Chapter 205: I didn't have the face to see her, and I didn't dare

Jin Sinan stared at Tang Yin's pupils and shrank fiercely, and suddenly stood up from the ground.

Because of drinking too much, he got up too violently, and he stumbled twice for a while and fell on the bed on the side.

He got up from the bed a little helplessly, and when Tang Yin was worried about him and walked in front of him, he tightened Tang Yin's collar: "You say, what?!" ”

Tang Yin felt that the strength of being held was a little tight, but at this time, he didn't dare to refute, he could only sigh slightly, and told him about the fact that he went to find Xie Chonglou today: "The marks on her wrist are very clear, it should be a ...... that happened recently."

Jin Sinan's brain was a little dull, and he didn't react until now, there was something wrong with what Tang Yin said, he shook it twice, let go of the hand holding Tang Yin, and there was a faint pain in his eyes.

It's because of him.

It's all because of him!

"She can't see it if you make it like this now." Seeing Jin Sinan becoming more and more decadent, Tang Yin couldn't help but speak, "In this matter, since you feel that you are wrong and want to admit your mistake, then you can admit it." ”

"What's the use of drinking here? It's impossible for her to come here, and she can't see your sad appearance, so naturally she won't feel the slightest bit distressed, what you have to do, you have to show it. ”

Jin Sinan didn't speak, just lay on the bed, but the thoughts in his head were very chaotic, a lot, just like a ball of yarn, he couldn't sort it out at all.

"Forget it, think about it yourself." Tang Yin was helpless, if Jin Sinan couldn't think about these things clearly, no matter how much he said, it would be in vain.

Jin Sinan was soon left alone in the room.

The strong smell of wine filled the room, and seemed to show the confusion of the owner.

……

"Tell me, what's the point?"

In the café, Ye Zhan glanced up at the man opposite, his face was cold and calm, his right hand stirred the coffee in the cup with a spoon, and with his posture of raising Erlang's legs at this time, he looked very leisurely.

Ye Zhan was really surprised.

Not long after he came out of the Ye family, he was stopped by the man in front of him, Jin Sinan.

I guess I'm here to find fault.

Ye Zhan's first impression was like this, but Jin Sinan actually asked very calmly: "Find a café and sit together!" ”

No matter how peaceful it is, you can feel the urgency in it.

Ye Zhan was very curious, what was it that could make a person like Jin Sinan who was moody and arrogant make a disguised compromise, so he agreed to Jin Sinan's request.

Sitting in the café at this time, Jin Sinan did not speak.

Ye Zhan was not annoyed, and simply took the initiative to bring up the topic.

Jin Sinan also raised his head, looked at Ye Zhan, saw that his expression was calm, and he didn't seem to care about the reason he was looking for, and after pursing his lips slightly, he finally asked: "Chonglou her...... Did something happen to you before? ”

Thinking that Xie Chonglou might commit suicide by cutting his wrists, Jin Sinan felt that he couldn't ask that sentence, so he could only ask euphemistically.

Unexpectedly, Ye Zhan misunderstood.

Ye Zhan's face turned cold, and he sneered: "Mr. Jin, you are really powerful!" So much has happened, and you still don't feel guilty at all? I still care about those things that are already unreal. ”

"I ......"

"You can not believe me, but Chonglou's character is very good, and she is also a very principled girl, not the bewitching shellfish you are exposed to, you don't want to meet such a person yourself, just think that the whole world is such a person."

"Your ex-girlfriend, at first glance, is not a stable master, with a peach blossom face, uneasy in the room, isn't it a matter of time before she breaks up with you? Now that you're back, you want to be with her yourself, and you're going to splash dirty water on you? ”

Jin Sinan still doesn't understand now, Ye Zhan is misunderstood.

He pursed the corners of his lower lip, a touch of complexity crossed his eyes, and said, "I'm not asking about this - I mean, Chonglou her, did she commit suicide." ”

lest Ye Zhan talk more and more outrageous, and when he was told about these past distrusts of Xie Chonglou, he always felt that there was a knife that kept stabbing back and forth, making him feel painful and regretful at the same time.

Ye Zhan was stunned.

He didn't answer immediately, but looked at Jin Sinan.

Ye Zhan looked carefully, and naturally saw the worry and helplessness that flashed in Jin Sinan's eyes at this time, and suddenly felt a little ridiculous: "What are you doing here?" Want to repent of everything you've done? ”

Without waiting for Jin Sinan to answer, Ye Zhan's words fell again: "Yes, as you think, she did commit suicide." ”

In one sentence, Jin Sinan's complexion changed greatly.

It didn't end there.

Ye Zhan said what happened that day: "She is lifeless, she has no nostalgia for this world at all, even if we look at her very closely, she still found an opportunity and cut her wrist with a knife." ”

"You know, her wrists are very thin."

