Su Jian'an was afraid of the cold, so as soon as it was cold, she slept very peacefully, curled up in the quilt like a little pet, only one head was exposed, breathing shallowly, and her beautiful little face was full of peace.

Lu Boyan sat down on the edge of the bed, brushed away the hair on Su Jian'an's forehead, and saw her face clearly through the dim light.

No wonder Tang Yulan persuaded her to give up the child.

The vomiting that lasted for half a month had overdrawn her whole body, and she was not only thinner, but her face was even more frighteningly pale.

Those knives inserted in Lu Boyan's heart suddenly slashed to the side, and there were countless bloody wounds on his heart......

This time, she wouldn't let Su Jian'an go again no matter what.

In the quiet room, the phone rang suddenly, and Lu Boyan was afraid that Su Jian'an would be noisy, so he went to the balcony outside to pick it up.

The call was from Su Yicheng, and as soon as he got through, he asked, "Have you found Jian An?" ”

"Found it." Lu Boyan said, "At my mother's place, I will take care of her." ”

"At Aunt Tang's?" Su Yicheng smiled, "No wonder, if someone takes care of it, it won't be found by me, and it's only there, she wants to get it." ”

After a pause, Su Yicheng got down to business: "I called to tell you good news." The Hong Qing that Jian An has been looking for has news......"

……

After ending the call, Lu Boyan did not go back to the room immediately, but stood on the balcony and let the cold wind blow on him.

During the time that Su Jian'an was away, there were a few moments, either when he was drunk, or when he was hit by the feeling of emptiness after he woke up, he hated Su Jian'an very much.

Hate why she refuses to tell the truth, hate her for leaving no room for everything.

But everything she did was for him. Even if he left, he didn't give up helping him find Hong Qing.

And all she got for her efforts was misunderstanding and abuse.

"Ahem......"

Su Jian'an's coughing sound came from the room, Lu Boyan hurriedly walked back, Su Jian'an didn't wake up, maybe because she was uncomfortable, she frowned and pursed her lips in her sleep.

Lu Boyan poured a glass of warm water and dipped a cotton swab in water to wet Su Jian'an's lips.

Tang Yulan told him that Su Jian'an should not be too anxious even if he drank water, otherwise he would vomit again.

Her lips were not so dry, Su Jian'an's frowning brows gradually relaxed, Lu Boyan put down the water glass and quietly accompanied her by the bed.

In Su Jian'an's memory, she hadn't slept so peacefully for a long time, she didn't feel uncomfortable in her sleep, let alone inexplicably uneasy, just like a newborn baby returned to her mother's arms, surrounded by a familiar breath, she felt at ease.

When she woke up, her spirit was unprecedentedly good, she turned over and saw Lu Boyan sitting on the edge of the bed.

Uh, it must be an illusion!

This was the room he had lived in when he was a child, and she missed him so much that she had this hallucination.

Su Jian'an calmly looked at the electronic clock on the bedside table, which showed that it was ten thirty o'clock, and it was time to sleep.

So she rolled over and continued to sleep with her back to the "hallucination".

When I was about to fall asleep, I suddenly realized that something was wrong - the hallucination just now was too real!

Su Jian'an lifted the quilt and sat up, looking at the side of the bed uncertainly-the light was a little hazy, illuminating Lu Boyan's figure illusory and real, and she stretched out her hand in confusion-

If there is a sense of touch, it is not an illusion.

However, before he encountered the "hallucination", he suddenly moved, and Su Jian'an was so frightened that his back was cold, and his whole body froze.

"Illusion" grabbed her wrist and pulled her hard, and involuntarily wrapped her into his arms.

A firm and warm chest, a familiar embrace and breath...... Su Jian'an blinked his eyes - it's really Lu Boyan!

How did he come back!

Su Jian'an explained while struggling: "I...... I came to see Aunt Tang today, it was a little late when I wanted to go back, Aunt Tang asked me to stay here for one night, I didn't know you would come back. You...... You don't think too much about it. ”

“……”

The more Lu Boyan didn't speak, the more nervous Su Jianan became: "You...... Are you going to stay here tonight too? Then I'll go to the guest room! After a pause, he changed his words in a panic, "No, I'll go home!" ”

After speaking, she was about to break out of Lu Boyan's arms, and Lu Boyan held her down hard: "Which home do you want to go back to?" Except for going back to our house, your brother will find you wherever you go. ”

Su Jian'an felt that her back was even colder - how did Lu Boyan know that she was hiding from her brother?

Sensing Su Jian'an's surprise, Lu Boyan loosened the strength in his hand and gently hugged her into his arms, just like before.

Feeling Lu Boyan's long-lost tenderness, Su Jian'an's first reaction was not enjoyment, but vigilance.

She said such excessive things to him at the Jiangyuan Hotel, and returned the ring to him, and even said that the ring was meaningless, and she didn't care if he was with Han Ruoxi...... Lu Boyan should have been disappointed in her.

His sudden gentleness, too perverse.

Although I don't want to believe it, there really is only one explanation.

Su Jianan raised his head and looked at Lu Boyan: "What do you know?" ”

Lu Boyan said: "Your brother told me. ”

Su Jian'an looked at Lu Boyan in a daze, a moment of confusion appeared in his eyes, and then he lowered his eyebrows and said in a low voice, "I'm sorry." ”

"You didn't do anything to be sorry for me, I am the one who should apologize." In the darkness, Lu Boyan stared at Su Jian'an deeply, "I should always believe in you." ”

If he had always believed in Su Jian'an, he would not have stopped looking for her during this time.

Then, when she is most uncomfortable, she does not have to bear all the pain alone.

