Chapter 48
It was she, her carelessness, her ego, that killed Cuckoo. She killed people, killed her best friends.
She suddenly opened her eyes, and met Yunxi's concerned eyes. In an instant, she got up, jumped out of bed and ran out. Yunxi didn't continue to stop her, and let her go, but secretly ordered the guards of Xingzhuang not to let Xiaoyezi out of the camp privately, so as not to have an accident.
Xiao Yezi wanted to retrieve Du Juan'er's body, but all exits of Xingzhuang were strengthened, and even the fence was urgently reinforced. Xiao Yezi had no way out, so he had to stumble all the way to his tent with grief.
Halfway through, she passed by the tent of the disciples of the Fengrui Camp and clearly heard the gossip coming from inside.
"I heard that tonight, the helper came back with that constant attendant. They must have something to worry about. ”
"Hmph, it's not a dirty thing to sell your body to cling to the powerful. Same with that cuckoo. ”
"Miss Yunrong has warned the surnamed Du that this little leaf has a problem with the helper. She didn't believe it yet. Hmph, now even my life is on the line, what else is there to say. ”
If it was usual, she would have jumped out to refute it. But at this time, she lost her friend and was splashed with dirty water, she was helpless, her heart was bitter, she only felt that she couldn't speak, she couldn't speak, even if she said it, how many people could believe it? She was like a fish in her throat, covered her face and ran back suddenly, and threw herself on the bed, and then she cried.
I didn't know how long I cried, and suddenly someone was talking beside her, and her voice was calm and steadfast: "Chang Xiaobao, what are you crying for?" ”
Xiao Ye was startled and raised his head suddenly. saw Li Li sitting in front of her bed, looking at her tearful face in amazement.
"What's wrong with you, why are you so sad?" Li Li had never seen her so sad, and her heart was full of doubts and distress.
The care of the family made Xiao Yezi instantly sad.
Li Li stretched out her hand, touched her hair, stared at her face, and asked in a deep voice, "What's wrong?" ”
"I ......" Xiao Yezi wanted to confide, but looking at Li Li's caring appearance, she suddenly remembered that this was in the village, her whole body was shocked, and she didn't have time to wipe the tears on her face, so she jumped out of bed, looked around through the gap in the camp tent for a long time, and confirmed that there was no one around the camp, so she turned around and sat opposite Li Li, raised her arm to wipe the tears on her face, and said eagerly: "Why are you here?" Has anyone been following you? Is it safe? You trespass on the village, and you are too bold! In case you get caught, you ...... You're dead, you know! ”
Li Li looked at her caring appearance, his heart was infinitely satisfied, he reached out and gently wiped away the remaining tears of Xiaoyezi, and smiled slightly: "If you want to come, you will come." You haven't said yet, what are you crying about. ”
Xiao Yezi only cared about his condition, and didn't answer him at all, only threw a series of questions like a cannon: "I heard that you were injured?" Where's the injury? Are you okay now? How do you do things that look ahead and look backwards? If you kill the hall master of the Witch Owl Hall, will the people of the Fengrui Camp want to harm you? ”
Li Li was amused by her appearance, her heart was extremely warm, and she responded patiently one by one with unprecedented patience: "I was not injured, I was poisoned at the time, and now that the poison is resolved, it will naturally be fine." Although it is difficult and dangerous in the Fengrui Battalion, they are all decisive victories by force, and no one will harm me, you can rest assured. After a while, when I win the Divine Night, I will be able to become the deputy of the Gao Lan Hall Master of the Fengrui Battalion. He stretched out his hand to hold Xiao Yezi's shoulders, and stared at Xiao Yezi with a pair of eyes, as if he wanted to see her through, "Now tell me, why are you crying?" ”
As soon as he mentioned this, Xiao Yezi's eyes were red, and he said in a low voice: "I know a girl, she is my friend, and she likes Gang Master Xiao." But I don't know why, she misunderstood that I was with Gang Leader Xiao. I can't explain it clearly, she tried to assassinate the gang leader out of love and hatred, and she has ...... In short, it was I who didn't take care of her that made her go like this. It's all my fault. ”
Li Li pursed her lips, was silent for a moment, and said, "Is it a misunderstanding, or is it true?" As soon as he thought of the possible relationship between Xiao Yunxi and Xiao Yezi, he couldn't help but be jealous.