At that moment, she used a lot of force, and there was no nostalgia at all, as if she didn't feel pain, and she cut very deeply! Even when it came to stitching, it took the doctor six hours. ”

"Do you know what the doctor said at the time?"

Jin Sinan listened to Ye Zhan's statement of the details and process of the day, his hands holding the coffee cup were tightening and loosening, trembling slightly, and even his body trembled slightly.

When asked, he only felt that his eyes were very sour, and his throat was more like a ball of cotton blocking, making him open his mouth several times, but he couldn't even say a word, and his heart was full of trouble, as if there was a great sage who was making trouble in the heavenly palace.

Ye Zhan didn't think about really letting Jin Sinan answer.

When he saw the appearance made by Jin Sinan, he sighed sarcastically and continued: "He said, if she is one step late, she will really die, and the distance between her and the Hades Palace is only one step away!" The wrist was even more injured, and it was impossible to lift any heavy objects in the future. ”

"Do you think that's the result?"

"No, it's not."

"You don't know, when she woke up, the first thing she asked was, 'Is there a hospital in the Hades Palace?'! At that time, the smile on her face was as if she had accomplished something big. ”

Speaking of what happened that time, Ye Zhan still had palpitations and was full of heartache.

"It's all because of you!"

When Ye Zhan said the words, he was full of resentment, and looked at Jin Sinan's eyes, full of hatred: "If it weren't for you, she wouldn't have suffered these painful things at all, and if it weren't for you, her depression wouldn't have worsened!" ”

Jin Sinan was stunned for a moment, but he didn't say anything.

He didn't know what else to say.

From the beginning to the end, this matter is wrong, and in the back, it is even more wrong, and he has no way to deny the wrong things he has done, and he can't argue for himself......

It's just that when he heard Ye Zhan's last sentence, Jin Sinan's eyes flashed slightly: "What do you mean, depression is aggravated......"

"You ask me?"

Ye Zhan seemed to have heard a joke: "This should ask yourself, what did you do yourself, don't you have any count in your heart?" Her depression is not new, but when she was hospitalized, it already showed it. ”

"When I met her in the hospital at that time, I realized that she might have a psychological problem, so I took her out for a walk."

Under his words, Jin Sinan also thought of what happened that time.

He still remembers that time Ye Zhan and Xie Chonglou went to drag racing and entered the police station, he looked for Xie Chonglou for a long time, and finally brought Xie Chonglou back at Xie Chonglou's best friend Mai Sui's house.

It turned out that at that time, it was ......

"Jin Sinan, you are really good!" Ye Zhan taunted unceremoniously, "A good girl, who is by your side, but you have been tormented by you and all the psychological problems have come out." ”

"Still, it's all right."

"You don't love her, you don't love her, in this world, there are still many people who love her and love her, you used to hurt unscrupulously because there was no one behind her, but now, you can't do it anymore."

JK Group is a big tree, where can they be compared.

Even the companies owned by the Ye family, which have a background, are not comparable to the JK Group, not to mention, Chi Feng, the current leader of the JK Group, is a successful and very powerful man.

Jin Sinan didn't know how he got back to Tianqin Bay Villa.

Her mind was chaotic, and her ears kept recalling the last words Ye Zhan said before leaving: "That stupid girl thinks that everything is her fault, she can't get out of that horn at all, in fact, isn't she the biggest victim of your mother and son's game?" ”

Oh, yes......

No matter how much you deny it, this is also a fact.

The old lady of his family tried to control his life, he was unwilling to be arranged by anyone to arrange his life, and Xie Chonglou, who fell in the middle, became a cannon fodder-like existence, and what she endured in the Jin family's days was ...... Isn't it all about this fact?

Jin Sinan originally wanted to ask Ye Zhan where Xie Chonglou was now, but when he got to the back, he found that he was not worthy of asking those words at all.

What kind of face does he have to see Xie Chonglou again?

Seeing her again, will it arouse her sadness?

"Young Master......"

Under the chaotic thoughts, Jin Sinan only heard a voice beside him, but he didn't hear the nervousness in the words, and just walked into the living room in a daze.

"Anan, you're finally back."

At this moment, a female voice with surprise sounded, but soon, Mrs. Jin, the owner of the voice, frowned and reprimanded: "What do you look like and what kind of system do you become?" listless. ”

Mrs. Jin's words did not make Jin Sinan feel any interest, and he straightened up to go upstairs.

Mrs. Jin stopped him: "What kind of attitude do you have?" ”

She lowered her voice and said a little seriously: "I know you're in a bad mood, but this life has to go on, people have to look forward, okay, it's just a woman, what's the big deal." ”

Mrs. Jin said so, reached out and patted the back of Jin Sinan's hand, and then pulled Jin Sinan to turn around, her tone was raised, with a smile: "Come, Mom will introduce you, this is Chen's daughter-"