Chapter 143: The Self Is Hell

After Lin Shourong stepped through the door, he was greeted by a dense crowd of countless people, who were a young or middle-aged couple.

Some of them are newlyweds and have the most important treasure in their lives, while some of them have worked hard for half a life to get old children.

But all this happiness was finally ruined in the desert of City B.

Lin Shourong couldn't be clearer that these were all sacrificial parents.

Over the years, in order to feed the fins, so that Shazhen can have sufficient spiritual power, he has become a blessed land, and has sacrificed a lot of children.

Most of these children are innocent babies who are being carried by their parents through this desert.

Of course, a small number of them are Shazhen's own children.

Those couples didn't have any drastic movements or words, they just didn't say a word, and looked at Lin Shourong intently with haggard eyes.

The faces of those couples are hard to describe, not like sadness and pain, not hideous.

But like a pool of stagnant water, his eyes are empty, like a ghost wandering the world, without a trace of life, and his whole body is full of despair.

Lin Shourong closed his eyes slightly, he was not a pervert who killed other people's children for pleasure.

He is a normal person, he will feel guilty and heartache,

But the only thing that won't be regret is regret.

Closing his eyes, the backwater-like faces of those couples would still appear in Lin Shourong's retina.

It seems to be imprinted directly in the brain through the eyes, which is 10,000 times more terrifying than the most terrifying horror movies, making people instantly numb all over the body.

It was useless to close his eyes, Lin Shourong simply opened his eyes again and looked directly at those men and women.

The two sides just looked at each other.

After a long time, Lin Shourong bowed deeply to them, and then slowly knelt down, kneeling on the ground and kowtowing three times to these couples.

He has been the youngest and most promising teenager in Shazhen since he was a child, and when he grows up, he will become the mayor of the town respected by everyone.

He never underknuckles, and he never needed to apologize even when he did something wrong.

But this time, he should kneel.

"I'm sorry."

This sentence of sorry is from the bottom of Lin Shourong's heart.

"But I don't regret it."

This sentence also comes from the heart.

Sand Town is an ancient and mysterious tribe, able to survive in this complex world with a minimum sense of existence, and naturally has some unique abilities that no one knows for generations.

After this famine came, Lin Shourong felt bad.

And through a special way, he has calculated that there will be a big crisis in Shazhen in the near future.

It is not an ordinary crisis, but a great crisis of extermination.

He knew that the world must continue to be turbulent, and that something even more terrible would happen.

But he was too old to do anything on his own, and he couldn't protect his family.

So what he can do is to seize all the time and seize all the opportunities to make Shazhen stronger, and have a greater chance to successfully face the crisis and continue to pass it on.

When he took over the burden from the previous mayor, he had sworn that he would defend his homeland, his tribe, and everyone here with his life.

And that's what he does today.

Whether it was a sacrifice or coming here to take the pearl of spiritual power, he was not doing it for himself.

The things he did may be sorry for too many people, but it is worthy of his tribe and his mission to be the leader.

Even if he wants to go to hell and suffer a lot of torture after death, he has no regrets.

Lin Shourong's eyes were open, if time came again, he would still do the same thing and would not change.

Let him bear the bitter fruits alone.

The faces of those couples suddenly turned hideous, and they stretched out their hands like Lin Shourong grabbed them.

Lin Shourong didn't dodge, and waited straight for the attack.

The imaginable pain did not come, and those figures became transparent little by little after touching Lin Shourong's body and disappeared into the air.

The sight of him became empty again, but before Lin Shourong could breathe a sigh of relief, a childish voice exploded in his ears.

"Grandpa, is that you?"

"Xiaoyi?"

Lin Shourong's voice became trembling.

It was his favorite little grandson, the smartest and most sensible child he had ever seen.

But just two months ago, there was no traveler to pass by in this desert, so he had no choice but to send his favorite child to the secret room......

Lin Shourong struggled for a long time, and finally felt that in order to do this, he had to do this.

Xiaoyi is still young, no matter how smart he is, once Shazhen loses the protection of his spiritual power, sooner or later he will suffer a catastrophe.

Since he can't grow up, it is better to make a sacrifice for his tribe.

Behind the terrible sanity are countless struggles and tears in the endless dark night.

"Grandpa, I'm in so much pain, Xiaoyi is in so much pain."

Lin Shourong raised his eyes tremblingly......

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Abin's first level is Lisa, who is already covered in blood and trapped in the herd of beasts, shouting Abin's name hoarsely.

And a silvery-white light was lying quietly about 300 meters away from Abin in the opposite direction.

Without any hesitation, Abin just glanced back at Lisa and walked firmly towards the bead.

"Abin, Abin, I love you so much, don't you love me? I've done so much for you, you can save me just by turning back. ”

Lisa screamed hoarsely in the direction of Abin, and next to her was the deafening and terrifying roar of the alien beast.

"Of course I love you, but since you've done so much, this time be the last thing for me."

This time, Abin didn't even look back.

Maybe Ah Bin didn't have any struggles and fluctuations in his heart when he passed, which made the spirit wave who set up the level feel that the desire and fear in the bottom of the test failed, and Abin had a second test.

His second test was that he finally easily obtained the Spiritual Power Bead, not only the Spiritual Power Pearl, but the other four beads were finally collected by him.

Abin became a hero who saved the world and was admired by the whole world.

Reputation, status, beauty......

All the most primitive desires of human beings were satisfied to the greatest extent, and he lived the life of his dreams.

But the only difference is that it's all fake.

In this beautiful dream, there is unreasonableness everywhere, so that the subject who experiences it can know that this is just an illusion, and none of this is the most real reality.

But even though he knew that it was an illusion, Ah Bin still enjoyed everything in that falsehood, constantly avoiding the flaws that were becoming more and more obvious, and immersed in endless fantasies......

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