A white BMW drove at a constant speed on the street.

I looked at the poems next to me, and the feeling in my heart was very subtle. There seemed to be some surprises, some surprises, and some warmth.

Actually, I didn't think about going to her house, let alone that she would take me to her house.

And what does such a move mean? I don't dare to over-interpret it, I only know that a woman is willing to take the initiative to bring a man home, at least it shows that this man has a certain weight in this woman's heart.

Of course I'm happy, but I also have my sorrows.

I know that tonight I gave Shishi a hope that was once out of reach for her, and that is a life she never dared to hope for. As confident as I was, I was afraid that something else might happen. I was afraid that I would not be able to give her a new life, and that all hope would turn into even more utter despair.

Thinking of this unfortunate possibility, my heart trembled subconsciously.

I quickly pulled out a cigarette and lit it for myself, and tried not to think about the negative things.

When the car turned from the intersection, Shishi asked me softly, "Don't you want to go to my house?" ”

"Why, why don't you want to?"

"Really? So why don't you seem so happy? ”

When I heard Shishi say this, I realized that my expression was a little gloomy now, so I immediately smiled at her and replied, "Have you ever heard of crying with joy?" I was so excited, so I was a little dazed for a while. ”

Shishi glanced at me and said to me with a little disgust: "You can really talk nonsense! ”

I don't know what she thinks of my current state, but she didn't follow up on that question. I didn't think about it anymore, so I smoked and watched her quietly.

"I suddenly noticed that you look sexy when you drive."

Shishi smiled, and then said to me meaningfully, "Do you want to drive too?" ”

I laughed when I heard her say that.

I don't know why, but Shishi always grasps my thoughts very accurately. I don't know if it's because she understands men very well, or if she just understands me very well.

I spit the smoke out of the window and responded, "yes, I really want to open it." ”

Shishi pursed the corners of her lips, as if she was holding back a smile, and then she said to me, "Then you will drive it, I will park the car on the side of the road now." ”

I knew she understood what I meant, and that she was deliberately teasing me, so I smiled and said to her, "I didn't want to drive this car." ”

"And which car do you want to drive?"

"What do you say?"

Shishi looked at me with silky eyes, she bit her lip and smiled again, and then said to me, "I don't know." ”

I smiled playfully and replied, "It's okay, I'll tell you later." ”

"No, don't tell me!"

After Shishi said this, I saw a slight flush on her cheeks. The red is very light, maybe like her mood at the moment, a little shy, but with buds waiting to be released.

More than 20 minutes later, the BMW slowly drove into the community where Shishi lived.

I took a look and it was quite dilapidated, full of very old houses, and there was no elevator.

I didn't think too much about it, I just felt that if I was strong enough in the future, I would be willing to give her a better environment.

Shishi lives on the fifth floor, and she took the initiative to pull me all the way up.

I watched her from behind, and my mood grew.

As I've said before, the dress she's wearing today is very short, so I'll always see some looming beauty throughout the stairs. This sensory experience constantly filled my nerves, and gradually, I was left with only a fiery thought in my heart.

I followed Shishi into the door, then grabbed her arm and pulled her back, and I pressed her against the wall.

She looked at me, and I looked at her.

The ambiguous atmosphere wrapped us tightly, and each other's heartbeats were gradually accelerating.

After a few seconds of silence, I picked up her face and kissed her directly on the mouth.

At this moment, I don't want anything but to have her!

Shishi seems to have been mentally prepared for a long time, so she is very active and cooperative with me.

We are like two poor people who have been wounded, trying to soothe each other's wounds in this cold and real world.

More than an hour later, I was standing by the window, lighting a cigarette in my mouth.

Shishi sat on the bed behind me, and both of us were silent and did not speak.

I don't know what she's thinking, but after I calmed down, I had a lot more thoughts in my mind.

After thinking briefly for a while, I said to Shishi, "Can you tell me about your story?" ”

She didn't respond to me immediately, as if she was hesitating whether she should tell me this or not.

After being silent for a while, she whispered to me, "Do you really want to listen?" ”

"Hmm."

I answered, turned to look at her, and added, "I want to know you a little better." ”

"Actually, it's nothing."

Shishi and I looked at each other and lowered our heads.

I could feel her inferiority complex and powerlessness, which made me feel a little distressed.

I didn't speak, just continued to smoke and waited for her to continue.

After a moment, Shishi pursed the corners of her lips and smiled, and spoke again: "When I was very young, my dad divorced my mom. I didn't know a lot of things at the time, but now that I think about it, it's ridiculous. You know what? My dad divorced my mom because he was involved with another woman. And that woman, like me, was also a night out. ”

She smiled self-deprecatingly, and then said to me: "At that time, I never thought that I would become such a woman one day, but the reality is that I have finally become the most hated and disgusting person I am. ”

She laughed again, desperately.

