Chapter 240: I Won't Let You Go

As soon as Xie Chonglou returned to the ward, he turned around and met a pair of eyes.

I saw Jin Sinan lying on the bed, but his eyes looked straight in the direction of the door, at first glance, he really thought it was a lone wolf in the dark, a little crazy.

Xie Chonglou said that he was taking care of Jin Sinan, so naturally he was not ambiguous.

In the same VIP ward, if something happens, you can find out as soon as possible.

Being stared at by Jin Sinan, she was uncomfortable for a while, and then stepped forward and glanced at Jin Sinan: "Don't want your eyes anymore?" The doctor should have told you that the most important thing at this stage is to rest more and close your eyes. ”

She didn't want to explore, but when Jin Sinan saw her, the excitement in her eyes flashed with deep meaning.

"Okay, listen to you."

Seeing that Xie Chonglou was really back, Jin Sinan was very happy in his heart, even if he tried his best to restrain himself, he would inevitably leak something on his face, and now when he heard Xie Chonglou's words, he was extremely well-behaved and closed his eyes.

Even Xie Chonglou was stunned, I don't know when Jin Sinan became so obedient.

She lay back on the bed with the quilt over her stomach.

Xu was frightened before, and now lying on the bed, she faintly didn't dare to close her eyes, and even as soon as she closed her eyes, the first thing that flashed out was the eyes that woke her up from sleep.

She hadn't thought about it before, but now that she thought about it, every detail was filled with terrifying discoveries.

If that person wanted her life, in that case, he could really have solved her quietly.

I don't know, who it is......

"Are you asleep?" Jin Sinan's inquiry suddenly came from the side, Xie Chonglou was slightly stunned, and looked at Jin Sinan sideways, but saw Jin Sinan open his eyes again, looking at her a little worriedly, "Is something wrong?" ”

Xie Chonglou pursed his lips slightly.

She was thinking about whether or not to talk about it.

"If you can't sleep, let's talk." Seeing her consideration and hesitation, Jin Sinan felt a sigh in his heart, but he still smiled slightly and changed the topic, "I really didn't expect that you would stay and take care of me." ”

Xie Chonglou's words were thorny: "Don't be narcissistic, it's not because of you, one yard is one yard, you saved me, my father invited an expert consultation for you, and I took care of you until you were discharged from the hospital, in this matter, we will be completely clear." ”

At this time, she is like a hedgehog.

Jin Sinan was stabbed by the thorn in her words, and there was no way to tell the pain in his heart.

He glanced at Xie Chonglou obscurely, as if he would be burned, and quickly withdrew his gaze: "Actually, you don't have to do this......"

"Why is it not necessary?" I just thought in my heart, was she going too far, but when she heard Jin Sinan's words, Xie Chonglou's words became even sharper, "Because if you don't do that, can you offset the things you did before?" ”

"That's not what I meant......"

"And what do you mean?" I never thought that I would be so aggressive one day, but in the face of Jin Sinan's gloomy face, Xie Chonglou did not regret it at all, and was even more outspoken.

"There are some things, it can be offset, but some things, it can't."

Jin Sinan lowered his head.

Seeing him like this, Xie Chonglou didn't have a trace of pleasure in his heart, but was a little depressed.

She took a deep breath, gently exhaled the depression in her heart, and closed her eyes: "Sleep." ”

I can't go on with him.

Although she knew that everything was only at the surface level before she found it out, no matter what, things were inseparable from him, and she really had no way to do it.

Jin Sinan looked at her.

His gaze swept over her face, as if he was drawing her face little by little, and he was completely reluctant to look away.

It seems like it's been a long time since I've seen her up close.

It's been too long......

When you close your eyes, your senses will become more sensitive, just like Xie Chonglou now.

She could clearly feel that the eyes of the man swept over her face one by one, as if there was an invisible piece of rice paper, and at the same time there was a paintbrush, little by little, to draw her face and put it in her heart.

Xie Chonglou endured and endured, but he couldn't hold back, suddenly opened his eyes, sat up from the bed suddenly, and looked directly at Jin Sinan: "What do you want to do?" Can't sleep? Want to talk?! ”

I've had enough.

With such a gaze, why did he fall on her!

Jin Sinan didn't expect her to be so excited, she was slightly stunned, and when she reacted, she pursed her lips slightly, lowered her eyebrows: "I'm just...... I just want to see you. ”

"Look at me?"

As if hearing a joke, Xie Chonglou sneered coldly and asked, "What, do you think that I am different now than before, and I can't control it, nostalgic?" Or is the frame by frame you left behind not enough for you to reminisce? ”

Jin Sinan was stunned for a moment, and when he understood the meaning of her words, his face was a little ugly: "I have deleted those things......"