Xiao Yezi had already heard so many rumors, but he didn't expect Li Li to be so suspicious, so he couldn't help but turn his head, angry and bitter, and said, "I'm not with Gang Leader Xiao." When you ask, you're doubting me. ”
Hearing this, his heart softened, Li Li felt a little guilty, he thought quietly for a moment, and finally calmed down a little, and said, "In this case, what does this matter have to do with you?" ”
Xiao Yezi shook his head, and his eyes were moist again: "How can this be said to have nothing to do with me?" It was because of my existence that she had no one to rely on. If it weren't for the fact that I came to Ling Yan to choose this Raushzi close attendant, none of this would have happened. ”
Li Li was unmoved, and continued: "Then let me ask you, why did you come to be a close attendant? ”
Xiao Yezi glanced at him: "Knowingly, of course, it is to stay in the Heavenly King Gang." If you don't stay in the Tianwang Gang, I will rely on my strength alone, how can I find you? ”
When Li Li heard her say this, it was as if a bowl of honey had been poured into her, and the vinegar in her chest was swept away, and she couldn't care about Xiao Yezi's crying and chirping now, she laughed, and couldn't help but pat her shoulder: "If you want me to say, there is nothing right or wrong in this matter." I ask you, even if you are not here, will the person you are talking about be able to get his wish? ”
Xiao Yezi was stunned, there is still this kind of if? She pondered for a long time, and finally shook her head: "I think...... No, it won't. Xiao Gang Master has Ren Tianwang by his side and Jing Ying in his heart. Even if I'm not there, there's no way she'll be with Gang Leader Xiao. When she said this, she was suddenly shocked. Yes, Gang Leader Xiao has Ren Qingmei and Jing Ying, even if he really shows favor to me, how can I surpass his wife and compare to the confidante who lives for him and dies for him? Even if he wants to be with me wholeheartedly, he is also a family man, and I am really willing to be a mistress for him? A woman who doesn't even have a name? Even if I want to do it now, what about later? Do I really want to suppress myself like this forever, live for him, die for him?
Thinking of this, she felt pantothenic acid in her heart, but she was sour and helpless. Li Li kept staring at her, he knew in his heart what she was thinking. He has known her for more than ten years, how can he not see that her heart is moving? Xiao Yezi accompanies this gang leader day and night, and it is inevitable that he will be close to the water. But now it seems that Xiao Yezi has not believed in this gang leader so desperately. The competition for love is no joke. Time was running out, and he decided to put her thoughts in order so as not to miss the opportunity and leave her in trouble.
"Chang Xiaobao." Li Li pulled Xiao Yezi's shoulders, stared at her, and said in a deep voice, "The last time we met in a hurry, there were many things, I didn't have time to say." Now I'll tell you all about it, listen well. After speaking, he told her what he had experienced.
Listening to Li Li's slow narration, Xiao Yezi was just curious at first, and slowly, a dignified dark color spread on her cheeks. In the end, it all turned into horror, she bit her lip, endured the discomfort of her body, and said in a low voice: "It turns out that everyone in the village died in the hands of Ren Qingmei. ”
Li Li said in a deep voice: "These are all inferences of the land enemy, I dare not believe it." But the tattoo on my arm is really real. I must stay in the Tianwang Gang and find out the truth in order to avenge my father and mother and the villagers of Nianfei Village. ”
There is such a vicious woman, and she still maintains a detached face in her, which is simply a honey-bellied sword with a human face and a beast's heart. The more Xiao Yezi thought about it, the more he hated, and gritted his teeth and said: "If what Lu Di said is true, I must let Qingmei pay the due price." ”
She suddenly became worried, "But are you safe in the Sharp Camp alone now?" I don't want you to put yourself in it again because of this. ”
Li Li heard that she cared so much about herself, her heart was sweet and almost flying, a little shy, but she couldn't help but stare at her, although she didn't embrace her, her eyes were full of eagerness.
Xiao Yezi was stared at by Li Li eagerly and caringly, and suddenly remembered something important - although she regarded him as family, he may not be like her.
The last time they met, he disappeared for a few days and died, she only cared about the excitement of the reunion of the two, and temporarily forgot these feelings other than life and death. But now it seems that after such a long time, Li Li's feelings have not decayed, but have deepened day by day. Otherwise, why did he care so much about Xiao Yunxi's relationship with her?
It's just that Li Li didn't confess, and she couldn't speculate on her own theories, let alone refuse directly. She cherished him, so she didn't want to have a misunderstanding between the two. One cuckoo is enough. She must be more cautious in dealing with Li Li and not let the tragedy happen again.
