Chapter 58
When Yang Yizhao left, he was apprehensive. He understood that Xiao Yezi had a strong temper, and although she was stable at this time, the relationship between her and Yunxi was still like a mess. Leaving her at this time is not the best choice.
But each person's problem can only be solved by each person.
He took one last look at Xiao Yezi, turned around and was about to get on the boat, but his feet were on the edge of the boat, and he was involuntarily stunned.
After a while, he turned his head sharply, stared at Xiao Yezi with a stunned and reluctant face, and said loudly: "There is everything here, but there can be no freedom and happiness." Compared to here, there may be nothing in the Liren Pavilion, but at least ......" He looked at the guards beside him, hesitated for a moment, then took a deep breath, and said firmly, "At least there are people who can accompany you, chat, dance." Everyone should have their own life, and should not be someone's subordinate, nor should it be someone's burden. β
In an instant, Daigo was empowered, and Xiao Yezi's eyes immediately became wet.
Ling Xuan coughed: "It's not too early, Yang Tianwang." β
Yang Yizhao hummed, turned his head and got into the boat. In the teary-eyed contemplation of the little leaf, the boat left the shore and drifted away with the waves. But Yang Yizhao always faced Xiao Yezi and smiled. Xiao Yezi followed the boat and chased forward a few steps, and finally stopped at the edge of the dock, beckoning desperately to him, tears slid down his eyes, but the corners of his mouth raised a relieved smile.
As Yang Yizhao discovered, under the dedicated conditioning of Shen Yelai, Li Li quickly recovered his vitality.
The body is recovered, but ...... What about the heart?
He had just been able to get out of bed, so he secretly sneaked up to Shangling Yan at night. In the darkness, he stood on a high place, looking at the girl from afar. He saw Xiao Yezi wake up screaming in the middle of the night, and saw Yang Yizhao guarding her door all night, not leaving an inch.
That was not the little leaf in his impression, she always had a smile on her face before, or charming, or flamboyant. But now she has lost her previous vitality and self-confidence, and her expression is only blank or frightened. He watched all this silently, his heart was like a knife, and he couldn't tell whether he felt more sorry for Xiao Yezi or himself. He couldn't stand it, he just wanted to run away from it all, turn around, and disappear into the night like the wind.
Maybe during this period of healing, he also began to change, but he himself still doesn't understand it very well.
When he returned to the Fengrui camp, Xue Yue was making tea in his room. This was incomprehensible to himβshe had been by his side since he had been dragged back from Xingzhuang by Kamiyalai, and seemed to be accustomed to it.
At first, he felt that she was taking pity on him. He had also smashed everything she had carefully prepared with great force, yelling at her to get out.
But she never complained, just cleaned up the mess, turned around and left gracefully. The next day, it was still the same.
She held on silently until he confessedβno matter how much he yelled, no matter how angry, no matter how much he drove away, she would not leave.
It's just that...... As a close attendant, how could she follow an ordinary gang like him and not keep her distance? In this way, day after day, are you not afraid that the position of the close attendant will not be guaranteed?
In the face of his doubts, she just smiled, handed him a letter, and said, "Take a trip to Cloudsdale for me."
Although Li Li was puzzled, he still rushed to Cloudsdale City day and night with the letter. There were many familiar faces in Cloud City, and it didn't take much effort for him to see Xue Yang.
After Xue Yang opened the letter, he put the letter on the candle flame and burned it, only raising his eyes to look at Li Li for a long time. Li Li was stared at by him, extremely uncomfortable, but he still stood up and endured.
After a while, Xue Yang sighed: "My daughter is older, I can't control it." β
Li Li was about to ask what was written in the letter, but Xue Yang waved his hand and ordered the guards to ask him to leave.
With doubts in his heart, he hurried back to the Fengrui camp, and when he saw Xue Yue, he couldn't wait to ask, "What is written in your letter?" β
Xue Yue smiled faintly: "The gods are ready for a duel in the night, you better fight first." β
She turned to leave. Li Li grabbed her sleeve. She looked back at him. He was seen to flinch a little, and let go of his hand. Xue Yue sighed and walked out.
Without Yunxi's permission, the attendants would not be able to leave Shanglingyan.
Since Yang Yizhao left, she only felt lonely and empty. In this Pingyi Xuan, there are shadows of Jing Ying and Yunxi everywhere, she doesn't want to live in this Pingyi Xuan anymore, she cleans up the softness, takes her grandmother's spiritual position, and moves to the servant's room behind the chef of Shanglingyan alone, and spends her days doing chores.
During this time, people come to visit or harass from time to time. There are well-intentioned, such as Lingxuan, and there are also malicious ones, such as Gao Yunrong.
Whether it was a well-intentioned retention or a malicious ridicule, it only made her more aware of her choice - she had to leave.
She wrote a letter, along with Yunxi's handbook and Bai Yuchuan, sealed it in a box, and handed it to Yunxi.
Half a month after submitting his resignation, Yunxi returned belatedly.
He first went to check the piled up of memorabilia, reviewed it for a long time, and then met with several disciples.
After everything was settled, he came to visit her one night.
