Chapter 20: Crying

"The disappointment in my father's eyes, I still remember it clearly, I was the pride of my parents since I was a child, and I have never changed since I was a child, but because of this incident, I had an argument with my father for the first time, and the disappointment in my father's eyes stung my heart fiercely, but at that time I still did not regret it in my heart, because I knew that my efforts would be rewarded, and I would get the most loved person in the world." After saying this, he couldn't help but smile bitterly, in fact, in the final analysis, this is the original owner's deep love that is difficult to change, but that person has never been half distracted, in the final analysis, it is just wishful thinking.

I don't know whether it was intentional or accidental, he accidentally fell, fell into the arms of the little boy in front of him, and raised his head with some tears in his eyes, and looked at the boy in front of him with a little panicked eyes, and suddenly burst out laughing, and then reached out and pinched his face slightly, looking at his face, he couldn't help laughing, "I suddenly found that you are not so boring, at that time I thought you were quite boring, so I wanted to tease you, but now I find out that you may not be what they think, You're not an emotionless person, you have a lot of feelings, it's just that you don't want to show it, is this good, and the two of us will depend on each other for our lives in the future? Is it okay for us to tell each other anything that we are unhappy about? ”

After saying this, he couldn't help crying his face, looking aggrieved, he was a princess on top, but he had too many unknown thoughts, and few people would pay attention to what he really thought in his heart, but it was the false name of this so-called princess "Actually, I know that I have a bad temper, and I also have a big lady's temper, they don't like me, but I actually like them, there's nothing I don't like them, but they don't like me except for my identity, they don't like me, There are even some people who don't want to take care of me, these are always known, Chunhua is dissatisfied with me, I actually understand it in my heart, but thinking that after all, the people around me can't have any disputes, so I didn't say anything, but I never thought that he would betray me, I really don't know why this happened, I obviously like that person so much, but Chunhua has to snatch him from me. ”

After saying this, he buried his head directly in front of him, and in the arms of the person, tears wet his clothes, but the person in his arms did not relax in the slightest, and still cried hard, and after a long time, he opened his little face that was already stained with tears, "Can you tell me why?" Why do I choose Chunhua with my favorite person so much, obviously I'm so good to him, I've never been bad to Chunhua, even if I say that I usually play some young lady's temper, but I didn't do anything to him after all, I've been really good to him since I was a child, because he and I have two points of similarity, I always feel like he's my sister, so it's usually pretty good to her. ”

After saying this, the tears involuntarily snapped and fell, and looking at it did not make people feel pity involuntarily, but he still rubbed his tears hard, "Have you ever wondered what kind of feelings I feel?" I'm really sad and sad, in addition to the pain of being betrayed and hurt, in fact, there is also a kind of disappointment, I feel that I am disappointed in the world, I don't know what the point of me continuing to live, the people I trust betray me one after another, even if I treat them well, they don't look at it, in their hearts they will always remember my bad, I know I have a big temper, but I really regret it, just like your things, I really feel guilty about you, so I will work so hard to make up for you now. ”

Zhou Mu's heart softened involuntarily when he heard this, and he patted his back lightly, learning from his mother coaxing him when he was a child, "Don't cry, don't cry, they betrayed you, they betrayed you, since they betrayed you, they are no longer qualified to return to you, you believe me, I will be good to you no matter when, don't cry, okay?" In the future, I will become better, better than the person in your mouth, and then you will be able to forget about him, and then you will only be the only one in your eyes, okay? But stop crying now, okay? Seeing you cry makes me feel like my heart is broken. ”

Chen Yuan obviously still didn't realize what he was doing, and after a while, he actually fell asleep like this with a dizzy head. In fact, in the end, the nerves that have been tense these days, from his own world to this consciousness, his heart, in fact, is filled with a lot of fear and fear, even if he pretends to be calm and calm on the surface to deal with the system, maintain the current calm, to attack the person in front of him, but in the end he is just a person in the current world, has never experienced such a fantastic and mysterious thing, after thinking of this, his tears really flowed out.