I looked at her now, and I felt very uncomfortable. I wanted to say something, but I didn't know how to comfort her. It seems that at this moment, everything I say is pale and weak.

I sighed and asked, "What happened later?" ”

"After my dad divorced my mom, he took almost all the money from the family, and then abandoned us completely. During that time, my mother took me and my brother to live alone. The three of us depended on each other, and although it was very hard and difficult, we never complained. ”

After a slight pause, Shishi continued: "At that time, I was thinking, I must study hard in the future, and then be admitted to a good university, find a good job, and I must let my mother live a happy life." But the good times didn't last long, and in my third year of high school, my mother finally fell ill due to overwork......"

She sniffed, trying to make her tone stronger.

"I missed the opportunity to take the college entrance examination like this, and then in order to raise money for my mother's treatment, I was introduced to He Yongqiang, and then ...... As you can imagine, I owe him a lot of money, so I'll have to work for him in his bar for the rest of my life. ”

I threw my head back and took the last puff of my cigarette and didn't speak for a long time.

I don't know how to describe my current mood, very depressed, very powerless, like something stuck in my throat, very painful, very uncomfortable. I seemed to be able to see the first time Shishi walked into that bar a few years ago, with a flustered and nervous mood.

Probably seeing that I hadn't spoken, Shishi looked up at me and smiled, and then said to me, "Isn't it bloody?" It's as if I deliberately made up a cliché story in order to whitewash myself, hehe. ”

I could feel her helplessness and vulnerability, and I knew that it was hard for her to open her heart to trust others. So I didn't answer her questions, I didn't say anything very fake and empty, I just looked at her very calmly and asked, "Your mother, are you okay now?" ”

Shishi pursed her lips and nodded, and then said to me: "It's good, I hired a nurse for her, at least there is no problem in daily life." ”

"What about your brother?"

"He lives with my grandparents."

Speaking of her younger brother, she suddenly showed a very pleased smile, as if she was showing off to me, and said: "My brother is a sophomore in high school this year, and he is a real scholar, and he will be in the top five of his grade in every exam, which is super powerful." He is going to take the college entrance examination next year, and I must earn enough tuition for him to go to the best university! ”

I looked at the fascination in Shishi's eyes, and I felt a little worried inexplicably. I know that the future she envisions is not only for her brother, but also for her unfulfilled dream......

I lit another cigarette for myself and replied with a smile, "That's amazing, I'll treat him to dinner another day." ”

"Don't!"

Shishi said to me without hesitation: "My brother is so well-behaved, what if I learn badly from you?" ”

"I'm not a bad person."

"That's not going to work either!"

I smiled, knowing that she didn't really have an opinion of me, she just cared too much about her brother.

Naturally, I remembered my wife.

Her feelings for Lin Junkai should be similar to Shishi's feelings for her younger brother.

If you think about it this way, is Shishi also a demon who helps his brother?

I subconsciously shook my head, I knew very well in my heart that there was no comparison at all, because whether it was his wife and Shishi, or Lin Junkai and Shishi's younger brother, the gap between them was too big.

I didn't continue the conversation.

It wasn't until I was halfway through the cigarette in my hand that I said to Shishi, "Do you have anything to eat at home?" I haven't eaten at night, I'm a little hungry. ”

Shishi gave me a speechless look, and said angrily: "You don't know how to tell me earlier if you haven't eaten!" ”

As she spoke, she picked up a suspender belt from the side of the bed and put it on herself, then she got out of bed and said to me, "I'll cook you a bowl of noodles, you wait." ”

"Okay."

Five minutes later, Shishi came over with a bowl of noodles.

She placed the noodles on the table in front of me and said to me in a complaining but gentle tone, "Eat quickly, and if it's not enough, I'll make it for you." ”

I looked at the bowl of noodles, with two eggs and a ham sausage in it, and although it was far from a delicacies of the mountains and seas, it made me feel extremely rich. I knew in my heart that this was not just a bowl of noodles, but also Shishi's concern for me.

I was really hungry, so I ate fast.

Shishi looked at me like she was gobbling up, and she smiled and said to me, "You eat slowly, and no one will rob you." ”

I swallowed the noodles in my mouth and replied, "The main thing is that you made it too delicious." ”

", how delicious can such an ordinary bowl of noodles be?"

"In my eyes, this bowl of noodles is not ordinary at all."

Shishi's eyes seemed to have a complicated light, but she quickly said to me, "You don't come." ”

I smiled and didn't say anything more.