She carefully worded and added, "Ever since my grandmother left, I've been helpless. I thought that Nianfei Village was my home, but I didn't expect that my home would be gone. Now you're the only one in my family. She lowered her eyes, "If you ...... too." I'd rather not live in that case. ”
At this moment, Xiao Yezi's wording did not have an ambiguous attachment between men and women, but it still made Li Li feel pity, and he touched Xiao Yezi's head: "I will be measured, believe me." ”
Xiao Yezi looked at his smug look, and couldn't help but smile with a pout. She knows that Li Li is very smart, but he has also been pampered since he was a child, even if the two of them have undergone great changes, in her heart, he is still that young man, and he is a rich young master who needs her to take care of: "If you have it, you are a delicate young master, if there is no me, when you meet those three villains in that water room, you can touch it alone?" She patted Li Li on the shoulder and said with a smile: "It's more reliable to believe in myself." ”
Li Li saw that she seemed to have contempt, and couldn't help but snort: "This is our man's business, don't be reckless as a woman, it's good to take care of yourself." ”
Xiao Yezi rolled his eyes and pushed him hard: "you!" It's not early, you hurry up. I'm going to accompany the Xiao Gang Master to train tomorrow, just so I can find out the news. Don't underestimate me, I'm not a fool of nothing. ”
"It's rare that you can also say Chang Xiaobao's three words, and it's really different." Li Li stretched out his hand and rubbed her head fiercely, "That Xiao Gang Master is not a good person at first glance, you keep me away from him, otherwise be careful of your head!" ”
Xiao Yezi knew that he cared about himself, and his heart warmed, so he slapped him with his hand and spat: "Don't talk nonsense." Wolf heart and dog lungs. Dare to touch me again, watch your head! Come on! ”
Li Li got up to leave, and when he walked to the door, he thought about it, turned around and said, "Help me keep an eye on the night of God." ”
Xiao Yezi's heart turned, knowing what he meant, and nodded: "Don't worry." ”
Li Li glanced at her, although she scolded her just now, she was really about to leave, her heart softened again, and her eyes were full of reluctance when she looked at her. Xiao Yezi was like insulation, only smiled and stretched out the thumb of his right hand, and pointed at himself confidently. Li Li was a little helpless, but the future is long, and he will often sneak to visit her in the future, believing that there will always be a chance to impress her. He looked down and smiled, wrapped himself in his cloak, and turned to disappear into the night.
The night passed in a hurry, the sky was still hazy, and the little leaf had already gotten up.
After Li Li's persuasion, she worked hard to adjust her mentality overnight, and finally achieved some results. Although she still felt guilty and sad about Du Juan'er's death, when she appeared in front of Yunxi again, her appearance and behavior were much more natural.
It's just that even a person can see that although she behaves normally, her attitude towards Yunxi has changed, and she is obviously more polite and alienated.
Yunxi was still as gentle and silent as ever to her. Every time he looked at his eyes as deep as Yunxi water, Xiao Yezi couldn't help but secretly approve, such a god-like man, the whole world doesn't know if he can find a second one? No wonder Du Juan likes him with all her heart.
Thinking of Du Juan'er, she felt sad in her heart. But Li Li is right, even without her little leaf, Du Juan Er would not be able to get her wish. Alas, who can say whether this emotional matter is right or wrong?
She took leave from Yunxi in the morning and went to see off Du Juan'er. Yunxi didn't say much, just agreed. Xiao Yezi was dressed in black and watched the disciples of the gang perform the burial ceremony for Du Juan'er. She turned a lot of money into a lot for Du Juan'er, and secretly prayed in her heart, wishing that Du Juan would get out of love as soon as possible and be reincarnated in the past life.
The cuckoo is gone. All she can do is live her life well. According to what Li Li said, let's go together to investigate the origin of the case of Nianfei Village.
Ren Qingmei...... I don't know what Ren Qingmei did, whether Yunxi knew about it. Wouldn't he be sad if he knew that his wife was acting like this behind his back? If the envoy of Jing Ying was still in the world, perhaps he could still be relieved. If none of this happens, or she can channel Yunxi a little. Before the Du Juan incident, she still had a trace of fantasy about Yun Xi, but since Du Juan died, although she still had a good impression of Yun Xi in her heart, she also gave up the last bit of thought of staying up with Yun Xi to the end, and only wanted to do a good job of serving silently, and she couldn't think of anything else for a while.
In the afternoon, she returned to Yunxi's tent, Yunxi was not there, and it seemed that she had gone to lead the troops to practice. She was actually a little glad in her heart, she finally didn't have to face to face with Yunxi. She calmed down and continued to carry out the daily tidying up work of her attendants. While sorting out Yunxi's clothes, she kept recalling Li Li's story in her mind. Just when she was immersed in her memories, Yunxi was already quietly standing in front of her, reaching out to cover her forehead, and said with concern: "What do you want?" Did you not sleep well last night? ”
Xiao Yezi was startled, she really couldn't enjoy such a high-level intimacy, so she instinctively stepped back and smirked: "Haha, haha, I slept very well." Helper, are you sleeping well? ”
Yunxi saw her smile awkwardly, and also smiled: "I can't sleep, I read a book all night." ”
Xiao Yezi laughed: "Xiao Yezi couldn't be with him last night, it seems that he worked hard to serve Xue." The helper is so interested, and the red sleeves add fragrance to reading at night, which is also quite poetic. ”
(End of chapter)