In the dream, Chen Yuan had a beautiful dream, in that dream, there were all kinds of high-tech technologies, he returned to his hometown, he still lived the life he wanted, raised the children he liked, and even teased them in various ways, but they became devils one by one, and they wanted to devour themselves helplessly, so that they ran away helplessly and finally woke up from the dream.

Qiuhua was still kneeling in front of him, and after seeing that His Royal Highness the princess had woken up, he hurriedly brought over a cup of tea with some worry, which made Her Royal Highness the princess shocked, and then asked with some hesitation, "What kind of nightmare did Her Royal Highness the princess have, why did she suddenly look like this?" ”

Chen Yuan couldn't help but rub his eyes, looked at the sweat on his head, and after gently wiping it with his hands, he couldn't help but sigh softly, "I did have a nightmare just now, but now it's over, it's okay, by the way, what about that person, wasn't he still waiting by my side just now, why did I sleep for a while and then disappeared." ”

After Qiu Hua heard this, there was a little more helplessness in his eyes, and then he couldn't help but shake his head slightly before he spoke, "The prince of Zhou has gone back to rest now, and I heard that he still has something to deal with over there, so I asked him to go back first, he has been living with you for the past few days, I am afraid that there are many things to delay there, it is better to let people go back and deal with it first, if Her Royal Highness the princess wants to see him, I will call him in again." ”

Chen Yuan couldn't help but rub his eyebrows, feeling that he was very difficult now, and he didn't have the strength to deal with these things at all, but he also knew that if he didn't deal with it now, it would not be good to deal with it later, so he couldn't help but shook his head slightly before continuing to speak, "Since that's the case, then you go and let him deal with these things first, I'm going to see my father." ”

Because Her Royal Highness the princess is favored and lawless in ordinary times, so for Her Majesty, she only changes her father, and the people in the palace are accustomed to it, if it is known by people outside the palace, I am afraid that I will be surprised, in this palace, there are only monarchs and ministers, how can there be fathers and sons, but in the end, this princess Her Royal Highness is still pampered in the palm of his hand by His Majesty, and no one has ever put this matter in his heart.

Qiuhua didn't know why Her Royal Highness the princess had to take care of it when she woke up, but she also knew that every time Her Royal Highness the princess went to see Her Majesty, there must be something important to discuss, so she couldn't help but nodded slightly and then said, "The slave is looking for someone, but she is preparing a carriage for Her Royal Highness the Princess, and Her Royal Highness the Princess has slept for a lot of time, do you want to come out and eat some pastries?" The newly made osmanthus cake has just been delivered to the imperial dining room. ”

After hearing this, Chen Yuan nodded slightly, the original owner's body, I don't like to eat anything else, I prefer the melt-in-the-mouth, I will exaggerate, I have to eat a lot every time to be satisfied, and I have learned to taste this osmanthus cake like the original owner.

It didn't take long for the dishes to be served, and then I found that it was already evening, even if I wanted to go to my father's palace, I had to have some food earlier, otherwise my father would have finished eating when it passed, and I was hungry, so I had to discuss it with my father, so it seemed that this Qiuhua had arranged things very properly, looking at the meal in front of him, and couldn't help frowning slightly, before he took out a plate of snowflake meat that he usually didn't like to eat, and then put it aside, and carefully spoke" Send this to the son, since the boy has been playing with me on weekdays, for such a long time, we always have to express our gratitude, I don't have any good things here, only a few dishes to let people send him over, I heard that he doesn't eat very well there, right? ”

After hearing this, Qiu Hua hurriedly lowered his head, although he said that he didn't care, but he vaguely knew that His Royal Highness the prince was not living a good life, so he didn't know how to answer His Royal Highness's question for a while, but after a while, he couldn't help but nodded slightly, "What does Her Royal Highness mean that we have to pay more attention to His Royal Highness in the future?" ”

Chen Yuan couldn't help but hook the corners of her lips slightly, with these smiles in her eyes that she hadn't even noticed, it seemed that this Qiuhua understood what kind of mind she was, after all, Chunhua was afraid that she had been raised for so many years, in the end, she still trusted the people around her too much, and it seemed that she really wanted to make a good adjustment.

After all, Qiu Hua still didn't dare to guess what Her Royal Highness the princess meant, but she vaguely left such a thought in her heart.