CHAPTER XXXV

β€œβ€¦β€¦ Oh, Mr. Yeli's reputation is far away, how many people dare to say that they don't know you? In order to get out, Xiao Yezi's mouth was like smeared with honey, and he talked about sweet words with honey, "Our Yang Tianwang hangs on his lips every day, saying that Mr. Yeli ...... Mr. Yeli, you are handsome and chic, and you are an example for him to learn. In order to motivate himself, he also painted a portrait of his husband and hung it in his bedroom, worshipping him day and night. We, the little disciples, were able to pay homage to Mr. Zun, and only then did we know your old man. Your old man looks at Yang Tianwang's face, raise your noble hand, let me go. I really didn't mean to stalk you, sir. It's really ...... It's really ...... It's really the wrong way, that's why ......"

Li Li said coldly: "But you just said that you saw me tracking someone." If you hadn't paid attention to me, how could you have noticed it so meticulously? ”

"I didn't see it...... I really didn't see it. She had just seen him chasing after him, and the fool knew that he was chasing someone else. didn't expect him to be so suspicious, he didn't think she had seen something, he was really speechless, "Sir, strong man, big brother...... I...... I'm so drunk and helpless......"

"Are you drunk? Are you trying to say you're drinking? Li Li raised her eyebrows, even more puzzled.

Xiao Yezi was simply blown up by this old-fashioned teenager, how could God create such a stone-like brain circuit?

Her gesture of rolling her eyes was too obvious, and Li Li looked very uncomfortable in her heart, and asked, "Who are you, tell me quickly!" Don't think you're a woman, and I won't embarrass you. ”

Won't embarrass me? Xiao Yezi sighed - put me back on the ground, and it was not too late to say that it was not difficult. She looked around at no one, and in desperation, she had to pull the disguise mask herself.

As soon as her hand moved, Li Li was vigilant to draw her sword. She was so caught off guard that he almost cut off her fingers. Rao is that she dodges quickly, but the wind hook is so sharp, and her wrist is slightly broken under this sword.

The dog just gnawed on the mud, and he actually let her see blood?! Damn Li Li! You're enough!

She was so angry that she tore off her mask and scolded: "You young pig master, open your pig eyes and take a good look at who the old lady is?" ”

Li Li saw a flower in front of him, and his longing face suddenly appeared in front of him, and his heart was as if he had been hit hard by a hammer, and he was stunned for a moment, and then his face appeared with endless joy, and his hand couldn't help but loosen. Xiao Yezi suddenly lost his restraint, fell to the ground with a snort, and fell to the ground.

First the dog gnawed the mud, then the sword sharpened her hands, and now she slammed her ass?! Xiao Yezi was furious, jumped up and kicked Li Li fiercely.

Li Li didn't dodge, but gasped for breath and hugged her in his arms. Xiao Yezi was hugged by him, and he was instantly stupid, and he didn't know what to say.

He hugged so tightly. She couldn't see the expression on his face, but she could feel the care and warmth that suddenly released from the bottom of his heart.

She couldn't refuse the care, even though she knew it might be misleading. Because she also cares about him and wants to take care of him. Although she is not in love with him, she still doesn't want him to suffer and be sad. As long as he needs it, she is willing to relieve him unconditionally. He was saddened, and she was heartbroken. Not for anything else, because he is Li Li, because she is Xiao Yezi, because of the childhood childhood time he and she shared.

He didn't say anything, but the corners of his eyes moistened a little.

She sighed: "It's not appropriate to stay here for a long time, let's get out of here first." ”

He let go of her, nodded, and looked at her with eyes full of attachment to her, as if she were a kind of sustenance for him. It seemed that just by looking at her, he could go back to the carefree old days. He took off his cloak and covered her face, looking reverently like a loyal dog she had bred looking at his master. Being stared at by him like this, Xiao Yezi's heart was like a knife, and he didn't know how to react. He took her hand, avoided everyone's sight, and quickly secretly walked out of Yuezhou City from the corner gate.

It wasn't until he was in the post station on the outskirts of Yuezhou that he was relieved. He was afraid that she would freeze, so he took out his purse and chartered a single room from the post station, and made a stove for her and boiled hot water. He placed Xiao Ye on the stove to keep warm, went out to the store and asked for some sugar and a porcelain bowl, went back to the house to get hot water and made a bowl of sugar water, and gave it to Xiao Ye with a smile.

Xiao Ye was holding the sugar water, and his mood was extremely complicated.