After eating this bowl of noodles, Shishi went to the kitchen with the dishes and chopsticks to clean up.

I looked at the time, it was almost ten o'clock, then I got up and got dressed, and said to the kitchen, "Shishi, you finish cleaning up and go to bed early, I'll go first." ”

When Shishi heard my words, she immediately ran out of the kitchen, and she said to me in surprise, "Are you leaving?" ”

I nodded and smiled in response, "Well, it's late, it's time to go." ”

Shishi's expression was obviously a little lost, she looked at me, and after a moment of silence, she said to me weakly, "I thought you would spend the night here tonight......"

I reached out and gently squeezed her cheek, and replied, "Don't think about it, it's not like I'm not going to come to you in the future." It's just that I have to go to work tomorrow, so I have to go home tonight. ”

"Hmm."

Shishi answered softly, and then said to me, "Then you can drive away." ”

I smiled and replied very calmly: "That's your car, what am I driving away for?" ”

Shishi looked at me with a complicated look, she bit her lip, and then said to me: "Such an expensive car, you better keep it for yourself, I don't need you to give it to me." ”

"If you really don't like it, you can sell it, or keep it for your brother in the future."

I'm saying this very strongly.

Maybe Shishi was afraid that I would really lose my temper with her, and my attitude was indeed very resolute, so she chose to compromise.

She gave me a soft look and muttered, "I'll just take it, don't be upset." ”

"I'm not upset."

I deliberately smiled at her, and then prepared to open the door.

Shishi stretched out her hand to hold me and asked with concern, "You left the car to me, so how do you go?" ”

"Just take a taxi, it's fine."

"Oh...... Then you pay attention to safety. ”

I smiled and replied, "I'm a man with something to pay attention to, you go to bed quickly, I'm leaving." ”

"Well, bye-bye."

Walking out of the corridor of Shishi's house, I looked up and found that Shishi was standing by the windowsill at the moment, quietly looking at me. I felt warm in my heart, so I smiled and waved to her.

She smiled and waved at me, her eyes full of tenderness.

This made me inexplicably feel in love, as if I had returned to my student days, and all feelings were so simple.

Actually, I'm not sure what Shishi thinks in her heart, and I don't know what she thinks of me.

Frankly speaking, I haven't completely ruled out that she is the woman He Yongqiang deliberately planted next to me, but compared to this concern, I am more willing to believe in her and my own feelings.

With a cigarette in my mouth, I flagged down a taxi on the side of the street and headed home.

Half an hour later, the taxi stopped at the entrance of my complex.

I paid to get out of the car and walked slowly along the path in the darkness of the night.

There were no street lights in my area at the time, so it was very dark all around, and I couldn't see anything clearly.

But I'm used to this situation, so I didn't think much about it, and walked towards the door of the unit as usual.

As a result, just as I was halfway there, I suddenly heard a rush of footsteps behind me, which changed from light to heavy, and appeared behind me in an instant.

Before I could react, I felt as if something was being pushed against my lower back.

At the same time, a man's deep voice came from behind him: "Don't move. ”

At this point, I finally realized what the hell was that thing on my waist, it seemed to be a gun!

I wasn't 100% sure, but it was enough to make me give up my intention to resist, my heart began to beat uncontrollably, and my mind was completely panicked.

I subconsciously swallowed a mouthful of saliva, and then said to the man behind me, "I don't move, don't get excited." ”

The man didn't even bother me.

I was quite puzzled, I didn't know what his identity was, nor what his purpose was, but I vaguely felt that this man's voice seemed to be heard somewhere, but for a moment, I didn't remember anything.

Just as I was hesitating to say anything more to him, two more men came out from behind me, and all I saw was that they were both dressed in black suits, and one of them had a large sack in his hand.

I frowned, and before I could think about it, the man on the right put the sack in his hand over my head. This made my already dim vision instantly turn into pitch black, and I really couldn't see anything.

At the same time, the thing that was on my waist left a little, but it came back after the sack was down.

Then the man spoke again, and he said to me, "Don't be fearless in your resistance, or it may become very troublesome." ”

As soon as he said this, the two men standing next to me began to walk forward with me on their feet.

I couldn't tell the direction at all, so I could only cooperate honestly.

I don't think I had gone far before I was taken to a car.

I hurriedly took this opportunity to ask them, "Big brothers, where are you taking me?" ”

The people around me didn't say a word, as if there was no one around me.

I thought about it for a moment and asked again, "Then let me change the question, who asked you to arrest me?" ”

There was still no response.

Looks like these people aren't going to talk to me.

I was in a state of turmoil and panic because I didn't know what I was going to face next!

I could only try to calm myself down and think about if there was any way to get out of here.