Chapter 485: It Was My Mistake
Finally, Yao Siman's uncontrollable emotions stabilized little by little......
The girl was in a daze, suddenly remembered something, gasped for heavy breathing, and opened her eyes in a hurry, what she saw was no longer a terrible picture, but Lu Xiaoran's arrogant posture.
Her mood was complicated, when she thought that Lu Xiaoran was still dead, she stared at the other party in disappointment, and the next moment, she hurriedly raised her head and began to look Tong Minkun up and down very nervously.
Seeing that there was a trace of blood on the corner of the other party's mouth, and he only suffered a little skin trauma, Yao Siman mentioned the heart in his throat, and suddenly fell to the ground!
In the next second, due to the excessive fright and the previous emotional out-of-control, Yao Siman's body went soft, and it was suddenly pitch black in front of him, and the whole person completely lost consciousness......
Sensing that something seemed to be wrong with the girl in his arms, Tong Minkun's heart chuckled, and when he lowered his eyes, his face suddenly turned pale with fright when he saw the girl's paralyzed appearance!
"Little man, little man! Wake up!
Little vine! Little vine! ”
Tong Minkun panicked all of a sudden, and gently slapped the girl's face with his hand, at a loss, so he could only call her name over and over again in her ear like crazy.
At this time, seeing that the situation was not right, Lu Xiaoran's body was inexplicably cold, and he also came over.
didn't have time to regret or think about it, Tong Minkun staggered and picked up Yao Siman and ran out, Lu Xiaoran was flustered and chased after him.
Seeing Tong Minkun hugging Yao Siman and Lu Xiaoran with a nervous face beside him, the three of them ran from the top floor of the high school to the downstairs, and then rushed all the way to the direction of the infirmary, which caused everyone to talk about it again.
No one knows what happened between these three men!
Only Sun Qianqian, who only knew a little, was stupid when she saw Yao Siman being carried downstairs by Tong Minkun in a coma!
Obviously said that he wanted to help Yao Siman eliminate the psychological shadow of his childhood, how did he get it like this?!
Sun Qianqian was stunned for a while, then came back to her senses and followed in a hurry.
Several people came to the infirmary together in a hurry, and after being examined by Dr. Liu, they said that Yao Siman was just in a coma and there was no major problem, which made Lu Xiaoran, Tong Minkun and Sun Qianqian breathe a sigh of relief.
After making sure that Yao Siman's body was fine, Lu Xiaoran took Sun Qianqian away, and then called Tong Minkun out of the infirmary.
In the quiet corridor outside the infirmary, two long and tall figures faced each other, and the atmosphere was filled with helplessness.
"Although it scared Xiaoman today, we at least know what the reason for her heart knot is, and it can be regarded as a good progress.
I couldn't have done more for her in the future.
I know I read that right, you really mean to her.
I hope you can take her out of that darkness and untie the knot in her heart. This time, it was still Lu Xiaoran who took the lead in breaking the silence between the two.
Thinking that the person who could stabilize the girl's mood was Tong Minkun, Lu Xiaoran's heart was inexplicably filled with a sadness that could not be spoken.
"Hmm." Tong Minkun looked at Lu Xiaoran with complicated eyes, and answered softly, his heart fluctuated.
"Also, Tong Minkun, when Xiaoman wakes up, what will you say about today's events, you should know, right?" Lu Xiaoran raised his eyebrows and asked again.
Hearing this, Tong Minkun nodded with a complicated expression, "Well, I know." ”
"Okay, then let's keep our own secrets."
At this point, Lu Xiaoran paused, a strange light flashed in the depths of his eyes, and he suddenly turned his back, "Tong Minkun, in fact, you don't have to deliberately avoid it.
In fact, Xiaoman, she ...... I like someone else. ”
After saying it in a low tone, Lu Xiaoran left with a heavy and lonely heart.
Until he couldn't see Lu Xiaoran anymore, Tong Minkun was still thoughtfully stunned in place.
recalled what Lu Xiaoran said to himself at the end, obviously he could understand every word, but when they were connected, he couldn't understand them at all!
