Chapter 773: Born to Be Yourself
When you talk about the past, it always makes people feel very sad.
Although these words, Mrs. Jingrou said them, as if she was telling someone else's story, but when she heard Lin Mengya's ears, it was a different kind of taste.
A woman is predetermined from birth to be the trajectory of her life.
is also forced to combine with his eldest brother, and he can't get his own happiness at all, maybe in modern society, this is the most shocking thing.
But Mrs. Jingrou chose her own love and escaped from her original fate, but she felt a deep sense of guilt for her family.
Lin Mengya has some empathy, if her mother had not resolutely chosen to give up her identity and follow her father, although she may not have died early, she would never be so happy.
It's just that her mother is much happier than Madame Jingrou, and her cousins told her that their father has been looking for her mother, but only to see her peace and joy.
If Mrs. Jingrou's family had supported her like this at the beginning, I am afraid that now, she would not feel so heavy.
"Madame, don't think so much."
Lin Mengya gently kneaded her calves for Mrs. Jingrou, and the soothing ingredients she put in the rose porridge gradually worked.
Soon, Mrs. Jingrou entered a state of seeming to be awake.
Coupled with Lin Mengya's massage, the whole person was soothed, and it seemed that a thousand catties of burden were relieved from the heart.
"People are supposed to live for themselves, and it has nothing to do with their identity and destiny framed by others. If Mrs. hadn't chosen to flee at the beginning, then now, she must be depressed and depressed for the rest of her life. People live for only a few decades, so what's the point if they're all soaked in bitter water? ”
Lin Mengya's voice was extremely soft, ethereal, and seemed to have a bit of magic, which made people can't help it, wanting to keep her words in their hearts and think about it repeatedly.
It seems that a seed is buried in her heart, and her words are like a spring rain, allowing the seeds in her heart to germinate and grow quickly.
Looking at Mrs. Jingrou, who was gradually falling asleep, Lin Mengya quietly withdrew from the dormitory.
Generally, people with a personality like Mrs. will be under more pressure in their hearts.
Fortunately, in the Qingzheng spectrum, some simple hypnotherapy treatments that can be combined with drugs and techniques are recorded.
As long as Mrs. is freed from the obstacles in her heart, then the day when her attitude will be tougher will not be far off.
Instructed all the palace ladies not to enter unless summoned by their wife, Lin Mengya took the bowl of rose porridge and walked to the small kitchen.
Sure enough, the scandal about her that was still going viral this morning was replaced by a new hot spot in the afternoon.
Try to pretend to have a zero sense of existence, relying on her excellent hearing, Lin Mengya collected a lot of gossip in the small kitchen.
The high priest of the Xin family, according to his seniority, should be Xiaoyu's uncle.
But he was not Madame's own brother, but only the head of a branch, because of his close relationship with the current patriarch of the Xin family, that is, Madame's eldest brother, and his ability, he was promoted to high priest.
Conventionally, there could be only one high priest at a time.
But because Xin Li was too good, when he was a minor, he was exceptionally promoted to high priest.
In this way, Xin Luan's position is a little embarrassing.
Fortunately, he has excellent means, and Xin Li is not fully qualified for the position of high priest for the time being, so he is still in this position, and he will only give up this position completely when Xin Li can master it.
In this way, it is somewhat interesting.
Lin Mengya's mind was in a hurry, the people of the Xin family, so far, she has only seen two.
Needless to say, Mrs. Jingrou is first-class in terms of appearance and conduct.
As for that Xin Li... How so? As soon as she mentioned him, Lin Mengya felt uncomfortable all over her body.
She admires the handsome teenager more, but the kind of poisonous scorpion heart, forget it.
In any case, the Xin family is a big obstacle to Xiaoyu's succession to the throne.
It is impossible to get around, but it seems to be a little difficult to uproot it.
There are also the rules of the Ten Thousand Gu Pool and the Gu Girl, she always feels that there is something weird that cannot be explained.
It seems that some things are really in a hurry. Take care of this one thing in the palace first, and take your time with the rest of the things.
There was a lot of work outside, all preparing for the arrival of the priests.
The people of Fengyu Yuan were extraordinarily idle, because of Mrs. Jingrou's order, no one dared to go out and provoke at will.
The queen fell ill, and they really needed to avoid suspicion.
Therefore, the palace ladies in the courtyard have become different kinds of leisure.
After hearing enough gossip, Lin Mengya quietly returned to the side hall where she lived.
But as soon as I entered the door, I saw Ning Qiu's girl, kneeling on the ground and weeping aggrievedly.
Standing in front of her was Xiao Yu, who had a frosty face and a frowning brow.
What are these two little ancestors?
"Sister, you're back!"
