Chapter 905: Chu Ao, who regrets not being at the beginning
The moment he saw his father's familiar and kind, unfamiliar and extremely distant face, Chu Ao's eyes turned red unconsciously.
The gray-haired man in front of him, but his body is extremely strong, is his father?
Is his dad still alive?
Or is it ......
He and his dad are dead?
If he and his father were both dead, how could they be in the same place?
Shouldn't a person like him go to the eighteen levels of hell?
None of that matters now, though!
It's nice to open your eyes and see that his father cares so much about him.
This is the care and love from his father that he has always longed for, but has never received!
Chu Ao had imagined countless times that his father could look at him with such tenderness as he did now.
He still remembered that he had a high fever when he was a child, and when he was dazed, it was as if he saw his father standing in front of him with a distressed face, and his red eyes seemed to be flowing with tears.
However, when he struggled to open his eyes, he realized that it was nothing more than his hallucination.
His father didn't show up at all......
He fantasized countless times that his father could identify with him and give him more attention and love.
Whenever he needed it, he wished his father could look at him so tenderly as he did now.
It's a pity that all those warm moments once existed only in his fantasies.
And now......
He actually saw his father like this!
In fact, after so many days of torture, he was already on the verge of a complete collapse of despair......
In the past few days, he has also reflected on many things that have happened in his life.
It's ridiculous to say that Chu Ao actually feels more and more that he is too much of a thing......
Before his mother was seriously ill and dying, he and his eldest brother clearly took his mother's hand and promised his mother that his mother would respect, take care of, and be filial to his father.
But later, when he grew up, he forgot all about these promises.
As he and his father become more and more estranged, he has to find another backer to save his position and even his life.
At first, he was afraid of death, and he was afraid that if he died, there would be nothing.
And in the past few days, after he has been tortured, his fear has actually turned into a fear of seeing his mother after death, but he has no face for her.
Later, when I thought about it carefully, in his impression, his mother was such a gentle, beautiful and virtuous woman, and what he did during his lifetime, he was afraid that even if he died, he would not be worthy of going to the same place with his mother......
He's going to hell.
Thinking like this, Chu Ao was much more relieved.
At the same time, these days, Chu Ao has gone from being full of resentment and anger at the beginning to actually missing his father incomparably.
In fact, for so many years, he and his father have always been together less and more separated.
Even if his father came back from the border, he tried his best to avoid his father and not see him.
Anyway, as soon as they met, his father didn't like him anywhere.
Every time they met, his father would find various reasons to scold him.
And every time he saw his father, he was afraid, hateful and aggrieved.
If that is the case, then why bother to block each other?
Therefore, over the years, Chu Ao and his father have really spent very little time together.
Before this, it can be said that even if he hasn't seen his father for a few years, Chu Ao won't have any unusual feelings in his heart.
And now, he began to look forward to seeing his father again before he died......
At that time, he saw that his father was struck by lightning, and he ran out of the general's mansion in impulse.
Because at that moment he suddenly realized that he didn't want his father to really lose his life and leave him forever.
He wanted to go to the mysterious man and tell him that he regretted it and that he was willing to pay anything in exchange for the antidote to the parasitic Gu.
It's a pity that the mysterious man once again clearly told him that there is no cure for the parasitic Gu.
Chu Ao, who regretted not being at the beginning, learned that the parasitic Gu was really incurable, and then lost his soul and wanted to return home.
However, he was directly knocked unconscious and taken away......
What followed was a series of tortures.
It wasn't until not long ago that he was rescued from the prison in Zuo Xiang's mansion by the man dressed in black.
So......
He didn't know what happened next, and he didn't know what happened to his father after he was struck by lightning.
But no matter what, his father was hit by the parasitic Gu that he personally placed in his body.
In any case, his father is afraid that his life will not be long......
Thinking of this, Chu Ao regretted his annoyance!
He couldn't understand why he really did something to his father at that time?
He knew that there was no cure for the parasitic Gu, and he knew that those who fell for the poison of the parasitic Gu would definitely die.
But even so, he didn't hesitate to poison his father.
Although the last bowl of soup with parasitic Gu poison was sent by his wife, when Chu Ao heard that his wife came back and told him happily that his father was full of surprise after hearing that this bowl of soup was made by him and then drank the soup all in one fell sour......
However, now that the decision has been made and the action has been taken, there is no way back for him.
From the moment he decided to poison his father, there was no way back for him!
However......
Now he regrets it!
That's his father, the person he once loved the most in his heart!
Every time in the dead of night, especially whenever Chu Ao was alone, he would feel particularly puzzled, why his father should be the closest person to him in this world, but why has he and his father become estranged so far now?
His mother died early, and his mother had already left him when he was a child.
It is precisely because the three brothers have no mother when they are very young, so his father has always been so busy but extremely serious about taking care of their lives.
From a very young age, the three brothers and his father have lived together for their lives......
In his world as a child, his father and his brother were all he had!
Although occasionally he would be jealous that his brother was better than him, and he would feel that his father loved his brother and brother more, but in his heart, his father has always been the person he admires the most and is closest to him......
But now, why is this happening?
He also thought that he had done so many unreasonable bastard things, and his father would abandon him, ignore him, and leave him to fend for himself......
However, just when he was about to lose it and thought that he was really going to die here, he closed his eyes in pain and despair, he opened his eyes again and saw that it was his father......
Looking at his father's distressed and worried expression, Chu Ao's thoughts were suddenly pulled back to his childhood.
There were too many things that had been forgotten by him because of the passage of time, and all of a sudden poured into Chu Ao's mind......