Chapter 209: It hurts to pretend to be strong

That night, Qi Chu completely realized what it was like to feel distressed, that kind of taste seemed to be unable to calm down by any means, Qi Chu didn't remember how much wine he drank that night, he only remembered lying on Gu Xueren Hui Ali, covering his chest, and saying over and over again, 'I'm sorry, Wanwan, I'm not worth it, it's not worth it!' ’

After another half and a half, Qi Chu felt that his sadness seemed to be completely healed, and his heart no longer hurt, and he didn't think much about Yin Wanwan, but he just didn't want to hear from her, and he didn't even want to hear others mention this name, he thought it was all over.

But everyone knew that the three words Yin Wanwan were taboo in front of him, Qi Chu heard this name, at least he saw who scolded whom for a month, and even Gu Xueren and Qin Shaohui were not spared.

This winter, is Qi Chu's memory of the coldest winter in the city, he went to the west of the city to participate in the land bidding, that day he suddenly wanted to drive to the venue, when passing through a high-end apartment building in the west of the city, suddenly braked, parked the car on the side of the road, he looked in the inverted mirror, his hand held the steering wheel, in the mirror Yin Wanwan a noble goose yellow wool coat, long hair pulled into a bun, and that gentle face, she lowered her head and kissed the baby in her arms, a happy face handed over to the white-looking man next to her, The man's name is Chi Nuo, and he knows, the kid of the Chi family in S City.

Chi Nuo held her thin shoulders, sat in a business van, and then carefully put the child into her arms. Seeing all this, Qi Chu's heart ached, the pain was almost unconscious, the child seemed to have just been born, he went to Italy for five months, and half a year has passed since the last golf course, very good, less than a year, she has already had a child with someone else, and she is very happy.

He knew that he should be happy for her, but his eyes flashed the process of their love, marriage, and childbirth, and the young grass pouring love into her body in his mind, and even her moaning was so clear, just like when they were together in the past.

That day, he bought the land at a price higher than three billion, anyway, as long as someone raised a card to compete with him, he immediately raised a card to fight back, and did not allow others to take away what belonged to him. That night in the clubhouse, Qi Chu drank a lot of wine, lying on the marble sink in the bathroom, desperately using cold water for fear of hitting his face, but he still couldn't make himself sober, couldn't shake off Yin Wanwan's gentle smile at the man on the street, couldn't calm the anger in his heart, couldn't face the last bit of hope in his heart, and when he solved the trouble in Italy, he would find her back immediately.

I regret it, I really regret it.

Gu Xueren leaned against the door and looked at him, "This time she is completely dead, let's mess up these games." ”

Qi Chu shook his head desperately, "Xueren, I don't want to do business anymore, I want to study medicine!" ”

"Are you stupid? Studying medicine? I think you're either stupid or crazy! ”

"I want to see her, tell her clearly that I have a hard time, I want to ask her, how is the year going, who is that child!"

"Does it still make sense? Saying anything doesn't work. ”

But that night, in the end, Qi Chu still went, standing under the luxury apartment, looking at the lights in every window, watching the curtains suddenly open and close slowly. In the past year, he has never slept well in the real sense, the kind of thing that lies in her arms and sleeps peacefully until dawn, it seems that it has been so long, he has always fantasized about marrying her, their home, there is her at home, there is a puppy called Huanquan, and soon they will also have a lovely child, child, one is enough, because he feels sorry for the pain of her childbirth, and then every night when she comes home from the party, she lights up a lamp for herself, cooks a bowl of noodles and waits for him to come home, he is already very satisfied.

But why do accidents happen?

A year ago, Yin Zeshu was in the United States without being caught by the mafia, and he paid more than the tens of millions of dollars he had embezzled, Yin Zeshu called him, hoping to save his life, Qi Chu agreed without thinking about it, and because Yin Zeshu was her third uncle, he knew that Yin Zeshu was in trouble, and she would be sad.

But later, before he could send the money, Yin Zeshu was killed, because Yin Zeshu was far more than just embezzling tens of millions of dollars from those people, and it was also related to Yin Zeshu taking away a piece of evidence that he used Yin to launder money for the mafia.

The mafia naturally found him, and even secretly followed him and Yin Wanwan to take photos to threaten, in order not to affect her, he would find Li Lai to act in that scene before getting married, what he wanted was to find the evidence, and after handing it over to the mafia, the matter passed, and then explained, but he didn't expect that he went over with Gu Xueren and Qin Shaoyang, and the mafia detained Qin Shaoyang and asked him to find evidence and send it to Italy, so he was willing to release Qin Shaoyang.

But a year later, there is no clue about that evidence.

Now it's okay, she has opened her mind, and finally understands what she can have, what is her happiness, what he can't give, someone can give it, and she didn't stand still and wait for him. Turning around, he was dressed in black under the street lamp, becoming more and more melancholy, and his smile was gradually buried in the middle of the night, his voice was a little smiling, "Congratulations, Yin Wanwan, congratulations on finally finding your own happiness." Qi Chu smiled and took out a cigarette from his pocket, and the flame of the lighter shook in the cold wind, illuminating the tears in his eyes.

