Chapter One Hundred and Nine
So that in the end, he couldn't bear the weight, so at that time, he could only choose to suppress himself, work hard to suppress, suppress, and finally suffocate himself out of the disease, in the end, it was just a heart disease, heart disease still needs heart medicine, but its heart medicine has always avoided him, her husband felt ashamed of his wife, so he subconsciously wanted to avoid his wife's eyes, so he didn't notice his wife's illness, Even if he said that all he needed to do when his wife was seriously ill, he only called all the best doctors to him, but he did not understand why his wife was sick.
When he finally understood everything, it was too late to regret it, his wife had left him forever, leaving him only a small daughter, at that time he was painfully desperate, but more deeply hated himself, if he cared more about his wife at the beginning, how could his wife fall to such a point, so for a while, the heart became more and more aggrieved and uncomfortable, and countless strong feelings flashed in his heart for a while, In the end, it's just a heavy sigh.
He made up for all the debts he owed to his wife to his daughter, hoping that his wife could have the slightest understanding, or that when his wife knew something, at least he would feel relieved in his heart, but he never took into account what kind of character he had raised his daughter, he raised his daughter to be brutal and domineering, but he only felt that his daughter was rough and cute, and in the end, when his daughter ended up like that, he was more sad and angry in his heart. But in the end, he just never felt that he was wrong, and when he finally woke up, it was too late to regret it, he could only say that he had done too many wrong things in his life, one was in raising his daughter, and the other was in caring for his wife, he didn't care enough about his wife, so his wife left him early.
The other is to care about his daughter, put all his daughter's emotions in front of him, and is determined not to let his daughter suffer any grievances, but in the end, her daughter has not suffered any grievances at all, but she has developed such a temperament, how can she be likable? In the final analysis, he couldn't be loved at the end of the day, and the two women he loved the most, and in the end, they were just for love, and in the end, they ended up miserable.
It is precisely because of this that he is actually very sympathetic to his father's father in his heart for doing these two things wrong, and since then he has lost the two most beloved women in his life, in the end, he never got any good end in the end, after all, his beloved people left him in the end, such a father is indeed sympathetic, but also distressing, so how can he blame such a father? In the end, even if his father is the only weakness in his armor, he will protect his only father.
"In fact, in the final analysis, it's just that there is someone in my heart who wants to protect, so I will sacrifice what I do, how can a girl be willing to sacrifice her life in exchange for these so-called peace and stability, in the final analysis, it's just that that person is too important, but once some things are consumed, there is no chance to return them in this life, so it is natural to think twice before you can determine what to do, which is the right one." When Chen Yuan said this, there was a thick smile in his eyes, but if you look carefully, you will find that there is not much smile in his eyes, but it is gray, in fact, in the end, what he said is not his own person, in fact, he didn't want to find a suitable successor for his father, so he made such a decision, although he said that no matter how much he liked that person, in fact, in the end, he still remembered his father in his heart, At that time, his father also repeatedly praised him for his genius in governing the country, so he would behave like that at that time, just hoping that his father could understand him, or find a suitable successor for his father, after all, his father was already dying of old age at that time, and if he let him worry about it again, it would naturally be bad.
After Shen Yu heard such words, a thick distressed eye flashed in his heart, and he couldn't help but bring out a little connection, in the end, although Her Royal Highness the princess is rude and willful in the eyes of others, but in his own eyes, he has always been the gentle and gentle girl at the beginning, in the end, he has just experienced so many things these days, so it is rare for him to grow up, but in his bones he is still gentle, and he is also timid to the extreme, and in the end, For many things, he actually didn't dare to say or do, he could only tell himself his truest thoughts like now, but for the rest, he still couldn't say, "Your Royal Highness the princess doesn't have to worry, since Her Royal Highness the princess has said that Your Majesty is your weakness, but to another extent, Your Majesty is also your armor, and he has always protected you under pressure, no matter what time it is, he is naturally protecting you, even if it is really in danger, I believe that Your Majesty will also protect in front of you, although Your Majesty is indeed a little confused about what to do now, but in the end, Your Majesty just doesn't know what kind of posture to use to face Her Royal Highness the Princess for a while, if you wait for Your Majesty to remember, he will definitely be a good father, in the end, Your Majesty is indeed a little confused now, but this confusion is that everyone has Her Royal Highness the Princess, and you have to give Your Majesty a certain amount of time, so that he can slowly adapt to all this. ”
Chen Yuan didn't say much after hearing such words, if he met such a confidant in the previous life or the original owner, or if he was willing to lower his body to listen to other people's words, maybe he would not end up like that in the end, when it came to you, it was just that he himself was not in the authorities, and others naturally understood it clearly, as for this demeanor and at that time, it was naturally a certain distance from the princess in the world, if there was more to say to him, But in the end, there is no way to say it.
"I naturally understand what you say, and I naturally understand the meaning of your words, so I actually understand many things at all, but I don't want to believe it occasionally, I naturally know how to do these things, but sometimes some places and some things are really not suitable for it, in fact, in the end, how to do it, I can't figure it out in my heart, but I don't know until later, even if I say that I have more grievances and unwillingness, But in my father's eyes, he will be magnified countless times, so at that time I knew that my status in my father's eyes is different, I still remember that when I had a dispute with my younger sisters and sisters, my father was always on my side, since that moment, I knew that no matter what I did, I still had to rely on behind me, as for those of them, although they said that they had their own concubines, but even if they had concubines, they did not dare to argue with me. After saying this, Her Royal Highness the princess couldn't help but laugh happily, after all, although he had no mother, but in the end, his father made up for the maternal love he had never felt, and his father spent countless hours and abilities to make up for his daughter's injury, without a mother, in the end, even if there was no mother, but she never lacked a little love.
When Imperial Physician Shen heard this, there was a rare silence, he naturally understood this, if he hadn't had this favor at the beginning, maybe he wouldn't even be able to express this life, even if he really saved this life, he would have been involved in the end, he naturally knew that all the princesses of His Royal Highness would be favored, and even shrunk in His Majesty's heart, and might be in the same position as Jiangshan, but what can he say, I don't know how to tell Her Royal Highness the princess at all, in fact, many times he has to make a decision on many things, for example, he himself was forced to make such a decision, even if this decision was made by himself, but now he doesn't want to implement his original promise, but there is no way to refuse, because it was promised by himself, since he was a child, he knew that once he said it, he would never be able to change his words.
It is precisely because of this that the two of them may not have a good ending in the end, even if it is the last, he doesn't know that these things are done by himself, but his own family has no face to stand in front of him, or no longer has the courage to stand in front of him, because he is afraid that he will look at himself with such simple and clear eyes, because at that time he will feel that he is guilty of heinous crimes, and he has deceived a beautiful and pure girl, who once had so many countless trusts in himself, Even his own heart is very happy, but he has shamelessly and despicably deceived him, so since this moment, the two of them will never be again, maybe after thinking of this, he can't help but feel like his heart has been stabbed, but there is no way to alleviate it, because this is a sin done by his own hands, so he must completely bear all the responsibilities alone, otherwise he has no way to change such an ending.