"But you did it anyway." Iron Red Flame Road.

"Because at that time, I felt that as long as you were alive, you would be the patriarch of the Tiecang clan in the future. You are strong in martial arts, and you have reached that realm. What's more, in order to protect everyone, you led troops to fight on the battlefield against demons, and you have repeatedly performed miraculous feats, in terms of prestige in the Tiecang clan, among those who may become the future patriarch, who else can compare with you? There really isn't one! Although you have been a young patriarch since you were a child, there was a lot of real power that had not yet reached your hands at that time, and after you made so many miraculous achievements, I thought that the Tiecang tribe would no longer hold competitions at all, and you would naturally become the young patriarch with those powers, and most people would be convinced of you, because their lives were saved by you. At that time, when you were seriously injured and no one knew if you could wake up, I thought that if you couldn't wake up, Jian Rou and Tian Wen would have a chance to be young patriarchs, I studied carefully, except for you, in fact, no one could really pose a threat to Jian Rou and Tian Wen, including Nie Yangwei. I thought you might not wake up, as if we were going to take another step forward in what we were going to do, and then you woke up and I decided to do something I shouldn't have done. Early that morning, before the sun had risen, I sent out on a mission, and I felt very uncomfortable. At night, I couldn't sleep for a long time. I thought of my mother, and I thought of the monks who worked with her back then. It was clear that the monks had saved the lives of those people, but those people were unwilling to pray for the monks, and some even wished they had died. That year, I saw such desolation and saw such people in desperation, but when I sent someone to poison you, I suddenly realized that after all these years, I myself had become such a person. You were seriously injured in order to protect us, and not only did I not do anything that was beneficial to you out of gratitude, but I also hoped that you would not wake up again, and even personally sent someone to do something that would prevent you from waking up again. I did the same thing with the people who wanted the priests to die! I became the kind of person who once changed my view of the world! I especially remember the night I learned that you were seriously injured, Elder Tian whispered to me, 'She led the army to fight against the demons for the sake of everyone, saved our lives, and was seriously injured because of it, in fact, she is a hero. She said you're a hero. I know that this sentence, in the whole world, Elder Tian will only say it to me alone, and she will definitely not say it to Jian Rou and Tian Wen. To be honest, when I heard her words at the time, I agreed with her from the bottom of my heart. Later, on the night I sent someone to poison you, her words repeatedly swirled in my mind, and I was extremely sad, for those monks, for you, for this desolate world...... Of course, I feel sad for myself who I have become this kind of, but this kind of pain for myself is different from others, and I feel more sad for myself! That night, I felt like I had buried myself. But thinking of the hardships and dangers we have gone through to rescue the monks for so many years, and the reality that I need to face, I convince myself that this world is like this, and I don't have to worry too much about it in order to achieve my goals. The process was painful like a thousand arrows piercing my heart. Jian Liang said.