already spread a thin layer of water.
Jin Ruohan's heart softened suddenly, and a helpless smile appeared on his face.
"That's right, it's heavy."
How could he lie to this face he loved the most?
Maybe when he didn't see Su Nianwei, Jin Ruohan could still let Jin Zekai and Qin Feng hide it from her, but now that the person was in front of him, he couldn't say anything to lie to her.
The worry and sadness on Su Nianwei's face immediately spread: "Jin Ruohan, you lied to me before. ”
There was still a little annoyance in the grievances she said, and I didn't know if she was annoyed with him or herself.
I almost believed them.
It's full of loopholes.
Obviously, she noticed something strange in her heart.
"Let me see your injuries."
If she didn't see with her own eyes what Jin Ruohan's injuries had become, Su Nianwei would not be able to feel at ease no matter what.
But before she could take off Jin Ruohan's hospital gown, he helplessly and gently pressed her hand and clasped her right wrist.
"Does your injury hurt?"
Su Nianwei's mind suddenly appeared the scene of her rushing to the hospital that day.
Her heart was full of Jin Ruohan, the speed was fast and fast, and the calm self-control on weekdays was all gone, and Su Nianwei had only one thought in her heart at that time.
She wanted to see Jin Ruohan soon.
Otherwise, she's going to suffocate.
That feeling of being so worried that she couldn't breathe, until now, Su Nianwei didn't want to experience it a second time.
So when a car suddenly came out of the corner, Su Nianwei didn't think about braking at all.
She spun the wheel sharply and slammed into the guardrail to the side.
After getting out of the car, Su Nianwei ignored the dissuasion of others and ran directly to the hospital, which was not far away.
She really didn't feel any pain at that time.
Whether it was falling from the car, the wound was torn again on the stones of the flower bed, or the moment when it hit the flower bed.
Su Nianwei only felt that no matter what happened, as long as she saw Jin Ruohan, it would be fine.
But when I got to the hospital, I still couldn't find him.
If it weren't for Qin Feng's phone call, Su Nianwei wouldn't even want to bandage her wounds.
At this time, she looked at Jin Ruohan's extreme distress between her eyebrows, and suddenly felt fear and grievance.
"It hurts."
A little tears fell from the corners of her eyes, even if Jin Ruohan felt the same pain, she was also distressed, but she still felt that the moment she shed tears, the burning pain in her heart was something she had never experienced in her life.
He didn't take her gauze apart and take a good look at her wounds, because he was afraid that she would hurt.
But Jin Ruohan could imagine it.
"Vivi, this time, I didn't think it through."
Between the two of them, there was never a need to apologize.
It doesn't mean that he won't blame himself, and he won't hate himself for letting her get hurt because of himself.