Unusual right hand
broke up with Cousin Cen and went upstairs, and Bei Bei lingered on the jogging platform for a long time without entering the door. She's in a mess, they're still very happy together, is a cute person just happy together? Is it really that simple?
The false proposition made a mess of her head, and she seemed to feel something, but it wasn't very obvious. She walked back and forth on the jogging platform, unable to stop, looking at the window, the moon that poked her head faintly out between the two buildings, the moon that was very bright, but there was no warmth. Thinking too much, it is incomprehensible, and the left and right can't be fulfilled in the end, she felt very troubled, took out her mobile phone and dialed Peng Cheng's phone, but he didn't answer.
Fate is that you are willing to give up everything you meet better in the future for the person in front of you. If people don't grow old and don't die, then will this renunciation still be valid? It may not be a good thing to open your mind, but fortunately, there are no ifs in life.
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After work the next day, Cousin Cen really called, Bei Bei guessed that his cousin must have thought she liked him too, and he asked her if she had time to meet, as if she had never said anything about her refusal yesterday. Maybe if there was no Peng Cheng, she would think that yesterday's pleasant meeting was really love!
She still refused, thought about it for a night, her false proposition was finally unsolved, she still didn't understand her own heart, she didn't even find out this, how can she make it clear that she was dizzy?
Today is the day when Lorney meets her parents, she and the officer seem to get along very well, and the little girl has been talking about it all day, and the noise is non-stop.
"You say, Beibei, you say me, I'm just a little bit worse, anything else. He said his mom was a woman with a taste. Loni sat on the wooden couch, her neck stretched out, admiring herself, no one could see that it was the source of her lack of confidence.
"He said that? He said it smells. Bei Bei jokingly asked her, there is a taste?
"Oh! He didn't say that, but he said he's beautiful, and he can live. Loni lay on the couch, her hands raised high, and made a nice gesture. There are two types of women who can live, one is the literature and art in the stocks, and the other is the hypocrisy of envy in the bones, Loni is a face that can be hypocritical, but she is not a hypocritical person, if a woman is lazy, she can't even be hypocritical, but she is very envious of that hypocrisy.
"What's wrong with that?" Bei Bei was also lazy today, she felt tired, and she was tired from doing this job, and she didn't like to work anymore.
"What's the matter? He said he was afraid his mother wouldn't like me. ”
"No, how good-looking you are!" Bei Bei coaxed casually, and she looked at her, remembering her laziness.
Lorney was very proud of Babe's compliment, which was just right, and she couldn't help but smile.
"Hey, Lonnie, do you think you like him?"
"Isn't that nonsense? I don't like why he deals with other people. Lorney glanced at Bebe and focused on what she was doing, as if it wasn't real. "I'm optimistic in my life, and I'm going to be him. ”
"And how do you know you like him?" asked Bebe again, so sincerely.
Roni seemed offended, she sat up from the sofa abruptly: "How do you know, I, I like him, how do I know, Babe, what do you mean, what else am I looking for, people ......"
The girl laughed, and the noise that followed was her ears, and they both always answered the wrong question.
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After Ban Loni was fresh, the officer's boyfriend didn't come to pick her up today, saying that he was afraid that his mother would look uncomfortable, so he didn't come today. It's rare for Loni to dress so beautifully, and she has to take a commuter bus to get off work with her colleagues, but she is not annoyed at all.
Soon Loni arrived, she was about to get out of the car, Bei Bei was upset, there was still some distance from home, not far and not close, she wanted to walk alone, so she also got out of the car. The girl didn't have any money with her, she didn't have any money in the first place, she walked slowly, about half an hour to arrive, she could only walk slowly, so she walked along the road, carelessly.
There was an intersection ahead, and in a flash, the gods were already here. The girl was very happy, and thought it was far away, but before she knew it, she had arrived, and this section of the road was narrow and full of high-rise buildings, which was considered a high-end area in the city! The air was very good, and the path was very narrow, as if she had thought about not letting the car go too fast. The houses were beautiful, the facades were covered with dark tiles that were only found in the living room of the house, and when I turned an intersection, Bei Bei saw a small church.
The chapel is sandwiched between two tall buildings, it seems that it has existed for a long time, the churches on the postcards are all standing so high, the surrounding is so empty that you can only see the grand buildings and the red cross, only here is different! Compared with the unique temperament of the surroundings, the red cross is more comforting in such a narrow space.
Bei Bei was willing to walk over, she was even unconscious, she didn't expect that this place was also willing to greet her, there were probably no nuns in the small churches in China, and no one remained here at this time. The courtyard is empty, there is a large vat against the iron fence, to be honest, it looks like pickled cabbage, this church is so small, it itself is built according to the slope, high on the left and low on the right, some irregular, like an abstract space, doubly mysteriously extracted.
At the entrance of the courtyard is on the steps, the bricks have been broken, the cracks have been wiped with cement, the feet are on it, although it is not neat, but it is stronger, this building is obviously an early work, the gate is also low, the old-fashioned windows, the window frames are painted with green paint, it is new paint, very fresh.
The door was open, and Bei Bei walked in, and when she saw that there was no one, she didn't even have a place to say hello. Sitting down on the last row of chairs in the church, like the protagonists of many old movies would sit in the back row, sitting with her hands tied, she finally saw people.
A girl was on the front platform, fiddling with something, Bei Bei saw her, she also saw Bei Bei, very enthusiastic, the two of them looked at each other and smiled. This girl is really ugly, with a big face like a round cake, her face is full of acne marks, and it looks like she has a very bad complexion, like a naan, a naan that has been baked for too long, but she looks good when she laughs, gentle, calm, and comfortable.
Bei Bei suddenly remembered the movie she had watched many years ago, the movie that would jump out of her mind when she had nothing to do, how could she forget it? It was probably a group of girls studying ballet, and one of them was a little fat, and she always couldn't meet the teacher's requirements, and as a result, she was eliminated. The girl's vague memory is already very vague, she only remembers that when the girl was being discriminated against, her mother came to her, put her arm around her daughter's shoulders, and faced so many doubtful and ridiculed eyes with her, she said: "Child, you are all equal before God. ”
At that moment, Bei Bei suddenly had a sense of steadfastness to rely on, "We are all equal." The girl on the high platform was so peaceful, she still looked at her, and then she stretched out her right hand, her unusual right hand. That may be all she can give her, the girl's tolerance, compared to her entanglement......
Oh my God! Bei Bei sighed, how could she forget, they were all equal.