Su Jian'an's eyes suddenly turned red.

In the past half a month, severe morning sickness tortured her to the point that she couldn't sleep at night, and even basic eating and drinking became a problem. But she didn't cry. For the sake of the child, she is willing to bear no matter how much pain she has.

The unscrupulous insults and misunderstandings on the Internet, she can only comfort herself with the innocence of those who don't know.

As for whether she and Lu Boyan can be together again, she admits that she is lucky, but this can only depend on God's arrangement.

She bore misunderstandings and great pain, and she didn't expect Lu Boyan to know everything so early.

At this moment, Lu Boyan looked at her with such eyes, and all the grievances of the past few days suddenly came to her heart, like the introduction of fireworks being ignited, and exploded in her heart.

She finally didn't have to hide everything, and she didn't have to bear the pain she shouldn't have to, she suddenly wanted to throw herself into Lu Boyan's arms and cry.

Lu Boyan hugged Su Jian'an into his arms: "Don't cry, leave the rest to me, you don't have to be threatened by anyone anymore." ”

"But Kang Ruicheng has your ...... in hand"

Lu Boyan kissed Su Jian'an and stopped her from going on: "Those so-called evidence, if I dare to stay, I will be sure to explain it to the police." Do you know why Kang Ruicheng didn't threaten me with these things to divorce you? ”

Su Jian'an was stunned, and slowly understood: "Because Kang Ruicheng knows that these things may not be able to threaten you." ”

But she is different, it is like something like criminal evidence, she doesn't know Lu Boyan's situation at the time, she only knows that these evidences are not good for Lu Boyan and can't be seen by the police.

She began to panic, it was equivalent to biting Kang Ruicheng's fishhook, this is exactly what Kang Ruicheng wanted, and she would not hesitate to agree to Kang Ruicheng's next request.

And Kang Ruicheng probably didn't think that he could completely break them up, he just wanted to watch Lu Boyan suffer and let him taste the taste of the person he loved the most leaving him.

Su Jian'an was full of remorse, she knew that Kang Ruicheng was so cunning, so she discussed it with Lu Boyan.

She covered her face: "I'm sorry ......"

The truth is that that information may not threaten Lu Boyan, Su Jianan doesn't know whether she is helping Lu Boyan or making senseless sacrifices to make trouble for Lu Boyan.

"You're not wrong." Lu Boyan said, "In that situation at that time, you were calm enough. If that information comes out, I can't guarantee that it won't have a negative impact on me at all. ”

"......" Su Jian'an knew that Lu Boyan was just comforting her.

Lu Boyan changed the topic: "When you were in the hospital, how did you and Yunyun hide it from me?" How could a hospital possibly let you make a fake bill bill? ”

"It's actually quite simple." Su Jian'an honestly explained the "crime process": "At that time, Yun Yun had a friend who was unexpectedly pregnant, but she didn't want to have a child, and she didn't want to leave a record of being an abortion, so Yun Yun took me to pay for registration, but in fact, the person lying on the operating table was Yun Yun's friend, anyway, the doctor who did the operation didn't know which Su Jian An was." The words you heard were said by the doctor to Yunyun's friend......"

Lu Boyan suddenly remembered that on the fire escape of the Jiangyuan Hotel, he forced Su Jianan to almost fall down the stairs, and in the shopping mall, she was almost pushed down by Han Ruoxi.

Two accidents, he didn't know whether to say they were lucky or the children were lucky.

But perhaps, this child will not be with them in the end.

"Jian'an, we ......"

As soon as Lu Boyan spoke, Su Jian'an suddenly covered his mouth, got out of bed and rushed to the bathroom, holding on to the washstand and vomiting.

She vomited so red that her eyes were red and she couldn't speak, Lu Boyan took a cup of warm water and rinsed her mouth, and then carried her back to the bed.

She didn't dare to lie down, so she took a few pillows and sat on the bed with her back, her face a little worse than when she just woke up.

Lu Boyan took off the coat she hung aside and draped it over her shoulders, and muttered for a long time before speaking: "Jian An, there is something we need to talk about." ”

His expression was solemn, and he stopped talking, Su Jian'an immediately understood what he wanted to say, pulled the quilt and lay down: "I want to sleep." Actually, she didn't feel sleepy at all, but she could only close her eyes and escape.

"Jian An," after a long pause, Lu Boyan continued, "You should listen to the doctor." ”

No matter how tightly he closed his eyes, he couldn't resist the surging tears, Su Jian'an curled up in the quilt with his back to Lu Boyan, his shoulders twitched, and finally he couldn't suppress it, and all his grievances were vented with crying.

Lu Boyan hugged her: "It's not your fault, Jian An, you don't need to blame yourself." ”

This is the first child he and Su Jian'an, why is he willing to give it?

But he was even more reluctant to see Su Jian'an suffer like this.

The child can still have it in the future, but the body is like this, and the doctor can't guarantee how long Su Jian'an can endure such torture, and he can't let Su Jian'an take risks.

Su Jianan pushed Lu Boyan hard: "Why do you say such things?!" ”

The children were in her, she could feel their fresh life, she could feel them growing up day by day, but the doctor and her family told her to give up these two children.

It's the lives of two children, not two stones on the side of the road.

"We're here for your good." Lu Boyan tried his best to appease Su Jian'an's emotions, "Jian'an, we can have children in the future." This time you listen to us and go for surgery. ”

Su Jian'an suddenly remembered something, and pushed Lu Boyan away suddenly: "We are already divorced, I don't have to listen to your words." ”

If she is told to give up the child, she will not listen.