Suppressing the clutter of my thoughts, I forced myself to compose.

"Excuse me, you go on." With a calm return on my face, I looked at the nonsense.

I didn't seem to expect that I would become calm so quickly.

Hu Yanzhi's dark eyes examined me for a long time before he grinned: "Okay, I'll satisfy your curiosity." ”

He tapped the desk with his restrained right hand: "When I saw the contents on it, I had the same idea as you, thinking that someone had thrown the garbage on the ground, so I casually threw it into the trash can next to me. After a while, I went back to the hall and went to talk to the patients who didn't understand what I was saying! Hehe, you also know that if you don't communicate with people for a long time, people will go crazy. So, I often go and talk to them, even if it's ...... They had no idea what I was talking about. ”

"And then? What did you find after that? Zhao Qiqi interrupted the nonsense and asked.

Hu Yanzhi was unexpectedly not angry, just glanced at Zhao Qiqi slightly, and followed her words: "After that, after the time to play on the first floor was over, I was also taken back to the ward." Then came the repetitive and boring days, and then, I don't know how long, I was taken to a new ward, where I met Mina. ”

"And what did she tell you that made you suddenly decide to rebel against the people in the courtyard again?" Wang Yi asked.

Hu Yanzhi shook his shoulders, with an expression that we already knew: "I guess you've heard those people say that what Mina told me is probably that this world is fake, and she wants to destroy this fake world and then escape or something." I admit that when I first saw her, I did feel that she had an aura that was different from ordinary people, and this aura made people want to surrender and follow. Still, my sanity kept my mind within control of my somewhat ridiculous thoughts. Because although I studied philosophy, my materialist worldview since I was a child was not so easily influenced by people's words. So, I just thought she was a kind of interesting madman, and after listening to her, I turned around and didn't care much. ”

When the six of us heard this, we were all a little surprised.

"In this way, what Yin Ruiping said is not all true, you were not affected by Mina's words at all, so what are you responsible for...... Why do you commit self-harm? I've heard...... You're constantly banging your head against the wall, and you're writing on the wall all the time. "I thought about it for a long time, but I decided to tell what I heard from Yin Ruiping directly.

Hearing this, a look of self-deprecation crossed his eyes, and he looked towards the window again, looking at the peaceful scenery of birds and insects chirping outside.

"It's also false to say that it hasn't been affected at all, but it's not to the extent that her behavior is controlled by her, at least I still have the senses...... At least the first time. He said, as if caught up in a memory: "Two days later...... The hospital inexplicably transferred me to a separate ward on the sixth floor, and told me that someone would come to interview me today, and then ......"

"And then?" I subconsciously made a swallowing motion, nervously repeating his words.

With that, his head jerked in my direction.

I was startled by his somewhat demonic eyes, and subconsciously took two steps back before standing still.

"You should be able to guess what happened next, right?"

I stared intently at Hu Yanzhi, my mouth seemed to have an autonomous consciousness, and I slowly spoke: "You mean, next, you saw a group of us walking into this ward and interviewing you, right?" ”

Zhang Qiang looked at me with a frightened expression with some puzzlement: "Gao Wei, you ...... You okay? Even if that's the case, you don't have to be scared like this, right? ”

"Yes, Gao Wei, what's wrong with you?" When Du Deming heard this, he also turned his head to look at me, and when he saw my pale face, he also asked puzzled.

"No, no, it's not this ...... I'm really afraid of," I shook my head.

What I was really afraid of was that deep down in my heart that I had not had a premonition for a long time hit me again.

It was an instinctive fear of danger.

I tried to avoid the nonsense, but my body forced me to look directly at him.

A voice in my heart told me that what he said next would completely change our worldview.

I'm aware of that, but ...... I tried to stop it, but it was too late.

Hu Yanzhi looked at the group of us, and slowly spoke again: "When you hear this, do you feel that there is nothing here?" That's what I thought at first. It wasn't until after the interview with you that day that I was forcibly given sedative medication by the nurse. I was groggy and had no idea where I was. However, when I woke up again, I found myself standing in the empty waiting room with no one again, not far in front of me, still lying on the crumpled paper, and then I walked over again uncontrollably to pick it up, open it, and go back to the ward, and then it was another boring time, and then I met Mina again, and she said those chilling words to me, and then I was moved into a separate room, interviewed by you, and then given sedatives by the nurses...... I lived like this, and I don't know how long this cycle of life was repeated, and one day, I finally remembered it all!! It's all a conspiracy!! ”

When Hu Yanzhi said the last few words, he almost gritted his teeth.

His expression suddenly became a little hideous, beads of sweat began to flow from his forehead, and his breathing became rapid.

No, rather, he was afraid of something...... Afraid, is he telling us about the very thing itself?

Before I could shake the goosebumps on my body, Hu Yanzhi's voice sounded again: "I finally remembered that we have had this conversation countless times, but my mouth is like it is no longer mine, obviously I have told you the same conversation countless times, but I still can't help but tell you the same thing again." It's four o'clock in the afternoon, and in seven minutes, five men in overalls will force their way into the room and inject me with sedative drugs. And then another cycle, hahaha, you say, am I crazy, or is the world crazy?? ”

We were horrified to hear what he was saying, but I didn't know what was going on, but I actually kind of believed what he said.

At this moment, Zhao Qiqi's eyes flashed, interrupting his hysterical accusation: "Wait, we won't comment on the truth of these things you said for the time being." However, there seems to be a passage missing from your words - Yin Ruiping said that the night you and Mina were admitted to the same ward, you had already lost control of your emotions, broke free from your restraint clothes, and then began to hit the wall continuously, and then cut your fingers with a knife to write on the wall. None of this seems to be in your description, can you explain why? ”