Shen Mu took away the quilt that covered her entire face, opened her eyes, and looked out the window, the sky was still rich blue, just like the weather on the day she went abroad.

That day, she originally wanted to leave quietly, but she didn't expect to see Qin Shaoyang standing alone outside the door as soon as she went out, her white shirt was whiter than the clouds in the sky, and she was violently shaken by the summer wind, "You are leaving today?" Qin Shaoyang's eyes were indifferent.

Shen Mu nodded, "Hmm......" I originally wanted to say something else, but I felt that it was a bit redundant to say anything at the moment of parting, Qin Shaoyang approached her step by step, "Where are you going?" United Kingdom? ”

Shen Mu shook his head, "Go to Greece, my parents are over there, they miss me, I'll go see them......"

"I'll take you to the airport."

"No need to ......" may have refused too quickly, Shen Mu hurriedly explained, "I've grown up and don't need your care anymore...... Brother Shaoyang, you can't take care of me for the rest of my life. ”

"Shen Mu!" He still insisted.

"Sister Xinya is very good...... She needs you more than I ......" Bai Xinya's name immediately touched the sensitive nerves of the two, and Qin Shaoyang's footsteps stagnated, "Mu Mu...... Be careful on your own way. "I'll ......" Qin Shaoyang approached her, leaned over and dropped a shallow kiss on her cheek, "When you arrive, remember to give me a call."

"I will......"

Shen Mu quickly got into the car, and after the driver drove the car far away, she couldn't hold back, and when she looked back, Qin Shaoyang was still standing on the steps......

After coming to Greece, in the past few days, as soon as she closed her eyes, she would think of the scene of leaving, his lonely figure and the deep sadness in her eyes.

At this time, Father Shen walked in, "I really have no way to take you...... Father Shen said helplessly: "You can go with Ou Dongxu if you want, you can go wherever you want, and I won't stop you......"

Father Shen thought that this girl would immediately jump up from the bed, put her arms around his neck and said that her father still loved her the most, but this girl didn't do anything, Mu Na closed her eyes, and tears were about to pour out, "Shen Mu? What happened to you? Did something happen? Some time ago, I didn't keep shouting to go, and I didn't hesitate to cut off relations with me and go with that Ou Dongxu. ”

Shen Mu couldn't suppress the grievances in his heart at this moment, got up from the bed, and cried bitterly on Shen's father's shoulder, "Dad, I miss him so much!" ”

"Who do you think? That Ou Dongxu? Father Shen cupped her face pityingly and helped her wipe away her tears, "Did Ou Dongxu do something to you?" Did it hurt you? ”

Shen Mu kept shaking his head, "I really miss him...... I miss him more than he goes to study abroad...... It was me who left, but how do I think he went far away and never came back to me. ”

"I could have called him, I could still have met him, but I felt like I had completely lost him......"

In the past few days, Shen Mu finally figured out that what she had lost was not Qin Shaoyang, but that she had lost hope, and she knew that there was little hope before, but at least there was still hope, and she found a little happiness in the midst of gains and losses, and now she didn't even have any hope.

"Mu Mu ......" Shen's father's expression became solemn, "Is the person you love Shaoyang?!" ”

"I ......" Shen Mu also realized that he had said something he shouldn't have said, bit his lip fiercely, and stopped talking.

"Mu Mu, you tell your father the truth...... Do you love Shaoyang!? ”

Shen Mu burst into tears, "Yes...... Dad, I love Brother Shaoyang...... But he hasn't loved me all along, he was with Bai Xinya not long after he went abroad, I have seen the photos of them together, and I have also seen the letters Bai Xinya wrote to him, I can't break them up, I can't do this! ”

Father Shen was so angry that he didn't know what to say at the moment, he and his good brother were able to be together for these two children, and the two of them simply played the four words of old disrespect to the extreme, what should not be done, what should be done, they have done it.

"Shen Mu! Why are you so stupid! If you like it, you have to fight for it, and I didn't let this say! "Now that the wood is in the boat, he can't rely on the old to sell the old to force Qin Shaoyang to cancel the marriage contract.

"I know that Brother Shaoyang will not refuse me, although he will not be willing to ......"

