Apollos felt that he was really going to see a psychopath, and since he had taken a short vacation 300,000 years ago to this day, he felt that his spirit was becoming more and more wrong, his dreams were becoming more and more realistic, and his reality was becoming more and more illusory.

He always felt that the whole world was not right, that was not right, even if it was just a simple cooking noodle in the refrigerator, he felt that the whole thing was wrong, and he was going crazy.

In the past two days, Apollos has become more and more frightened, he can't tell what the source of this fear is, it is obviously a very peaceful and peaceful daily life, but it makes him full of fear of everything, so that he does not even want to go out of the house, not even the living room, can only nest in the bedroom and tremble.

Something was wrong, this was the biggest source of his fear, and he was filled with this unknown fear of everything around him.

For this reason, Apollos did not have a very good way to deal with it, because this mental fear became more and more intense, even if there was no disease in his body, but this powerful mental oppression also made him lose weight, and his spirit became more and more unstable, although he did not see the wall as a wall of flesh and chopsticks as tentacles as in Cthulhu, but he was also more and more afraid of everything around him, even if he looked at the clock, it would make him tremble.

Apollos also tried to save himself, he looked up various articles and self-help methods on the Internet about the precursors of mental illness, yes, he thought that he was still not mentally ill, because he was still afraid of all this, and he could reasonably recognize that all this was not threatening, so he could only be regarded as mentally ill, not already mentally ill, and he felt that he could still save it.

Then all kinds of self-help methods, including meditation, memory, logical analysis, and even math problems and so on, had no effect on him, but there was one small thing that made him completely determined, that is, to go to a professional psychiatric hospital for information, or really go to the doctor.

One of the times he was saving himself was to count the numbers, and then memorize them silently, testing his mental condition in the simplest way, and the result was ...... In silence, he memorized the numbers into one, two, three...... It wasn't until he counted to his thirties that he suddenly came to him, and then he felt cold all over his body.

At this moment, he was actually like a mental patient in the movie, reading the numbers as illogical one, two, three, four, five, six, seven, eight and nine, which made him really scared.

The next day, the one hundred and sixty-four hours after he had silently read the number, he finally came out of his bedroom, and after tidying up and freshening up, and putting on what he thought was the most decent dress, he finally left his safe house and headed for the largest and most formal mental hospital.

This psychiatric hospital is said to be opened by the government, but there are many large business groups that inject capital into it, Apollos didn't pay too much attention to these before, because mental illness is meaningless for an ordinary social animal, he has too many things to care about, such as his own marriage problems, people like him who are already three years old, it is simply a tragedy that he is not married, especially looking at those people who are more than 40,000 years old on the Internet are showing affection, he really feels very sad.

And this time there was a mental problem, he checked the most detailed information before confirming that this mental hospital is definitely not simple, and he even believes in the government's shady theory on the Internet, because who has ever seen a mental hospital guarded by the most elite special forces, and even built a bunker and equipped with missiles?

Why didn't he ever find out there was something wrong with the hospital?

Apollos submitted his identification at the entrance of the mental hospital, and then, under a serious military questioning, briefly explained the reason for his arrival, which was complicated, he first slapped the soldier twice, then found the six syllable codes in the soldier's wail, and then he was hit on the nose bone by the soldier on the forehead......

Anyway, after this reasonable process, Apollos got a spent light rail ticket that was torn up a third, and then entered the mental hospital.

Apollos' plan for today is very simple, he wants to check his body, and then assess his mental state, of course, he plans to disguise part of his illness, after all, he just wants to cure his mental illness, not really want to admit himself to this mental hospital.

Upon entering through the entrance, Apollos entered a long corridor with severely mentally ill patients on both sides.

Along the way, Apollos was looking at the mentally ill on both sides, obviously, the layout of this psychiatric hospital is very reasonable, the entrance is to hold the most serious, violent, and terrible mentally ill patients, and then through this corridor, there is the cafeteria, then the toilet, and then the doctors' office, and then into the minor psychiatric inpatient department, which is obviously a very reasonable hospital layout.

Just seeing this, Apollos nodded slightly, and then he walked down this corridor, he wanted to pass quickly, because after all, these were all real mental patients, the kind of beings who were not human in spirit, and he didn't plan to stay with them for long.

As soon as he entered the corridor, Apollos heard all kinds of crazy words from the mentally ill people on both sides of the corridor, it was a kind of crazy talk that he didn't know what he was talking about, it was not nonsense, because nonsense can also be understood, at most he didn't believe it, but these crazy words were different, it was a kind of horror that made people want to beat something, tear something apart, if I had to describe it, it was about the same feeling as rubbing the sharp part of a scissor back and forth on a piece of glass.

The sound here can make normal people roar, and Apollos reacted the same way at first, he even wanted to cover his ears and run quickly across this corridor, but after he stepped into this corridor, his walking speed gradually slowed down.

Inexplicably, listening to the crazy words of the mentally ill patients on both sides, he actually had some sense of peace at this moment.

Since the vacation, the fear that had grown worse had gradually relaxed at this moment, so that he instinctively wanted to spend more time in the corridor, so his walking speed became slower and slower, and he began to listen carefully to the words of the most serious madmen.

At this moment, Apollos thought of the Cthulhu series of books again, the old gods in them, the outer gods or something, their mere existence is enough to distort the soul and spirit of human beings, some pictures, some characters, some words can create madmen, he suddenly felt as if he had become like this at this moment, because in his senses, the words of these mentally ill people who do not know their meaning can actually give him peace?

(I may be on the verge of becoming mentally ill, why? What did I do?)

Apollos thought about all this, and it stands to reason that he should have felt very frightened, but listening to these words, his heart gradually became calm, and this contrast made him feel so uncomfortable that he wanted to vomit.

"One, Two, Three, Four, Five, Six, Seven, Eight, Nine......"

"The rabbit rabbit is so cute, he cuts his arteries with his ears ......"

"One plus one is indeed equal to two, so what the hell are the two extra apples in my hand!!

"I proved that the mass-energy equation is correct, absolutely, absolutely......"

Apollos listened to these illogical words, not at all the wails of normal people when they communicated, but inexplicably, he actually understood the meaning of these words, and then, he heard a word, and a slamming sound on the door.

"God, hahaha, you're finally here, sure enough, it's the safest here, you didn't lie to me, and then what's next?"

The moment he heard this voice, Apollos only felt a rumble in his head, and his whole body trembled, as if he was about to faint at any moment, but the next moment he stood firm again, and then continued to walk forward without looking back, as if nothing had changed, only the voice behind him seemed to be howling miserably.

"Don't go, don't go, take me with you......"

"I have done work for the collective, I have shed blood for the collective, I want to leave, I want to leave......"

The voice grew more and more miserable, and Apollos continued to walk steadily forward, and gradually, the sound was inaudible, and he heard a "normal" wail in front of him.