Chapter 201
After the mother said this, she couldn't help coughing a few times fiercely After all, he is only in the last years of his life, in fact, he doesn't have many days to continue, he knows this problem better than anyone else, so he plans to explain all the things he has now, because he doesn't want his son to have no understanding of his husband after he leaves, in the end, whether that person is his own husband or not, in fact, has not yet figured it out, Many people ask themselves if they have a husband, and they can tell them for sure that they have a husband, but what kind of self will they become in the end, and it is not clear at all, so they don't know what to say recently for a while.
"In fact, no matter when it comes to such a thing, I don't know what to do is the best choice, so sometimes some things are dealt with, no matter what the situation is always like this, so there is such a different existence now, in fact, for you, I know that your father is a strange existence to you, but if you know what happened between me and him, you will know your father, no matter when, Always in my eyes is still that little fox, in fact, I don't know, when did I like your father, and only allow your father to exist alone in life, but later, I knew that there were some feelings that God was destined, how can I not escape this life at that time, maybe I have long since stopped thinking about escaping, in the end, there is always a gap between me and your father that cannot be crossed, this is the gap between humans and demons, But there is no way to organize such a gap, I like him in the end, I am still sincere to him after all, if I am really sincere to me in this life, there is only your father over there, I think that there is no place in this life to treat your father, but in the end, it is still impossible between me and him. After the mother said this, his eyes involuntarily brought a wry smile of emotion, he knew better than anyone what kind of person his husband was, and he also knew that the first love of the two of them in this life could not have too many possibilities to say, in the end, the two of them were just fate, if they were able to listen to what he said to him patiently at the beginning, or that they could be a little more patient and could stay by his side at that time, in fact, it was also in the later time, He had questioned himself countless times in his heart why he didn't agree to take him away, but it was only later that he realized his pride, and he would never allow himself to compromise, once he compromised, he would really become a member of his harem, so that kind of life was definitely a torment for himself, and he could only hold grudges for the rest of his life, with resentment and grievances.
Although my current life is spent in a thick of thoughts, at least I am not a resentful woman, I know better than anyone else, I still have a cheerful mood and everything I want to do, so I know better than anyone how I live now, I am actually living very happily, because I have a son who loves me by my side, although my life is ordinary, but I am also full of satisfaction, and I am very much affected by the fact that I have now raised my son like this, in fact, I am very bad now, So although he knows that no matter when his son always has his own destiny, he still subconsciously wants to control his son's fate, in fact, he knows that his son is very repulsive to everything like this, because his son also wants to live the life he wants more than anyone else, but how can he just let his son leave his side, in the end, no matter when it comes, he is always his own son, so he wants to have everything in her life, I want to know what he is doing, what he has, and what he has done, otherwise I really don't know how to fulfill my heart for my husband.
In fact, I watched my son look more and more like his husband, how could he not be more ruthless in his heart, the more he hated him for abandoning himself like that when he was at the beginning, and then left himself, in the end, if he still has a trace of guilt in his heart, or has a trace of attachment to himself in his heart, how can he go so unhesitatingly, in the final analysis, it is just that there are not so many feelings in his heart, and he also knows that since he has recovered all his memories, he can be regarded as good for him, is a dispensable existence of himself, is the whole of the little fox and the whole world he has, but for the so-called fox king, he is just a small passerby in life, after all, he only occupies a small part of his long life, so he knows that he has no meaning to him at all, but how can he endure all this? I don't know where my little fox went, why did he become the so-called high-flying goods, and he didn't even look at himself with the same eyes, so he actually wronged himself more in his heart, how could he easily endure all this?
"If in the future, the person you like has become a different person, don't feel flustered at that time, don't feel anxious, if he is still the person you like, so no matter what time it is, it is best that you are always willing to stay by his side, as long as the two stay together in the future, there are still countless possibilities. If the two of them go well, I am afraid that there will only be regrets and nostalgia left in this life, your mother and your father are like this, I have not stopped missing your father for a moment over the years, but so what, in the end, your father will not appear in front of me again, nor will he appear in front of me in my nostalgia to tell me, he only likes me alone in this life In the end, there are too many people around your father, and I don't even want to stay by his side, I really don't want to mention that feeling anymoreAt the beginning, there were countless people from your father who came to me, and they wanted to know what kind of person I was, and became his first person, the favorite person among the women of the clan, but only later did I know that it was just his favorite person in the human race, and after this so-called human race, I am afraid that there will be nothing in the end, and there will be no less people around him. ”
I once knew that he was forced to be helpless, in the end I found countless excuses for him, but in the end I knew that those excuses were just lies about my own self-deception, and I told myself that he had a task in his body, in the end he was a king, and naturally he couldn't let his mind choose the woman he liked, but later I knew that he was just a flower, he just had countless people in his heart, how could there be so many, If he really doesn't like it, in fact, there are still countless ways to refuse, but he chose this so-called shortcut, a shortcut formed by using women, in fact, he knew that this time, he should leave him without hesitation, but he even felt pitiful at that time, but he was naturally afraid that he knew what kind of person he was, he was just too lazy to find another way, if he really liked himself, I will also look for countless ways to change this, so I don't know what to say for a while, and no matter what time it is, there is always such a situation, so I don't know what to say for a while.
"In fact, in many cases, many things can be regarded as a kind of regret for me, in the final analysis, for your father is still the biggest regret in my life, but I have never regretted my choice, if I really regret it, I will become the biggest passerby in his life, at least when he thinks of human beings now, I believe he can think of me, although I don't know how many times I may think of human beings in these thousands of years, but as long as he thinks of me such a regret, I believe that at least he still has a little tenderness and warmth for the human race, in fact, I know what kind of person he is, your father naturally has also been moved by me, how can he not be tempted? People like him never force themselves, if they haven't been tempted by me, how can they stay by my side, but even if they are tempted, they pretend to be inferior to the thousands of women in his harem, and I'm just one of the ordinary women in the thousands of women to him, but it's just the end of the road, so there can never be such an ending between me and him, but when I think about it, I naturally have countless regrets in my heart, after all, he is, I'm the only person I've ever liked in my life, so how can I have no regrets, but these regrets, in the end, have just become quicksand in the memories of the two of us, there are too many such regrets, and I can't count them. ”