These jobs were not done by Li Li, a young master, before. Now seeing him so skillful, Xiao Yezi is both relieved and sad, and the corners of his eyes are red, and he wants to cry a little.

How could Li Li not notice the subtle changes in her expression, and thought that she was freezing uncomfortably outside, so she hurriedly added some charcoal to the stove. Turning around, seeing that Xiao Yezi was still holding the sugar water in a daze, Li Li smiled: "Drink." ”

Xiao Yezi hummed, picked up the bowl and took a few sips, and handed the bowl to Li Li: "It's cold, you can drink some too, warm up." ”

Li Li took the bowl with a smile, sat on the floor next to her chair, lowered her head and took a sip on the edge of the bowl, and then raised her eyes to look at her, as if she was afraid that she would disappear. When he drank sugar water, his Adam's apple flew up and down with his swallowing, which was very sexy and good-looking. Xiao Yezi watched quietly and couldn't help but smile: This little young master has really grown into a man now. Li Li finished drinking, put down the bowl, and looked at Xiao Yezi with a smile. Xiao Yezi also looked at him. The two looked at each other like this, one joyful, the other sad.

After being silent for a long time, the two still cared about each other, and they invariably asked: "Your injury ...... Okay, right? ”

The corners of Li Li's mouth twitched, and he lowered his head and said, "I'm fine." What about you? ”

Xiao Yezi shook his head: "It's been okay for a long time." She was silent for a moment, then spoke again, "What about Miss Xue?" She's pretty good, right? ”

At the mention of Xue Yue, Li Li's expression instantly darkened. He didn't expect that even Xiao Yezi would ask Xue Yue, so he had to answer, "She's fine." ”

Xiao Yezi snorted and said with a smile: "Miss Xue is good-looking, she is a good person, and she has great abilities. Hello blessed, she is by her side to support and love. I think your parents will be happy for you. ”

Her words were sincere, but they deeply pierced Li Li's heart. He lowered his head and was silent for a long, long time before he whispered, "But...... The one I want to be by my side is you. ”

Xiao Yezi's whole body was shocked, and in the face of this situation, she didn't know what to say to ease the atmosphere, so she had to get up and pick up the empty bowl: "I'll go and return the bowl to the store......"

Seeing that she was about to leave the room, Li Li immediately stood up, stretched out her hands and passed behind her back, and hugged her shoulders.

Listening to Li Li's rapid and eager breathing, Xiao Yezi couldn't help but be soft and sad. She didn't dare to move, for fear that she would make some drastic moves and cause unnecessary misunderstandings.

Li Li buried her face in her shoulder, sniffing the faint fragrance on her body, dizzy. He had imagined the scene of confessing to Xiao Yezi countless times, but he never thought that the reason for the confession was because of the name "Xue Yue". But he has already spoken the words of confession, and he cannot regret it. Seeing her wanting to go out just now, his heart suddenly emptied, as if he was about to lose her, and instantly became uneasy, and before he could think about it, he got up and hugged her. But after hugging her, she was not as happy and satisfied as she imagined in the dream, but she noticed that her whole body was trembling slightly, as if in his arms, it was more cold than the cold days outside.

There was silence again, and Xiao Yezi said in a low voice: "Yang Yizhao is still in the city, I'm going to look for him." ”

She broke his restraints and tried to push the door open. He stretched out his hand and turned her around, stared at her with burning eyes, and said angrily, "What are you hiding? ”

As soon as he said that, he knew he was wrong. But he couldn't control this anxious emotion, and just wanted to beg her to give him a word of stability. Only her reply could calm his restless heart.

Xiao Yezi was stared at tightly by his deep eyes, and the inner emotion and the madness of reason blended and clashed, and her eyes began to dodge: "I didn't." ”

Seeing her like this, Li Li became even more restless. This dead man! I have always been thinking about her, I have been worried about her every day and night, and I have never forgotten it, but she responded to him like this? His tone was even more angry: "Why are you hiding from me? ”

Xiao Yezi was angry, ashamed and embarrassed: "I'...... I ......" In the face of Li Li, she always has a conniving mentality, and she is unwilling to say anything that hurts him so bluntly, but she doesn't say it...... Is it really a good thing?