Previously, in order to threaten Xie Chonglou, he took pictures and videos with Xie Chonglou.

Such coercive means, too, he had never thought that he would do such a thing before.

Later, when he came to his senses, he realized how excessive he was.

Regarding the things between the bed, whether voluntarily or forced, once it is exposed, it is the women who bear the brunt of the condemnation.

In the entertainment industry before, something similar happened.

Even if a long time has passed, those things are like a brand on the person concerned, and they can't be removed at all.

When he took those videos, he was purely threatening Xie Chonglou.

If Xie Chonglou really disobeyed him, he wouldn't have been able to let these things out, but ...... The original intention was wrong in the end, and it did hurt Xie Chonglou.

Xie Chonglou naturally saw the apology and remorse in Jin Sinan's eyes, but he just ...... Too late.

The damage has already been done, how can it be that one or two words from him can be treated as if nothing has happened.

"I really deleted it, you can look at the ...... of my phone" Jin Sinan saw the ridicule on Xie Chonglou's face, and felt a pain in his heart, in the end, he couldn't hold back, he didn't want her to be like this to him, thinking about proving himself.

However, Xie Chonglou really doesn't need it.

"You actually regret it." Xie Chonglou suddenly burst out, and his eyes fell on Jin Sinan's body, "I regret the things you have done, and even want to make up for it and want to change." ”

"What do you think in this situation?"

"Do you really feel that you are wrong and don't want to go, or is it just to make your heart feel better?"

Jin Sinan was dumbfounded by the question.

He didn't know how to show that all the things about the past were involved, and he didn't know whether he was guilty more or more for the sake of feeling better, but what he was certain was that what he was doing now was what he wanted.

Xie Chonglou didn't get a response from him, and he didn't panic: "Actually, I really don't understand, people like you can actually be regarded as a promise, and people outside also say that you say the same." ”

"But why is it different in my affairs alone?"

"You said to ask my father to ask an expert for diagnosis, but you didn't ask, and you tried your best to hide it from me, I'm really puzzled, what do you have to hide, and why do you tell such a lie that can be broken at the first poke?"

What no one knows is that there is another reason why Xie Chonglou agreed to stay and take care of Jin Sinan - she wanted to open the gap from Jin Sinan and found a little clue to see if there was anything unknown here.

Xie Yinan has passed away.

People can't be resurrected after death, even if she mourns again, it has become a fact, she can only let him be buried in peace, hoping that he can be reborn in a good family in the next life, free from the suffering of turbulence and displacement.

However, dying because of ineffective rescue and dying with an inside story are completely different things.

Either way, she's going to get things straight.

Jin Sinan never expected that things would suddenly come to this point, he was stunned for a moment, and a touch of complexity crossed his eyes: "I ......"

Do you want to say it?

However, once the whole thing is said, the rest of the things will not be hidden.

At that time, it was really, not to be able to be together.

Jin Sinan was caught in an extremely complicated battle between heaven and man.

Xie Chonglou has been paying attention to Jin Sinan's situation, and he is even more sure that there must be something greasy in this, and his voice is even colder: "There are some things, do you really think you can hide them?" Hide it now, and one day, I'll still know! ”

If he could say it now, she would forgive some.

Jin Sinan didn't know that paper couldn't contain fire, but things had developed to such a point, how could he tell the truth of the matter?

If she really wants to give it all up, I'm afraid she won't be able to bear it at all.

Jin Sinan took a deep breath, suppressed all those complicated thoughts, and looked at her: "There is nothing to hide, how things should be, there is already an answer, right?" ”

Xie Chonglou was not satisfied with his answer.

looked at him fixedly for a few seconds, and then said with a smile: "Jin Sinan, you know very well what I'm talking about, about the death of my adoptive father, you'd better guarantee that there is no other cat in this, otherwise, when I find out, I will definitely not let you go!" ”

Jin Sinan's heart trembled fiercely, and he looked up at her in amazement: "No, ......"

"There is no one you know best." Xie Chonglou glanced at him deeply and withdrew his gaze, "You say, it's a confession, if you don't say it, it's a concealment, and you will always experience it yourself." ”

There was silence in the room.

Xie Chonglou lay back on the bed, but never got a response from Jin Sinan.

Her heart sank, and she finally laughed sarcastically: she gave him one last chance, but he didn't say it, and he didn't know if it was really no inside story, or if he really felt that concealment worked.

Perhaps, it's more because I don't care.