"Dad knows......" Father Shen gently patted her back to soothe, "Mu Mu, now that Shaoyang is engaged, this path is your own choice, then you have to ......" She nodded, and finally understood a truth. "Dad, I know, I will bear this bitter fruit myself......"

After returning from Greece, Shen Mu has changed, going out with friends every day, singing and dancing, participating in all kinds of parties, the more crazy she plays, the more she likes it, she eats and drinks crazy every day, and she will go home when she is tired, because she can only fall asleep after exhaustion.

At the graduation party, a tall and handsome boy walked up to Shen Mu very gentlemanly, "Can I say a few words to you?" ”

Shen Mu looked at him carefully for a while, and then suddenly remembered that he was the little boy who had written love letters to her in junior high school, but in just a few years, the boy who gave her a headache had grown up. "Say it......"

The boy sat down next to her with a sincere attitude, "Can you be my girlfriend?" ”

It's this sentence again-

Shen Mu rubbed his forehead and said with a smile, "Then do you want to date me?" ”

Dating other boys may be a good way to heal emotional wounds, and the boy solemnly says, "It's not just dating, I want to marry you." ”

Shen Mu's smile froze, for a man, getting married means that they voluntarily give up their right to associate with other women, so this sentence is far more sincere than 'I love you' or 'we are together'.

A 'good' word, choked in her throat, couldn't make a sound, "Thank you......" she smiled again, "I'm sorry, I was touched by your words, but I can't promise you." ”

Fortunately, the boy didn't ask why, and she couldn't say why at all, not that she didn't like it, and it wasn't that she didn't want to find someone else to love her, she just wanted to have a serious relationship and live seriously, but she would accept it if she could completely erase the memories of another person in her mind.

But she knows that there are some things that cannot be shaken off in a lifetime, and memories are one of them, and that is the bridge of the soul.

Shen Mu walked to the bar, picked up the champagne bottle and drank it, drank a third of it in one go, loved, listened, knew how to protect herself, and knew how to give up that meaningless insistence, but for Qin Shaoyang, she still didn't give up, she just chose to continue her crush and not let anyone know.

That night, Shen Mu staggered home, and when she was lying on the sofa, Shen's father came out and no longer tolerated her recent self-torture behavior that was almost insane.

"Enough is enough! Shen Mu, do you know what you're doing! ”

"Of course I ......know," Shen Mu smiled with a blurred look in his eyes, "I'm eighteen years old this year and graduated...... I take responsibility for my actions! Father Shen opened his mouth solemnly and picked up his mobile phone from the table, "Do you want me to call him back immediately!" Let him take a good look at the ghost you look like now! ”

Shen Mu immediately came to his senses and rushed over to grab his phone, "Dad, I will never go out again, and I will never go out to play again!" Father Shen held her trembling hands distressedly, "Why don't you tell him if you love him?" Isn't that hard? ”

Shen Mu said: "Dad, what if he cancels the marriage contract?" I'm only eighteen years old, and I'm confident I'll make it through...... And I don't want him to wronged himself for me and give up his ideals......"

In the next few months, Shen Mu really stopped going out to play crazy, and devoted all her energy to studying, and she took the entrance exam for the European Conservatory.

On the day she got the admission letter, Shen Mu also understood that it was time for her to leave, she had been busy for the past few months, and her thoughts about Qin Shaoyang had not been diluted by time, but were getting stronger and stronger, and she thought that she might have to go as far as possible.

In the dead of night, Shen Mu sat alone in Qin Shaoyan's room, she opened the photo album on the table, he had already returned to the berry country, with his beloved woman, leaving only the photo album in her hand, so that she could only reminisce about the love and care she had had, Shen Mu sighed lightly, put the album in the suitcase, next month she will officially turn eighteen years old, she is about to leave home, the admission letter of the College of Europe has been received, and she will also go to Europe to start a new life.

Shen Mu didn't imagine that ordinary lovelorn girls would destroy all the traces of her love, and she chose to take away all the memories that belonged to Qin Shaoyang, even if the memories would be yellowed and faded sooner or later, she had to take them away.

