Chapter 0019: Loser
I was standing on the north balcony and it took me a few seconds to realize what my wife had said to me on the phone.
How dare she spend the night outside like this? How could she be so bold?
To tell you the truth, I literally almost exploded on the spot, and I almost couldn't help but curse her.
But in the end, I held back.
I suppressed the anger in my heart, tried to show concern, and asked her, "What's the situation?" Why aren't you coming back tonight? ”
Faced with my question, my wife didn't have much patience to answer.
She said it very simply.
"It's nothing, it's just that Siyi has a friend who gets married tomorrow and pulls me over to be her family and friend group."
I don't know if she's true or not, maybe someone is really married, right? It doesn't matter to me anyway.
I just want to get the evidence now, and then get revenge on the dog man and woman.
"Oh, so do I need to go with you tomorrow?"
I said this on purpose to appear that I was still the same as usual, without any problems.
As I expected, my wife said impatiently, "What do you want?" What are you doing here, friend of Siyi? Okay, okay, I'm still busy preparing for tomorrow, so I won't tell you, hang up. ”
I sneered at my phone.
Just before I hung up the phone, I vaguely heard a man laughing next to me.
It was only a brief moment, but my instincts told me that the dog man was probably right next to his wife right now, and maybe he would sleep with him tonight.
Damn it......
I subconsciously clenched my phone, and the anger in my heart became more and more intense.
When I think of the man's laughter, I think he was deliberately laughing at me.
Laugh at my weakness, laugh at my incompetence.
The fire in my heart exploded at once.
I turned around and walked into the kitchen, looked at the kitchen knife on the cutting board, and picked it up.
I can't swallow this breath anymore, I'm going to find the dog man and woman now, and hack them to death together.
I had just taken two steps with a kitchen knife when I heard the security door of my house suddenly open.
My mother walked in from the outside, probably seeing the kitchen light on, so she asked me, "Son, are you in the kitchen?" ”
As soon as I heard my mother's voice, the urge in my heart instantly calmed down a lot.
Seeing her footsteps getting closer and closer, I quickly put the kitchen knife back on the cutting board.
"Mom, I'm here, are you back?"
As soon as I finished saying this, my mother walked in from the kitchen door with a smile.
"What are you doing in the kitchen? Hungry? ”
I laughed dryly twice and casually explained, "No, that's it, I want to eat some fruit before going to bed." ”
I said as I opened the fridge in a fake way.
My mother thought I really wanted to eat, and the smile on her face was obviously not so bright, and her brows were slightly furrowed. She said to me apologetically, "Ouch, I forgot that there is no fruit at home, if you want to eat it, I will go out and buy you some now." ”
I looked at the empty compartment in the refrigerator, and there was indeed not a trace of fruit in it.
I felt a pang of regret in my heart, I knew this was the case, and I didn't say that just now.
I quickly reached out and grabbed my mother and said to her, "No, no, where are you going to buy fruit this big night, I'm just coming to take a look, if not, then don't eat it." I'll come back from work tomorrow and I'll be done. Alright, Mom, clean up and go to rest, you're tired all day. ”
As I spoke, I gently shoved my mom's shoulders and pushed her out of the kitchen.
A peaceful smile appeared on her face again, and she said to me, "Mom is not tired, Mom just wants you to eat better." ”
I smiled hard at her and said, "I've eaten well, so don't worry." ”
Mom nodded reassuringly, then glanced into my bedroom.
She saw that the light was turned off in my bedroom, and she didn't hear my wife's movement, so she whispered to me, "Did Fei Fei sleep?" ”
"She, that."
I was slightly stunned, and quickly pretended to be normal, and explained to my mother: "She has a friend who will get married tomorrow, and she will help be a group of relatives and friends, just like a bridesmaid." And then I won't be back tonight. ”
My mother was surprised, she said, "Can a married woman still be in that group of relatives and friends?" ”
I could only bite the bullet and explain, "Yes, this thing is not so particular now." ”
Mom nodded, still a little incomprehensible.
"You young people now, what a trendy idea."
She smiled, and then said, "But you still have to tell Fei Fei that this married woman is not good at staying outside at night." In the future, it is better to stay at home and not always play so late. ”
My mom is the more traditional kind of woman, and I know she says this for her wife's good. It's a pity that the wife will never feel it. She only thinks my mom is nosy, which affects her quality of life.
It turned out that I understood her quite well at that time, after all, she was young and normal to love to play, and I often helped her explain.
But today, I realize how stupid and ridiculous I was at the beginning.
When my wife was very young, she often clubbed and jumped, and a woman of her appearance obviously had a lot of men to play with her.
And I can't be there for her every time.
I can't help but start to wonder that maybe a long time ago, my head had turned into a green grassland.
Thinking of this, I didn't get angry, on the contrary, my emotions became calmer.
I said to my mother, "Okay, I know, I'll tell her when I get back." ”
Mom smiled at me and went to wash up and go to bed.
I went back to my bedroom and lay on my bed, tossing and turning as I looked out the window at the lonely night sky.
This night, I lost sleep again.
I don't know what time I fell asleep, I just remember I had a dream.
I dreamed of my wife being crushed under me by that man.
And I became a complete loser, with nothing and living on the streets.
In the last picture of the dream, I saw the man walking towards me, and he smiled and said to me: "Shen Zhaoyang, you are a loser, always will be." ”
That's where I woke up, in a cold sweat.
The dog man's voice, as well as his smile, were deeply engraved in my heart.
People often say that everything in dreams is reversed, and I think that makes sense.
I can't really be a loser, I have to succeed and stomp that dog man under my feet!