Chapter 150: Get along
"No need, Qingqing is groping for learning while taking care of me, it's not easy, the so-called learning, there's no need for it, right?" Lin Xiaoxia really felt that Ji Zhe was a little strange, how could he be so gentle and considerate today when he didn't want to touch a man who usually didn't want to touch her? It made Lin Xiaoxia a little unaccustomed, she was still resisting Ji Zhe's action of holding her hand, and reminded: "What's wrong with you?" I just said it's cold, but I didn't say that I need someone to warm me, just go back to the room to warm up, you let me go. ”
"If you want me to let go of you, at least you have to take care of your body, so that you will have the strength to refute me, looking at your weak appearance now, where you have the strength to beat me?" As soon as the words came out, Ji Zhe regretted it a little, and when he returned to Ji's way, he clearly reminded himself that he couldn't say anything unscrupulous to Lin Xiaoxia again, and he wanted to find an opportunity to apologize, but now? Because of Lin Xiaoxia's stubbornness, he said something insincere.
Lin Xiaoxia was also stunned, but she still stubbornly withdrew her hand from Ji Zhe's palm, and in the face of his kindness, Lin Xiaoxia just replied perfunctorily: "Then please don't forget, who is the culprit who caused me to look like this?" Ji Zhe, I don't know what's wrong with you? Why did you start caring about me when your temperament changed so much? But I just want to tell you, this kind of care you have for me now, rather than making me accept it, makes me feel a little afraid, God knows when your current thoughtfulness will disappear without a trace? ”
At this moment, Ji Zhe seemed to see a panicked look in Lin Xiaoxia's eyes, and he realized that his harm to Lin Xiaoxia had already penetrated deep into the bone marrow, and it was not something that he could resolve with a word or two of apologies. My heart has never been painful, why does it hurt endlessly now? Could it be that you also began to resent your original cruelty? ”
At lunchtime, Lin Xiaoxia did not come downstairs to eat, but instructed Qingqing to bring lunch to the upstairs room, and Ji Zhe asked the maid why? Could it be that she even feels disgusted to eat at the same table with him now? But the maid replied: "Since the first day the young lady moved in, I chose to eat in the room, saying that the space is smaller, and it will not seem so empty, and then I heard Qingqing say that before in Shi's, Chairman Shi would almost take time out of every meal to accompany the young lady to dine, probably because he was used to it, so after coming to Ji's, he would feel a little uncomfortable, right?" ”
Shi Mo Ling him, did he start spoiling Lin Xiaoxia like this early in the morning? This makes Ji Zhe ashamed, if he doesn't know her identity, then maybe until now, Ji Zhe hates Lin Xiaoxia, right? But counting it, Lin Xiaoxia has never done anything to hurt him or embarrass him, although many times Ji Zhe is deliberately finding fault, but Lin Xiaoxia still gives him a lot of face and lets him go down the stairs, although he never expresses it, but silently endures his little temper woman, Ji Zhe does not cherish it, now that he thinks about it, he is really ashamed in his heart.
"Prepare an identical lunch for me and deliver it to the young lady's room." Well, since the reason why Lin Xiaoxia didn't want to go downstairs to dine was because he felt empty and too lonely, then he would accompany her in the upstairs room, Shi Moling was good to her before, and he would take over if he didn't fall behind, maybe only in this way would Shi Moling no longer have the opportunity to rely on that kind of habitual family affection and get close to Lin Xiaoxia, right?
So when Qingqing saw that Ji Zhe was also carrying lunch and came to the room, his eyes were full of surprise, obviously he didn't expect him to do this, but before Qingqing could speak, Ji Zhe ordered: "You go out first, just take away the dinner plate later." ”
"This?" Qingqing was still a little hesitant, God knows what would happen if Ji Zhe was given the opportunity to stay alone with Lin Xiaoxia? She looked at Lin Xiaoxia contradictoryly, and saw that she was also frowning and looking at Ji Zhe, obviously as surprised as her, Qingqing was still standing in place, not wanting to go out.
But this time Ji Zhe was not angry, of course he knew that Qingqing's protector was eager and didn't want to go out, he was worried that Ji Zhe would find an opportunity to bully Lin Xiaoxia, so he just smiled helplessly, he didn't expect that one day, he would explain his behavior to a maid? But in order to open Lin Xiaoxia's heart knot, Ji Zhe was still forced to promise: "Don't worry, I just want to have lunch with Xiao Xia, if you are worried, you can guard outside the door, once Xiao Xia calls, then you will rush in as soon as possible, how about it?" ”
"Okay, Second Young Master, please Qingqing, don't bully our Miss Xiaoxia, okay? She has worked really hard until now, and even Qingqing feels distressed when she sees it. Since Ji Zhedu has lowered his posture and guaranteed it, Qingqing will be a little more relieved, but she will always stay at the door, and once she hears strange movements in the room, she will rush in as soon as possible.