Seeing her simple clothes, coarse tea and light rice, grass beds and bamboo stools, living like a servant, he couldn't help but feel a little guilty.
"Are you okay?" He asked softly.
Xiao Yezi turned his head and looked at him. He is still as beautiful as a fairy, standing in the moonlight, his body is like a layer of light smoke and mist, and when he is gone, he is more and more delicate and forgetful. She looked down at herself, dressed in coarse linen clothes, with the dust and mud of hard work still remaining between her fingers.
She smiled, hid her dirty hands behind her, and raised her head and gently tugged at the corners of her mouth: "I'm fine." β
Yunxi slowly took out a letter and a box and delivered it directly to her. She could see clearly that this was her resignation, as well as Yunxi's handbook and handicap.
"If it's good...... How to write this kind of thing? And why did you send these to me? β
Xiao Yezi quietly looked at the box and the resignation letter, and for a moment, he stretched out his hand and only took the letterhead, which was torn to pieces in a few clicks: "I just don't want to meet ugly, since I have met, this ...... It's also useless. β
Yun Xi's hand holding the box hung in the air, and he could see that his hand was trembling slightly.
But Xiao Yezi didn't take it, just looked at the box quietly, without saying a word.
Stalemate, for a long time, Yun Xi smiled and said, "It's been half a month, it's time to dissipate." β
Xiao Yezi shook his head: "I'm not angry. β
Yunxi picked up the box and lit it up, and said with a smile: "You're not angry, what are you?" β
Xiao Yezi: "This handbook and bracelet didn't belong to me, but I will return it to you now." β
Yunxi's smile gradually condensed, and his tone began to be mixed with a little uncontrollable hostility: "...... What do you want to do? β
"It's good to get together, it's good to disperse if you don't have a fate, please let me go."
Yunxi didn't seem to believe that she actually said such a thing, was silent for a moment, put the box into her arms, and sneered: "Your 'like', it turns out that it is worthless to be so repeated?" Or is this so-called 'like' a lie? β
Xiao Yezi said in a low voice: "I didn't lie. I've really liked you, but ...... Helper, with all due respect, we are not suitable. β
"If you're talking about status...... I don't mind. I wasn't born powerful. β
He walked up to her and tried to take her hand.
But she stepped back decisively, her eyes blazing, and she looked directly at him.
"Do you dare to marry me?"
Yun Xi froze between his eyebrows, thought for a moment, and replied: "It is not difficult to accept you into the room. It's just that...... You know I'm the helper, and it always takes a little time to get through the formalities. β
"You don't dare."
She smiled, and the smile bloomed in front of Yunxi, inexplicably dazzling.
Yunxi's eyes darkened: "Who said I wouldn't dare?" β
He suddenly stepped forward, forced him with his body, used his arms as a cage, and nailed her firmly to the wall, he lowered his head and stared at her tightly, his eyes seemed to be full of haze, but there was a little unwillingness and rebellion: "I, Xiao Yunxi, am the leader of the Tianwang Gang, the first general of the Zhaoyin Dynasty, I have a tiger talisman in my hand, and the Zhaoyin army is transferred with me." If I want to, the throne is within reach. These three palaces and six courtyards are not in my eyes. You are just a weak woman, life and death are all in me, why should I not dare? β
He was already tall, but at this moment, he was suddenly coercive and even more imposing. He looked down at her reaction, but there was no trace of surrender or fear on her face.
In her eyes, there was resistance, pain, and more - pity?
How dare she pity him? How dare you?
"If you dare to marry me, why didn't you marry Jing Ying in the first place?" Xiao Yezi sighed, "You love her so much, and she loves you so much, but she doesn't even have a name until she dies, doesn't she?" β
"There are many kinds of feelings, and between me and Ah Ying, we don't need these false names." Yun Xi said coldly.
Xiao Yezi shook his head, raised his eyes, and looked at Yunxi squarely, without the slightest hesitation or fear in his eyes: "If you don't need these false names, why bother to canonize the Lantern Messenger?" You keep saying that your status is not important, maybe for Yunxi, it is really not important. So for the leader of the Tianwang Gang Xiao, isn't it important? β
She gently pulled the cyan silk silk hanging from his hair, and smiled slightly: "Maybe it's because you once loved Sister Mei that you were willing to marry her as the main room, and let her raise her eyebrows for the rest of her life." Maybe because you fall in love with Jing Ying again, you will risk the world's disapproval and promote Jing Ying. It's just that when you and your brother-in-law sang with your wife, did you ever think about Jing Ying's helplessness? When you swore an oath with Jing Ying, did you ever ignore Sister Mei's feelings? The name is not important, so why not give Jing Ying an explanation, and just let her die after her death, and accumulate and destroy her bones? Status is not important, you wear this green hair ribbon all day long, and order me to wear green clothes, who is it for? Is it just a commemoration of your fading conjugal relationship? β
ββ¦β¦ You're too bold. His eyes flickered, and there was a hint of murderous intent faintly, "Do you know who you're talking to?" With one word from me, I can make your Li Li Wu Ma split up and have nowhere to bury your bones, or it can make you fall into hell forever. Don't tell me, you're crazy enough to care about anything. β
(End of chapter)