- Half a year ago, after the golf course, she was actually still giving Qi Chu a chance, since they broke up, she fainted and went to the hospital once, and it was found that she was two months pregnant at the time, otherwise she would not have waited for him so long on the course.

Under the scorching sun, she stood on the lawn of the court, raised her head slightly, she really loved someone, she really didn't need to look at it with her eyes, she only needed a faint glance, and she had already seen that the person standing upstairs was Qi Chu.

Thinking surgingly, she wanted to hug him and say to him: I miss you, Qi Chu! But he also looked at her, but there were two worlds in his eyes, and his thoughts instantly turned into a faint loss, and he wanted to turn around and leave, but thinking about the pregnancy test form in her hand, she held back, standing under the big tree, and the leaves of the wind were shaking off. After a long wait, Qi Chu finally came down, but he had a beautiful woman in his arms, and that woman was like a movie star.

At that time, she had a cramping pain in her abdomen, and she wanted to step forward and push the beautiful woman away, telling her, "Qi Chu is his own, and he is the father of the child in his belly." Then hugged Qi Chu, cried sadly, and cried in his arms to the fullest, "Didn't you say that you would be with me for the rest of your life, that you would marry me, and that you would not look at other women?" It's a pity that she is Yin Wanwan, she can't do such a humble thing, and she disdains to let others see her jokes.

One sentence, 'Do you still love me?' It's already her limit. If he said a word of love, she could give birth to a child alone, raise it independently, and even wait for him to come back tired of playing for decades to come, but he said: I'm sorry. I'm sorry! She did her best to keep herself smiling, and if this was what he wanted, then promised him and did it in style. So, she left a smile for him and turned to leave.

The night he left the stadium with other women in his arms, Yin Wanwan gave him countless phone calls at night, Qi Chu didn't turn off the phone, didn't hang up, just told her with waiting and breathing, he didn't want to answer her call, and he didn't want to hear a word from her, and when the silence exhausted her last bit of pride, she didn't give up, at least she wanted him to know that she loved him and that they were about to have a child.

With just one explanation, he went to the villa again, knocked on the door, and the light was on in the bedroom on the second floor, which once belonged to the two of them, but no one opened the door, not even the butler. The hand knocked numb, but she still gave up, just wanted him to know that without an explanation, she would leave, would wait for him to open the door, the palm of the hand was swollen, and finally broke, blood flowed out, the wound hit the huge iron door, it was not the hand that stung, but her own heart, but she still did not give up.

One cold night, she was exhausted and fainted outside the door, and when she woke up, she was still alone outside the door, looking at the closed door, and finally understood his resoluteness, he really gave up. When I got home, as soon as I walked in, I fell on the cold ground at the entrance.

Chi Nuo, who had been following closely, stood behind her, listening to her helpless and pitiful voice coming in a low voice, "I just want to tell him that I have his baby, Qi Chu, you are going to be a father, why are you so ruthless?" I love him so much, why doesn't he listen? ”

Chi Nuo carried her into the bedroom, put her on the bed, and poured her a cup of hot water, "There is only one reason why a man decides so much about a woman, and that is that he is tired of it, and you are still obsessed?" "I'm not obsessed, I just regret it, I should stay, Li Lai can't win me at all, it's me who is too careful."

"Then let me ask you, what are you going to do in the future?"

"I will give birth to a child, and sooner or later he will know how much I love him."

"Are you sure you let him know that you still love him and that he will still love you? Are you sure that your future wait will be able to exchange him for his return? Even if he could, are you sure that you are waiting for this time, and he will not meet another woman who makes him fall in love? ”

Yin Wanwan shook her head and waited, if there was a chance, what would it be? But the good thing is that there is nothing.

Qi Chu's decision was right, he swayed left and right between two women, which actually shows that he doesn't love you so deeply - how many feelings have you seen that can stand the test of time, and how many people have lost a man and can't survive? Qi Chu probably knew that he couldn't give you a future or a promise, so he retreated, and that woman was just a fuse. ”

"I don't know."

"I know that if I say this, you will feel uncomfortable, but I have to say that Qi Chu is like a man when he does this, and he really loves you, at least he didn't drag his feet."

"Why should he give up?"

"It may be that he really feels that there is no result between you, so he made a decision earlier, he should know you very well, know that you are strong, lose him, for you, you can get through."

Yin Wanwan leaned on the promise shoulder and closed her eyes tiredly, "I can get through, but I'm afraid, I'm afraid that I will really never forget him for the rest of my life, so what should I do?" ”

"If you don't try, how do you know you can't forget?"

Chi Nuo helped her cover the quilt, "Don't think about anything, sleep well, don't care about yourself, but also take care of the child in your belly." ”

Yin Wanwan nodded and closed her eyes.

In the second month after giving birth to the child, she hired a nanny to take care of her son, and she forced herself to work and numb herself with work, so that she could restrain her desire to see him, force herself to eat well, sleep well, and force herself to smile in the face of others, so in just half a year, she was awarded the title of Asian Outstanding Young Person, and successfully pulled back the Yin family who was on the verge of bankruptcy, and successfully passed the board of directors voting resolution to become the third chairman of the Yin family.