Lin Qiying then found out that this thing was not a letter, it was Li Hanchuan's diary, or the man's mental journey.

I really didn't expect Li Hanchuan to be so busy, and he would spend some time every day to record these things of himself, in his impression, this man almost didn't write by hand, but he didn't expect that in order to record this thing, he wrote so many words by hand.

Many things are very magical, as if many things are unexpected, they are unpredictable, as if the truth of many things is not as simple as it seems on the surface, in fact, many things are very complicated, complicated, to the extreme.

There are many, many girls recorded in this book.,I really can't bear to look back.,But because there's a strong curiosity in my heart.,So the girl flipped back again.。

Found that the back reads:

After meeting Song Xingxing, my five-year pain seems to have been slowly let go and slowly relieved, yes, five years, a full five years, this time is not short at all.

Five years should also let this matter have an end, and five years should also let this matter have a result, if it has been delayed, it really seems to be useless.

Even though I feel guilty about you, I keep asking myself, is this the right thing to do? Is it really right? But I've been waiting for you for five years, I'm tired, I'm tired, I'm disappointed, even after I let out the news that I'm blind.

You still haven't come to me, you're still deaf, you're still in a state of disappearing, you don't have the slightest contact with me, you know, my mobile phone number has never changed in five years.

My home phone number has never been changed because I'm afraid that one day you'll want to look for me. And then I can't be reached, I'm scared of that happening, I'm really scared of that happening.

So my mobile phone number has not changed for five years, my mobile phone has always been turned on, including the time when I sleep, just because I am afraid that you will find me, I fall asleep, so what should I do?

So I've always been in a state of booting, I've been waiting for you, but it's been five years, I've been in this state, and I'm thinking, should there be an end? So I try to accept other people.

I found that all around me are some upper-class daughters, those daughters are very pretentious, they are really very different from you, those daughters are very realistic, they are all realistic women.

And because of the environment in which I was born and the things I experienced, those women are very scheming, and they are really scheming, so I didn't choose those women, I chose a village girl in the countryside, who is rustic.

The girl's name is Song Xingxing, she is not very beautiful, and she has no culture, in short, there is no shining point in the earth, and even when I took her over, well, the culture of graduating from junior high school.

Although this girl has a lot of slots, what I like the most and what I appreciate the most is that this girl is so simple, no scheming, and simple.

It's the kind that really treats people with sincerity.,So I feel like getting along with such a girl.,It's really relaxed.,Very happy.,People's hearts are flesh and blood.,I'm actually saying that the appearance looks cold.。

But my heart is really not so cold, the girl is very good to me, very good to me, so I slowly try to really accept her, and then the two of us are in a very good relationship now, and the two of us may be about to get married.

I feel that God is really not thin on me, you left me five years ago, and five years later, you sent a little angel to my little side.

Oh, forgot to mention.

Is this little girl still an international-level actress? has acted in a lot of movies and TV series, is very famous, has a place in the entertainment industry, and is also respected internationally, and has just won the Best Actress Award at the International Film Festival.

The gold content of this award is very high, you must know that many actors have no way to win this award after working hard for a lifetime, so it can be seen from this point how difficult it is to win this award.

The girl is very good, I have watched many movies she has acted, to be honest, her acting skills are really good, first-class acting skills, and at the same time, the girl is indeed very talented in this industry, to be honest, she can act so well for the first time, and she was not from a professional class before, just an amateur actor.

To be honest, the little girl is developing in this industry, I am a little uneasy, a little worried, what if the little girl suddenly likes someone else? After all, there are a lot of white-faced people in the entertainment industry, and there are also a lot of male stars, so I'm a little worried.

But I believe in the stars, I believe that she will not do that kind of thing, I believe that the girl's character is absolutely fine, she is definitely not a person who does not know what to do, I am so good to her, he must be able to feel it, he will definitely treat me well, to be honest, the good between people is mutual, this is also something I know.

You say it's really funny, do you know why I took this village girl to live in my family's villa in the first place? It's because I'm angry with you that I find that my blindness and inability to walk on my legs doesn't work for you.

I was thinking, if I picked up a little girl from somewhere else, lived with me, and became my girlfriend, would you be jealous? Will you be unhappy? Will you come back to me and compete with the little girl?

This is also the truest idea I have to take this village girl to my home, that's it, I didn't lie to you, what is written in this diary is my heart, and I don't mean that I will write this diary every day, I just write it sometimes.

All in all, I have now gained my own feelings, I am still happy with the little girl every day, I don't know if you would be sad or sad if you knew this scene five years ago, would you be jealous? Will you regret leaving me?

And about all this? I don't have a definitive answer either.

I don't know if you will be sad or sad, to be honest, everything is unknown, but I hope you can live a happy and happy life, live every day, if you can be happy, then my life will have a lot less regrets.

Now I live a very happy life, I don't know if you will bless me, but I also hope that you can find the other half you like as soon as possible, and start the life you want with the person you like.

I used to hate you for leaving me without saying a word, but then, I didn't hate you anymore, after all, the world is impermanent.