She opened the drawer, there were car keys in it, it was the car that Qin Shaoyang usually came back to drive, and there was a mobile phone that had been eliminated a few years ago, picked it up and looked at it, everything was in good condition, it should still work, she just wanted to throw the phone in the suitcase, and suddenly found that the number 1 on the phone had been worn away, she was immediately a little curious, wondering who would be set by him as 1, she? Or Bai Xinya?

With curiosity, Shen Mu took out his mobile phone card, put it in, turned it on, and a tongue-sticking grimace immediately appeared on the screen, and the fleshy face was squeezed together, which was particularly ridiculous and cute.

At first glance, Shen Mu remembered that at that time, in order to let Qin Shaoyang think of herself often, she deliberately took this photo and set it to his mobile phone screen, but she didn't think that Qin Shaoyang's mobile phone would be changed one after another, but this photo was always the cover of his mobile phone.

Shen Mu sat blankly for a while on the phone, then remembered to press 1, and soon the mobile phone in her bag rang......

She suddenly wanted to call him and listen to his voice calling herself, but because she was afraid that she would cry, she gave up and unconsciously pressed the video on her phone, and there was only one file name in the list: Mu Mu.

I thought it was because she didn't pay attention to the clips he spoofed, so she clicked on it curiously, and when Ou Dongxu lying on the hospital bed appeared on the screen, and she was taking care of her, she couldn't believe what she saw.

In the video, she and Ou Dongxu chatted, chatted about the past, talked about the future, listened to music together, looked forward to a better future, and encouraged each other...... There was also a time when Ou Dongxu was in a bad mood, scolded her, and asked her to leave, but she didn't leave, insisted on staying, and even she cried and said to Ou Dongxu: "I'm not sympathizing with you...... I really don't, I know you don't really want to drive me away, you don't want to see other people's sympathy for you, but I really don't sympathize with you, and I don't feel guilty......"

And she also had a paragraph that was deleted, if she remembered correctly, when she said: "Dongxu, I really appreciate you...... When you sing, I think you can infect everyone with your singing. In the next video, it was she peeling fruit for Ou Dongxu, her finger was accidentally scratched, Ou Dongxu didn't expect to pull her hand, suck the blood out with her mouth, and when she raised her eyes, Ou Dongxu's eyes were full of love.

But she withdrew her hand, and then the nurse came in, and said to them with an envious smile, "You are so dear, and you are dying of envy!" ”

And her rebuttal to the nurse was also deleted, and the rest was that she ran into the bathroom to treat the wound with a shy face, and then what she said to Ou Dongxu when she left, "I'm going home, and I'll come to see you tomorrow." ”

The scene after she left is also in the video, the nurse smiled and said to Ou Dongxu: "Your little girlfriend is so good to you." ”

Ou Dongxu looked at the direction she left, and reluctantly spoke, "She is probably my sunshine ......"

Holding her phone tightly, she originally thought that Qin Shaoyang was worried that she would let people record her in the hospital, but after seeing these edited videos, she immediately denied this cognition, because with Qin Shaoyan's pride, he would not do anything to edit the video at all, so there is only one possibility, and the person who did it was Ou Yuyan except Ou Dongxu.

The later video clips are getting more and more outrageous, one of which is Ou Dongxu holding her hand and asking her gently: "Are you willing to go to Europe with me to study music after graduation?" I'll take you to Vienna, Czech ...... Take you anywhere in the world where you want to go. ”

And she lowered her head, her expression was unknown, but she could clearly hear her answer a yes.

Shen Mu wondered if she had amnesia, and after thinking about it carefully, she remembered that she obviously didn't promise Ou Dongxu, but why was this good word so clear?

It seems that this collection of videos is really very technical, and they really took great pains...... But Shen Mu didn't feel aggrieved at all, he just wanted to know what Qin Shaoyang thought in his heart after seeing these videos at that time...... Sighing deeply, she took out the black sunspot from the drawer again, and opened it to be a men's watch. She hurriedly reached out and touched the watch in her hand......

The two watches, both in terms of style and material, are from the same master, and the original gift for her fifteenth birthday was a couple of watches...... No, wait, did she miss something? Or is there a misunderstanding of something?

Shen Mu immediately dialed Qin Shaoyang's phone, and the voice over there soon came, "Mu Mu? ”

This was the first time she heard Qin Shaoyang's voice in four months since he got engaged.