After speaking, before Qingqing left, he continued to say to Lin Xiaoxia: "Miss, Qingqing is just outside the door, if there is something, you can call Qingqing's name, Qingqing will definitely rush in as soon as possible!" ”
Lin Xiaoxia didn't speak, she was thinking about what kind of medicine Ji Zhe was selling in the gourd? So after Qingqing left the room, Ji Zhe turned around directly and locked the door, Lin Xiaoxia didn't feel very strange, at this level, Ji Zhe still did it, looking at the triumphant face, Ji Zhe said to himself: "It's really a stupid girl, don't you know that the doors of the rooms above and below Ji's have anti-lock functions?" ”
"Don't talk about Qingqing like that, maybe she's just soft-hearted for a while." Lin Xiaoxia put down her chopsticks and looked at Ji Zhe, who was approaching her step by step, only to feel that her heart seemed to be a little tight, I don't know what this man with strange behavior is going to do? Don't you think it's bad enough to hurt her?
However, Ji Zhe didn't do anything, he just sat down on the sofa near Lin Xiaoxia, put down the plate full of dishes, and began to taste various dishes with relish, and kept introducing to Lin Xiaoxia which dish tasted lighter? Which dish is the chef of Kee's kitchen that he is best at? In his current state, it was as if he really came into the room just to taste the food, and there was no other bad purpose.
"What the hell is wrong with you?" However, Lin Xiaoxia didn't believe in Ji Zhe's innocence, she never picked up the chopsticks she put down, just looked at the man eating in front of her, frowned, and continued with a little fear: "From the time you just came back to the present, how strange have you behaved?" Do you know? Do you need me to cooperate with the acting? If so, then please say it, I don't think I'm that smart, can you guess what's in your mind? ”
"Maybe it seems to you that I only pretend to be intimate with you when I need your cooperation? And I never thought that I just wanted to get along with you? Ji Zhe seemed to feel a little sad, well, he admitted that he was not a good person, but if he had always been misunderstood like this, he was also somewhat aggrieved, looking at Lin Xiaoxia's eyes full of vigilance, he sighed helplessly, and then continued:
"It seems that I want to have a meal with you, it's really not easy, first I drove Qingqing away with my intelligence, and then I have to accept your doubts, Xiao Xia, I know that you are hostile to me, and I also know the reason why you do this, the previous things, everything is good, it's all my fault, I also know that I have done things that I can't forgive you more than once, and I want to ask for your forgiveness, maybe you won't believe it for a while, but what I want to tell you is, if I had known who you were? I wouldn't treat you like that? Do you know how hard I've been waiting for you to come back to me all these years? ”
Ji Zhe's words, not a word of which didn't seem like a joke, he really knew that he had repented, maybe it was too late now, but he also wanted to make up for Lin Xiaoxia as much as possible, and tell her how much he regretted everything before? Although Lin Xiaoxia may not accept his apology anytime soon.
After hearing his words, Lin Xiaoxia was still a little silent, yes, how could she not know that if she told Ji Zhe her identity earlier, she would save a lot of suffering? But she didn't want to be the object of Ji Zhe's sympathy, and she also fantasized that one day the way they met would be dignified, rather than the weak facing the strong, how could she bow her head?
"If I forgive you, what about the future? You and I will divorce one day, and you still have to go back to Miss Xia, don't you? In this case, it is better to let us break up with resentment, so that in retrospect, maybe we will also be relieved? "Lin Xiaoxia has already prepared for the worst, and others will forget it, but the other party is Ji Zhe, Ji Zhe who loves Xia Kuilin in his heart, he will still return to Xia Kuilin after all, so what is the warmth that he is playing with now? Rather than making it difficult to part in the future, it is better to break up now, anyway, the divorce agreement will be ready soon, and when the time comes, after Ji Zhe signs and seals, they will really become strangers who have nothing to do with each other, just like Ji Zhe has always longed for.
"Nope! Although I don't know how to do it now? But I really don't want to lose you again, I'm sorry, how ridiculous you should be in your heart to say such shameless words now? But I'm serious, I don't blame you for breaking your appointment before, but you don't want to run away this time, can you? ”