Chapter 66 Love is not allowed
"Your Majesty has ever thought that one day I will see me like this, in fact, I have never thought before, I have imagined countless lives between the two of us, I have imagined the happy days between the two of us, but I never thought that the two of us would meet in such a form, such a day is indeed surprising to everyone, right? Even Your Majesty, you never thought that you would still be so embarrassed, or that you would be mixed with me in such an embarrassment, in fact, I didn't think about Your Majesty, but did you know what kind of promises I made before? On my birthday, I made a promise to be tied to you forever, but now that I think about it, I know that my birthday wish has finally come true, although I say that now people are not like people, ghosts are not like people, but now I can at least get Your Majesty to live forever and be tied with Your Majesty, right? After saying this, he couldn't help crying and laughing, the queen is now smiling but crying, in fact, he did get the young man he dreamed of before, but this young man is no longer the person who was full of expectations for him before, or he never got what he really wanted, and the queen is still bumpy in her life after all, but she can't be loved.
After hearing this, the emperor couldn't help frowning slightly, in fact, he still thought that he was virtuous and virtuous for this wife, if he was a wife for himself, there would be no problem, at least he could help himself deal with some things and share some pressure, but he only now knew that he was a wife, in fact, he was a complete madman, he was crazy in his bones, or he was already crazy when he had accepted him, in fact, he had always been at fault, and he had not seen it, The appearance of this wife Jin Yu ruined outside, he should really let the shadow come over to see what the person he exchanged his life for was like, if he really saw it, I don't know if he would live forever and never be separated like before.
After thinking of this, he couldn't help but pull the corners of his mouth, poor shadow tried to do the best in everything in this life, but he lost in a love word, if it wasn't for this love word, he wanted to work hard, and it was not impossible to replace himself in the end, in fact, which emperor of the past dynasties did not beware of his own shadow? Even if she is the most trusted person in her life, she should also be the most wary person, she can give her her back, but she must also keep his life in her hands.
I originally thought that my life should be the one I love, but the person I love is no longer in front of me, so others will protect it for me, so I can be regarded as having a perfect pair of armor, no one can break this hard shell, but the handle of the shadow is in my hand, it is my current crazy queen, who used to be the shadow's family, and even said that it is the future of the family, but now I have found out, Maybe all of that is not as good as the crazy mother-in-law in front of him in the eyes of the shadow, this kind of recognition does make people feel a little funny, but it also makes people feel that there is a sense of despicability in it.
The emperor looked at the person in front of him and couldn't help but have a touch of pity in his eyes, after all, this is still a poor person after all, he doesn't even know who the person he likes is, or he doesn't understand the difference between them at all, he is indeed a poor person, but now is really not the opportunity to say all this, and when he sends away the group of people from neighboring countries, he will wrap all this in front of him, give him a good look, let him see clearly how blind he is, Let him know what kind of mistakes he has made in the past.
The queen finally saw clearly, what kind of feelings were hidden in the emperor's eyes, pity and sympathy, when he saw this, it was as if he had been choked by the throat, and he couldn't say anything, he was the queen mother of the high, what was worthy of the pity and pity of others, not to mention the pity and sympathy from her husband, after thinking of this, it was as if someone had choked her throat, and she couldn't even speak, and after a long time, she gasped as if she was a dying fish, Then he took a step back and sat down on the ground, staring at the person in front of him quietly, his eyes full of disbelief.
"Does Your Majesty think I am pitiful? What pity do I have, I am the queen of your Zhou Kingdom, I am the only queen of this Great Zhou Kingdom, and your only wife, what is my pity about me, is it not Your Majesty who is really pitiful? Married a woman he didn't love at all, and he had to pretend to raise his eyebrows with him, His Majesty has endured it for so many years, I'm afraid I can't help it, how can such a grievance be suitable for you as an emperor to suffer? Pity the person you love with your heart, you can only come to you every festive season to look at you, you are so pitiful at that time, I have seen you so sad and desperate more than once, but do you know how I feel? I just want to laugh and laugh, you think you are pitiful, don't others feel pitiful? If it weren't for the time when you deceived my feelings, how could there be all these sinners now, when you chose power, then naturally you wanted to abandon the beauty, after all, where is the reason for both the country and the beauty, isn't it? My beloved majesty. I don't know if this is out of impulse or if it is something that has been hidden in my heart for a long time, but I have all confided it all like this.
After hearing such words, the emperor's eyes involuntarily flashed a trace of strangeness, as if the person in front of him was really crazy, and there may have been a trace of sanity just now, but now it seems to be really crazy, he doesn't know what he is talking about at all, and he doesn't know what he wants to say Such a woman makes herself feel disgusting in her heart, but there is nothing she can do, after all, he is still his wife, and he can't directly give him death in front of so many people, Or push him away in some other way, so you can only listen to these heart-piercing words.
"My dear majesty, I'm afraid you haven't been able to understand why I love you so much, but if you can still remember how affectionate you were at the beginning, you are afraid that you can recall how cruel you are to what you are doing to me now, even if you can only recall a little bit of the sweetness of the beginning, I'm afraid it won't be so ruthless, so from beginning to end I don't know whose fault it is, so that you and I have come to this point, but I know that no matter when, you do this to me, I will never forget for a moment the vicious things you have done, and I still remember them vividly. After saying this, he stretched out his kissing jade hand and gently touched his beloved's face, in fact, he has loved this face for so many years, and he has hated it for so many years, he loves this person deeply, and he hates this person.
The queen depicted this familiar eyebrow, she has seen it for so many years, but she still feels so strange, she originally thought that she was the person who knew him best in the world, but now she knew that perhaps the person she couldn't understand the most was the so-called love and affection in the mouth of the person in front of him, almost in an instant, nothing happened, the person in front of him was cruel and made people feel cold involuntarily, but he had no way to resist his existence, Because of his warmth, he threw himself like a moth to a fire, and such a thing is indeed the cruelest thing in the world.
"Your Majesty, have you ever thought that no matter when it comes, I will still love you as deeply as I do now, I have thought before, I am afraid that if I encounter the most dangerous thing in this world, I will not give up your existence. But now the concubine has some regrets, I now gradually know, maybe you don't have much status in my heart at all, even if you have a high status, in the end it will only be wiped out in His Majesty's love for that lady, in fact, I know that from the moment you fell in love with her, I was actually not so surprised, because even if you usually show me no matter how much pampering, but there is still a faint in your eyes, but I only see him, your eyes will exude charming warmth, Even when the friendship between the two of us was at its strongest, you didn't show that tenderness, and at that time I knew that I actually lost, but I lost completely and even had a trace of luck in my heart, at least I had every period of time. After saying this, he involuntarily pulled the corners of his mouth with a slight wry smile in his eyes, he did such a thing like a fool, but he never regretted that he actually didn't understand why he didn't regret his original choice, but he knew that no matter when, he still liked the person in front of him, he loved him to the bones, he loved to the bone marrow, and he couldn't change his choice no matter what. It is better for him to choose to accept everything he has now, even if what he gives himself is nothing more than bitter pain and sadness.
After hearing this, the emperor felt as if a thorn was stuck in his throat, and he wanted to say something, but he couldn't say it, and after a long time, he lowered his voice, and he didn't know who he was angry about, and said, "Why did you bother to do it today?" ”