Chapter 60: Li Hanchuan sincerely confided
Why is all this going on??
I really can't figure it out! Some things are like this, you can't figure it out even if you think about it?
Obviously she was married to that man and became his wife, but she didn't have the slightest trust in herself, and she even had to hide such a big thing from her.
actually hid himself from the crowd, and even kept everyone in the dark!
In fact, Song Xingxing can't figure it out until now, this question !!
Why do you pretend you can't see when your eyes can see?
Is that really interesting?
Is it fun?
Do you feel a little too stupid and innocent? That's why it's going to be such a deception!!
To be honest, until now, in fact, the thing she hates the most is deception, and she hates being deceived from the bottom of her bones.
It's true.
But!
Then again.
Looking at this look, Li Hanchuan seems to have something unspeakable.
It seems that there is some kind of story, hiding himself.
There must be a reason!
There's no way he's going to be like this for no reason!
Li Hanchuan is a person who is rational to the bones, and he can be cold to the bones for people he doesn't care about, but for the people he cares about, he has a different attitude.
It's sensual to the bones.
This man's personality is actually quite divided in Song Xingxing's opinion.
It's not that simple at all.
Li Hanchuan is simply the most complicated person in the world, there is no one!
After a moment of silence.
Li Hanchuan was full of emotion again, and slowly spoke, his voice was magnetic and exceptionally good.
"Star, I know, I am blind, this matter is hidden from you, it is my fault, I know my own mistake."
"But I'm such a person, I know that I've done something wrong, but I can't pull my face to apologize and redeem, so I have also caused a lot of regrets."
"There was such a girl back then, as simple as you, as innocent as you, so perfect, but it's a pity that I missed her."
"Until now, I regret it, regret what I did, if I had a different choice, wouldn't I have missed it? Will the story end differently? ”
"Xingxing, to be honest, I don't want to tell anyone about these things, I have been closing my heart all these years, I am afraid that when someone talks to me, I will shake this matter out, and then my heart will be in sharp pain! It hurts! ”
"As for facing you, I can only whisper these things and talk to myself when you are asleep, in front of your bed, and release the bitterness in my heart, so that I won't be so uncomfortable."
"Otherwise, over the years, maybe five years, every day, I have spent every day in pain, and I have spent my whole life in pain and regret."
"My biggest regret is this incident, outsiders think that my family has a lot of money and unlimited scenery, but who knows the pain in my heart?"
"No one knows! I actually have a scar in my heart that will never heal!! ”
"That feeling? Ordinary people can't understand it, because they haven't experienced it, and they don't know how this feeling will torture a person. ”
"It's equivalent to: one of the things you cherish the most, the person you cherish the most, suddenly and completely left your life, left your life, and from then on, there is no shadow of that girl in your life, this kind of blow is really fatal."
"Really, I was very negative and decadent during that time, I didn't want to do anything, I didn't want to pay attention to anything, I didn't want to do anything, I wanted to look for it, whether it was at the ends of the earth, I wanted to find that girl."
"But just like that, I wandered and searched for a day, a month, a year, and there was still no news, no results, no news, that girl seemed to have evaporated from the world!"
"So, when there was no progress after a year in the group, I started to be decadent again, I started to wander, I just didn't have a goal, but I started working hard from that time, I wanted to become better, stronger, and become a flawless man, like that, maybe a girl... will come back to me again. ”
"But it backfired, imagination is always beautiful, but the reality is as cruel as ever, I made my company bigger, bigger and bigger, set up a lot of branches, and then the company also involved all industries!"
"Almost all the products, my company is in business, but one is not satisfactory, that girl!! Never again, in my life!! ”
"So, I'm pretending, I'm pretending I'm blind, and then I'm putting the news out there, so that everyone knows, so that everyone thinks I can't see, and it's going to be a big deal, and almost everyone knows about it."
"Because what I thought to myself was: I'm blind, I'm in such a miserable situation, if that girl finds out that I'm blind, she's going to come back to me, right? Will come back and stay by my side and take care of me! ”
"But I thought wrong again, this matter was miscalculated again, things are far from being as beautiful as I imagined, after I pretended to have insomnia in my eyes for a long time, the girl still didn't move, still hidden, unwilling to see me again."
"This is my story, I don't know if you have heard, you are so simple, you are so similar to that girl, you two have a lot in common, that's why I chose you."
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After Lin Qiying heard these words, he couldn't hold back, the tears that were about to drip down, he didn't expect that there was such a story in it, and there was such a hidden secret.
It turns out that things are not as simple as I imagined on the surface!!
In fact, during this period of time, I have been thinking and meditating every moment for five years, but I never thought that the truth would be like this!
It's true that I'm negligent, and in the matter with this man, many times I imagine it too simply.
A lot of things are really not as simple as they seem......
It turns out that he has been pretending to be blind all the time, but it is for this reason?
It is true that this man almost succeeded, at that time, after learning that the man was blind, after the news, he wanted to come back to him many times, but he hesitated, only halfway through, and then retreated......
Because I am afraid that I will repeat the mistakes of the past, and I will suffer the same experience and misunderstanding again.