The movement of the temple gate immediately attracted all the attractions of Xiao Yu.
Turning his head, the ice and snow immediately melted, revealing a bright smile like a spring breeze, as if the person before was not him.
"You go out first, I have something to tell Ning Qiu."
Lin Mengya's expression was as usual, and she couldn't see any changes.
Just opened his mouth and took Xiaoyu away.
The latter was just unwilling to open his mouth, so he could only obediently leave the side hall first.
After Lin Mengya watched Xiao Yu's figure disappear, she stretched out her hand and gently dragged Ning Qiu up from the ground.
"What's going on? Did he hit you and scold you? ”
Although Ning Qiu is the palace lady in the lady's palace, what Lin Mengya hates the most in her life is a man who is mean to women.
Even in the face of a woman he doesn't like, at least a man should maintain the demeanor he should have.
It can be as cold as ice, but it's better not to be mean like a philistine woman.
Ning Qiu immediately shook his head, a pair of big watery eyes, blinking, full of grievances.
"His Royal Highness didn't punish me, but just said that you can't do these rough jobs in the future. I also felt that it was my own fault, so I took the initiative to kneel. Before, His Royal Highness asked me to get up, but I insisted on kneeling. It's my fault for not taking good care of you. ”
Lin Mengya sighed, whether at home or here, the family members around her seemed to regard her as a retard.
Besides, these things are not burdensome, why can't she do them?
Seeing that Ning Qiu's attitude towards her seemed to be as detached and respectful as before, Lin Mengya couldn't help but sigh again.
"It's okay, I'll tell him. I'm sorry to have wronged you. Madame is still taking a nap, go and see her, don't let anyone disturb her. ”
Ning Qiu immediately nodded deeply, and trotted all the way except for the gate of the side hall.
This girl is good everywhere, but she likes to take all the fault on herself, but she is very similar to her wife.
No wonder, people say that things gather by like, and people are divided by groups.
Thinking of the few in her yard, they are not easy to mess with, and it seems that it is also because of her master, who is not very like words.
"Sister, can I come in?"
Outside the door, a little head who was deliberately selling cuteness looked at her pitifully on the door.
Lin Mengya nodded, and if she wanted to pretend to be serious, she could only hold back.
After all, this kid is right, what is wrong is that she did not let Xiaoyu recognize her ability in time.
Sitting on the round stool, Lin Mengya looked at Xiaoyu with a smile, until she saw that his eyes were dripping and rolling, obviously she was a little unsure of what she meant, so she groaned for a while and spoke.
"Do you see clearly?"
Xiaoyu was a little confused, looking at her sister with a kind smile in front of her stupidly, and nodded her little head suspiciously.
"I have hands and feet, and while I'm not a strong man, I'm not a piece of crap either. Xiaoyu, my sister knows that you mean well, but there are some things that my sister really wants to do by herself. Do you want your sister to be a waste with industrious limbs, or a normal person who can at least support herself? ”
In fact, Xiaoyu's first choice was to raise Lin Mengya into a waste.
However, under the burning gaze of the latter, he could only choose the second option without hesitation.
"It's good, so no matter what my sister does in the future, I hope you can understand. We must both uphold the mentality of mutual understanding, mutual respect and mutual tolerance. You are very perceptive, and I am very satisfied, sister. ”
Meaning, it is obviously a meeting between the two sides.
But the ghost knows that Xiaoyu has always put her sister first everywhere, and where can she still talk about raising objections.
Even if there were, as long as Lin Mengya glanced at him, he would immediately swallow it back into his stomach, digest and digest it to make it disappear completely.
Therefore, the conversation between the two came to an end in a cordial, friendly and not warm atmosphere.
"By the way, what are you coming to me for? There are now scandals about the two of us everywhere in the palace, and I think it is necessary to keep a certain distance in front of outsiders. ”
Regarding this point, Xiaoyu and Lin Mengya have the same attitude.
He doesn't like the ladies in the palace, and he loves to gossip when he has nothing to do.
I think that when I was in Liuxin Courtyard, they were all servants of their family, grabbing melon seeds and talking about other people's gossip.
And no matter what happens in the house, everyone will keep their mouths shut and not leak any news.
He likes to be with his sister very much, and he is not afraid of any gossip.
But this is their business, what does it have to do with others?
There are many such discussions, and they are also spread falsely, which is really tiresome.
That's why he chose to secretly come to the side hall to wait for Lin Mengya, instead of playing coquettish with his sister regardless of it as usual.
"You pack up and wait until you leave the palace with me. Uncle Lie has returned from the border, and I have already conveyed your meaning to him. Uncle Lie said that although he didn't know much, if it was related to a big event, he could tell you everything. I came here today to pick you up from the palace. ”