Li Li stretched out her hand and lifted her chin, forcing her to look at herself: "You watch me talk." ”

Xiao Yezi looked at him passively, subject to his toughness, which made her tone soften: "...... Please let me go. I'm a fugitive from the Heavenly Kings Gang now, and if I stay a little longer, I'll only get you a little more. ”

"Do you think I'm going to care about that?" Li Li said angrily, "What Tianwang Gang, what Xiao Yunxi, what Mr. Yeli, do you think I will care about this?" ”

"I know you don't care." Xiao Yezi was moved when she saw his true feelings, and the corners of her eyes couldn't help but get wet, but the remaining reason still reminded her that she couldn't let things go on like this," ...... But you have to care. Your father and mother died tragically in their hometown, and they have not yet been wronged. You have gone through hardships, and you have finally made a name for yourself in the rivers and lakes, and the enemy who killed your father is still in front of you, how can you give up because of these senseless things? ”

"What do you mean by meaninglessness? I like you, I've liked you for more than ten years! Li Li stared at her stubbornly, word by word, gritted his teeth and insisted: "I don't believe that you can't have both fish and bear's paws." ”

Xiao Yezi shook his head and wanted to cry: "But ...... But ......"

"No, but! You just don't believe me! Seeing her hesitate, he was angry in his heart, and yelled angrily, "I...... Although I don't have any great achievements now, as long as you are willing, the ends of the earth, the mountains of swords and the sea of fire, I will definitely do my best to protect you! ”

Xiao Yezi looked at him, listening to this hot and fiery heartfelt words, she cherished Li Li so much, how could she not be moved? She lowered her head and saw that tears were about to burst. She really wanted to tell him that she believed in him and that she was willing to support him unreservedly. But there was a stronger voice that resounded repeatedly in her heart - Xiaoyezi, you can't be too selfish. Pushing him away and cutting off his obsession is the best choice for him.

She had made up her mind, lowered her head, opened her eyes wide, and forced back the tears. When she looked up again, she was already sneering.

"yes, I just don't believe you."

As if she had slapped her hard, Li Li took a step back suddenly, her face frightened and depressed.

She took a strong step forward: "Do you know how naΓ―ve you are now?" ”

Li Li was forced by her to take another step back.

She took another step closer: "What qualifications do you have, why do you want me to suffer with you?" ”

Seeing Li Li like an injured beast forced into a corner, she did not "relent" and forced again: "Except for a worthless heart, what can you give me?" ”

"I have promised Yang Yizhao to be with him. Only he can give me the stability I want. You, unworthy. ”

After she finished speaking, she didn't look at him anymore and rushed out of the door. As soon as she went out, she bumped into Yang Yizhao, who was looking for her. She didn't dare to make a sound, and dragged Yang Yizhao to the outside of the post station. The two of them left the post station one after the other, and at this time, snowflakes suddenly fell in the sky. Xiao Yezi didn't stop, only pulling his hand, walking faster and faster. The snow on the ground was accumulating more and more and thicker. Xiao Yezi still rushed forward blindly and arrogantly, regardless of whether Yang Yizhao could keep up or not, he let go of his hand and ran forward. She stumbled all the way to the point of losing her strength, and stumbled heavily into the snow, and finally she couldn't bear it anymore and cried loudly.

Yang Yizhao silently helped her up, held her in his arms, touched her hair, and said softly: "Cry, Yezi." It's good to cry out. ”

Xiao Yezi lay on his shoulder, crying so much that his liver and intestines were broken: "I...... I'm so cruel...... When he needed support the most, I hurt him so much and belittled him...... But I ...... I don't know what to say, what to do to make him understand......"

Yang Yizhao stretched out his hand to gently wipe her tears, and said with a smile: "I saw you talking eloquently just now, and I thought you were mature for a moment." He took off his coat, draped it over her shoulders, and said in a deep voice, "Li Li will understand." Trust me, he's much stronger than you think. You have to work hard, you can't lose to him, you know? ”

"Don't worry." She obediently lay in his arms, although she still couldn't stop the tears in her eyes, but his smell and body temperature slowly stopped her pain. Her eyes slowly strengthened as her determination grew. β€œβ€¦β€¦ I'll be fine in no time. ”

Yang Yizhao gently kissed her on the forehead, supported Xiao Yezi, and gradually walked away along the long snow track.

Behind them, Li Li clenched his fists and quietly watched their backs, walking farther and farther on the snowy road, and finally gradually disappeared.

This time he was rejected completely, although he was sad, but he was no longer as heartbreaking as he used to be, although he was uneasy, he did his best, maybe ...... It's time for this obsession to come to an end.

Eventually, he lowered his head and walked away in the opposite direction.

(End of chapter)