What did Lu Xiaoran know?
Small vine ...... How is it possible to like someone else?
And if there was someone else in her heart?
Who is that person!
The more Tong Minkun thought about it, the more confused he became, his delicate long eyebrows were tightly pressed together, and his heart seemed to have knocked over the five-flavor bottle, and he didn't know whether to be happy or sad......
Putting away the confused thoughts that had no clue in his heart, Tong Minkun's eyes fell in the direction of the infirmary, thought about it, and finally picked up his mobile phone, and clicked on a video that Lu Xiaoran had just sent him with some curiosity.
Immediately afterwards, Yao Siman's figure appeared on the screen of the mobile phone, and then what came into his ears was a familiar singing, which sounded like a heavenly sound, but mixed with a bitter loneliness and loneliness, as if it was very penetrating, deeply penetrating into Tong Minkun's heart, inexplicably making him vulnerable, making him can't help but want to cry.
The girl who was singing on the screen wore a fairy cherry blossom-colored one-shoulder chiffon dress, standing under the brilliant and colorful lights, as beautiful as a colorful butterfly, falling under Tong Minkun's eyes, always the angel who was more beautiful than the stars and brighter than diamonds.
Listening to this familiar song, Tong Minkun's thoughts drifted to the past inexplicably.
He remembered that it was not long after the start of the first semester.
For a while, Yao Siman has been very obsessed with Ah San's song "Lonely Singing", humming this song in his mouth, chatting about Ah San's affairs, and even saving money to buy an album of Ah San, saying that he wanted to support her.
That afternoon, they sat by the river as usual.
After finishing their homework together, Tong Minkun took out his beloved purple harmonica, smiled at the girl angrily, and said a little mysteriously: "Xiaoman, I just learned a new tune in the past two days, will I play it to you?" ”
When the girl heard that the other party was going to play a tune for herself, her eyes lit up, and she nodded again and again like a chicken pecking rice, "Mmmmmmmm ”
"Let's talk about it first.
Then I'll accompani, and you'll sing it later! Tong Minkun asked with a grin.
"What's the song? Will I? Yao Siman pouted, and put his hands on his cheeks, feeling a little bottomless.
She's not a song library!
However, at the moment when the other party played the harmonica, when she looked at the smiling peach blossom eyes of the young man next to her, the corners of her mouth involuntarily curved a beautiful arc, and she smiled so cutely.
It was a new song "Lonely Singing" that he specially carried her on her back and learned to play for several days, just to make her happy and make her laugh.
On that day in my memory, the river was clear, the sunset was colorful, and there were particularly strange singing and harmonica sounds floating in my ears.
That year, the girl was sad because she couldn't sing the loneliness in the song, but now, Tong Minkun is distressed that the girl finally sang the loneliness in the song......
"It's dark like it won't dawn anymore
It doesn't matter if it's tomorrow or not
Just quietly, it's hard to give up watching youth
The tears are still hot, and the tear stains are cold......"
Tong Minkun stared intently at the screen of the mobile phone, until the girl finished singing the last lyrics with sadness, his eyes quietly flashed with a touch of pain, holding the mobile phone tightly and pressing it against the position of his heart, leaning softly against the wall.
At this moment, his chest was filled with regret and self-blame, and he felt as if his heart was about to be crushed.
"Xiaoman, I misunderstood you, I was wrong.
I'm damn it...... It hurts your heart like this!
I should have made you happy, but I caused you to taste loneliness.
You haven't changed, you're still you, it's me who has changed, it's me damned, it's me who has changed......"
Tong Minkun looked at the window in the distance with a dazzling light shining through, and there was a painful and depressed sigh wafting in the air.
On the other side, Lu Xiaoran had just left not long ago, his eyebrows were heavy, he slowly took out the mobile phone in his pocket, clicked on Lu Zhennan's mobile phone number, and dialed it.
"You tell him for me, and what I promised will be done.
I have completely broken off with her, and I will not have anything to do with her in the future, I hope he can also do what he promised me, let her continue to stay in school, and give her a peaceful life......"