Chapter 3 Is It Wrong? Do not accept fate
Father Qin listened to her words and became a little angry, "Then what else do you want?" We have worked so hard to raise you so much, do we want you to break our hearts like this? ”
Qin Ran closed her eyes, she already knew that no one would listen, her parents were wishful thinking for their own good, but no one had ever asked whether she was happy or not.
After a while, Qin Ran opened his eyes, and looked at the boundless night with a sad look, "Yes, I made my father and mother sad and disappointed.
But once, in order not to embarrass you, I gave up my favorite book of military forensics and worked hard to learn qin, chess, calligraphy and painting.
I'm naturally lively and noisy, or because you have been a gentle and virtuous lady in the eyes of people.
Over the years, I feel that I am not living as a person at all, but like a puppet, being manipulated by you step by step, and then becoming the envy of all the women of the Apocalypse Dynasty. ”
Qin Ran paused when he said this, his tone was also mocking, and then he looked at Qin's father, "This time, it is my life's event, my father asked me to marry someone I have never met."
Now, I just want to be myself, am I wrong? ”
Is it wrong? Qin Ran didn't know that she didn't want to embarrass her parents, but every time her parents did it for their own good, it made her live more miserable.
She just wants to be herself, is she wrong? Why can everyone else, but not her?
"Dye'er..."Qin Mu listened to her words, and also shed two lines of tears, and said sadly, "But what do your behaviors make others think of you?" How can anyone else be willing to ask for you......"
Qin's mother cried sadly, but Qin Ran had no more tears, and as far as the eye could see, there was only darkness left at this moment.
It was dark everywhere, and she ran desperately, but she couldn't get out.
It was cold and dark all around, she couldn't see anything, she only heard a voice saying: Admit it, Qin Ran, this is your life, you can't hide from it......
"No!" Qin Ran suddenly raised his voice, and looked at Qin's father and Qin's mother unwillingly, as if he was looking at himself struggling to resist in the hands of fate, "I don't exist for others, why should I have no self because of other people's opinions, why?" ”
In the end, Qin Ran was already hoarse.
Mother Qin still wanted to speak, but Father Qin grabbed Mother Qin, took a step forward and opened her mouth first, "Dye'er, the reality is like this, you have to accept your fate."
Like you said above for so long, don't you dare to jump? ”
When it came to the last sentence, Father Qin's tone was very firm.
If it was Qin Ran before the age of eight, he might dare to jump, but now Qin Ran, even if he doesn't want to admit it, he has been raised by everyone's beautiful etiquette for many years, and he doesn't have the guts.
Qin Ran listened to Father Qin's words, and her heart stabbed fiercely, almost making her faint in pain.
She looked down at her feet, it was pitch black, everything seemed so small.
Qin Ran laughed at herself, what Qin's father said was right, after many years of upbringing, she did have the habit of being a little daughter, afraid of the dark, afraid of pain, and even more afraid of heights.
Qin Ran despised his cowardly self, but he had to admit that his deep-rooted thoughts were affecting him every moment.
This made her hate herself very much, but she was powerless to change it for a while.
In the end, Qin Ran stood up with his support for the pillar, glanced back at Chunlan behind him, and when everyone thought that she didn't dare and wanted to give up, she suddenly jumped down and jumped down like that.
Before jumping down, he deliberately glanced at Father Qin, and that glance seemed to say, "Look, I dare, years of upbringing can't essentially make me succumb." ”
When Father Qin received Qin Ran's glance, his heart jumped suddenly, and then he saw Qin Ran jumping down from above, taking a step back unsteadily, and being held by his subordinates to stand dangerously not to fall.
"Dye'er...", but Qin's mother was not, seeing her daughter who was going to die in the next moment, she screamed excitedly, and then fainted directly and was caught by the next person.
"Miss!" The surrounding subordinates were also scared to death, and for a while, except for sobbing, they were screaming in worry, and none of the subordinates without martial arts could catch Qin Ran, so they could only wait for the tragic scene to happen.
And at this moment of life and death, a green figure stepped into the air, narrowly catching Qin Ran, who was about to fall to the ground.