Chapter 44: Understanding Recovery

Ye Tingbai snorted, if you want to talk about the deep sea, it is indeed a little strange, it seems to be angry all the time, full of swearing, and it runs away at every turn, it really doesn't look like a god.

But what God should be like, he was confused again.

"But where did I get my divinity, I'm obviously a normal person?"

A strange smile appeared on Senna's face, and she asked rhetorically, "Is it normal?" ”

"Normal, I have my own joys, sorrows, sorrows, and sorrows, except that I am more afraid of death than others, there is no difference between me and normal people, according to what you said, God has no joys, sorrows, and sorrows."

Senna giggled as she held the milk tea cup, as if she had heard some big joke.

"Do you think I'm normal?"

"Just..."

Before she finished speaking, Sena's painting style changed abruptly, the whole person became gloomy, and the sense of threat skyrocketed, obviously there was no change in appearance, just like a different person, Ye Tingbai almost crushed the rune in his hand, but fortunately, Sena changed back in the next second.

"You're so strange, it's funny to me, do you think I'm going to have such a conversation with someone, a wolf has lived in a dog pack for a long time, and it thinks it's a dog, but is it a dog?

You're just pretending to be a little human, you're so funny. ”

Ye Tingbai fell silent, is he really normal, this time it is his turn to question himself, the sense of alienation from anyone, indifference and ruthlessness, he seems to be on the sidelines, is it really like Sena said, he is just pretending to be like a person?

Just as Ye Tingbai was silent, Sena stood up at this time and said.

"It's time for you to leave, don't enter other people's worlds casually next time, not everyone is as good at talking as I am."

Under the wave of Sena's hand, Ye Tingbai's eyes went back to his sofa again, and he looked at the time of three o'clock in the morning, and he had never left his sofa.

He sat up and drank a glass of water, stared at the coffee table in front of him in a daze, and the deputy personality did not speak, and within two days of relaxation, he began to doubt life again.

Is he really what he thinks, where is the difference between humanity and divinity, Sena can clearly know the confrontation between her humanity and divinity, doesn't that just confirm Ye Tingbai's inability to control herself?

If it is his own humanity to feel injustice and anger for the suffering of the inferior people, then indifference and indifference are his own divinity, then in this way, Ye Tingbai, the main personality, is the killer who has no feelings.

The human nature that has been hidden in the body, but always changes its decisions at critical moments, is the real key, and it can influence and even change Ye Tingbai's decision, which is what Sena said about human nature suppressing divinity.

Ye Tingbai has only one problem now.

"Could it be that his life for the first twenty years was fake, he is not a person, what is he?"

It wasn't until early in the morning, when the sky was bright, that Chen Lan brought him breakfast, and he came back to his senses.

Chen Lan: "I see that your face is not very good, haven't you slept well?" ”

Ye Tingbai smiled.

"No, maybe it's been too busy lately."

Chen Lan came up and touched Ye Tingbai's forehead, and found that there was no fever before she was relieved.

"You need to pay more attention to rest.

Also, son, the people here are very nice to me, and it's not good for me to stay here all the time, or you can arrange me a job. ”

Ye Tingbai was amused.

"What do you want to do?"

"Sweeping the floor, cooking, I can do it, they don't let me do it now, they just let me stay every day."

Ye Tingbai thought about it, it is indeed too much to let a person stay at home every day and do nothing, for some people, work is no longer a means of making a living, but in order not to be bored.

Ye Tingbai: "Or I will contact a renovation team today to redecorate our house, and you will help me supervise the work?" ”

Chen Lan thought about it, and her son's house must be cared for, so she agreed.

After Chen Lan left, the sub-personality suddenly prompted.

"I have something to tell you."

Ye Tingbai: "I know that the energy has bottomed out, and I will drink it later." ”

The energy that had accumulated to 80% yesterday was suddenly exhausted on this night, and the changes in his body disappeared, and he is now very... Powerful, that's what it means literally.

Therefore, Ye Tingbai estimated that it was most likely that his body underwent some fundamental changes in the early hours of the morning, so that he entered the world where Xena collected the souls of the dead.

Parapersonality: "It's not this, it's about your reaction time, I've carefully observed that you react to different people at different times, when facing people who don't matter, you react quickly, and when you face familiar people, your reaction time is much greater than your normal reaction speed. ”

Ye Tingbai took a bite of rice.

"It's normal, you have to think about different things when talking to different people, you have to think about whether your words will hurt others, what kind of expression is appropriate in a sentence, this is a normal thinking process."

Parapersonality: "I know, I've analyzed all the normal humans I've been in contact with so far, and your reaction time is twice as long as the slowest one, and I want to express that you think too much before you speak or do things. ”

Ye Tingbai sighed irritably, there were already too many abnormal places in himself, and it didn't hurt to be a little more, it was just a slower reaction.

"Wait, imitation? React? Senna said that I was imitating humans, and the reaction would naturally be slow, so you would analyze this? ”

Alternate: "Yes. ”

Ye Tingbai: "Thank you, brother, I'm done eating, you can also take a sip." ”

Half an hour later, Ye Tingbai looked at the divine blood in front of him in a daze, this thing has only been in his hands for two or three days, and it is about to run out, it is said that this is the output of the cave for several years, and he will drink it in a few days, when is this a head.

Ye Tingbai felt that he was getting closer and closer to the truth, his own power of unknown origin, the special abilities that can be increased just by understanding, why is it to understand the addition, not to understand the recovery?

If these abilities themselves are possessed by himself, and they are reappeared in his body only because he remembers something, then it all makes sense, because it is incredible that he can increase his power just by understanding the transcendent, and he has gained so much without giving anything.

Unless, these things belong to him in the first place.

So now, the things that have been bothering Ye Tingbai are about to be overturned and reshaped, and there are no external forces affecting him, everything is Ye Tingbai's own problems, the conflict between his divinity and humanity, which makes him troubled, whether it is divinity or human nature, it is himself.