Chapter 175: Making a Mistake
Chu Lanai made a heartfelt prediction, Yan Zhen skimmed her face and didn't let her see her expression.
Because she thought of the wound on the man's shoulder.
Why is it difficult to give up, because I found that the other party was not as good as I imagined.
Always hurt, always calculated, but always funny and calm to others, without resentment.
Even if the snow in Quanshan.... When she found out later, she felt that there was cold oozing in her bones, but it only took four years for the other party to be able to talk and laugh again, and she didn't see the decline.
Compared to himself who has never been able to come out, that person looks extremely unreal.
She always remembered what Zhu'er, the youngest and most innocent person said to her, "Ah Zhen, I don't think I'm the most lovable, it's actually Ah Jin." ”
"People who have endured everything but can act as if nothing has happened are truly lonely."
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Mingjin is not alone, because she is busy saving people.
Fortunately, she didn't make it to the hole in the cliff, but she found a small cave in the inner side of the wall on the edge of the lake, but she didn't go.
The people above could see a lake when they looked down, maybe someone came down to look for her, maybe the person who came to look for her was not necessarily the one who wanted her to live, so she took the person into the dense forest and found a large tree hole.
After examining the other party's injuries, he finally looked at the mask on the other person's face, and his fingers moved up from his heart and landed on the cold mask.
But there was a pause.
She knew who he was, and there seemed to be no need to uncover it.
And when it is revealed, is the meaning different?
"Fortunately, there is the elixir given by Li Baiyi, otherwise it would not be enough for you to die." Ming Jin took out the pill in her clothes, took out two and fed them to the other party, and the last one was originally intended to be taken by herself, but seeing that the other party's white skin was blue, she thought about it, she put it away, and Gu Zi crossed her legs to breathe.
After a while, the man lying on the ground opened his eyes, his mask was still there, and he saw the black roof of the cave, which was very low, but the temperature inside the cave was very warm, as if there was a bonfire.
He also heard very subtle
He turned his face to see Ming Jin, who was adding twigs to the campfire, and saw her slowly devouring a small fruit in one hand.
She is always so relaxed and calm, and she is not embarrassed.
However, her face was not very good, her lips were bloodless, and she seemed to have serious internal injuries, probably because of that palm.
"Do you want to eat?"
She realized that he was awake, and took the fruit that was in the large leaves beside her, and handed him one.
His eyes moved.
"I'm sorry, I forgot that your bones are damaged and your hands and feet are inconvenient."
Ming apologized, and after eating the one in his hand, he approached and handed the fruit to his mouth.
She probably didn't feel this intimacy, and there was no discomfort in her eyebrows and eyes.
"No, I'm not hungry, thank you."
"Nourish living beings here, not only spiders grow huge, but this fruit is also more moisturizing than the outside, and it is a little good for the injury, not to mention that eating enough is also conducive to recovery, you can't let me survive with a paralyzed person."
She knows how to reason, and if she doesn't eat it, she seems to be unreasonable and hypocritical.
So he ate.
Sure enough, it didn't trap him.
This fruit is good, but it is very sour, and the teeth are going to fall.
"Is it because you're sour..."
"Yes."
“....”
Ming Jin withdrew his hand and continued to add firewood, the clothes on her body were all dry, and it was estimated that it would not be a short time.
"That Fei Wudao may still come down to find you, and you should leave here early."
"What do you want from me?"
The bull head did not talk to the horse's mouth, and after the two looked at each other, they were silent.
After a while, Xu Qiubai moved with difficulty, took off the mask on his face, and watched him move coldly.
"Previously, in Redstone Valley, he saw me, but he didn't kill me."
"Are you a butterfly lover of flowers?"
Ming Jin is so smart that he directly guessed.
"Well, my father is his seventh junior brother Chen Moyun, but before the accident, he was not in the sect, he traveled abroad, and had a relationship with my mother, but was assassinated, my mother was pregnant at the time, and immediately hid and gave birth to me, and later changed her name and surname, she taught me hatred since she was a child, but she refused to take risks, and after she died, I began to investigate the affairs of the Xie family, and it was at that time that I knew that there was a person."
That year, when the apricot blossoms were drizzling, he wore white clothes and entered the leisurely, simple and beautiful farmhouse, but he saw the obscurity and strictness of the Zhuangzi, and then, he saw a Xie Mingjin who was incompatible with the Zhuangzi and seemed to be one with him.
Someone he always wanted revenge.
Ming Jin lowered his eyes, stirred the bonfire, and after half a ring, said lightly: "Actually, I don't mind who you are, but now that I know, I am willing to say I'm sorry, although it is useless." ”
"My parents have been wronged, I feel innocent, but according to this reason, you are also innocent.... I didn't think so before, but then I persuaded myself like this. ”
repeatedly saves the person he wants to take revenge on, what a stupid word.
"Self-deception is not a good habit." Ming calmly pointed out his mistakes.
Xu Qiubai smiled, "You are really a very strange person, Xie Mingjin." ”
"It's like you wouldn't have waded into this troubled water, the Nine Heavens Sword Fetus is not very attractive to you, because your own qualifications are strong enough, and you are a person who is good at restraining desires, so you came in for the sake of that strange beast?"
Ming Jin frowned and stared at him.
"You laugh at me for deceiving yourself, why don't you, you pity it because you feel that you are very similar to it, you have never done anything, but you have been hunted for no reason, others have countless schemes against you, but you don't know what you have in you that is worthy of others' plots. Perhaps, it is the same. ”
He said it very bluntly and explicitly, but every word was fine.
Ming Jin shook the spark with a small twig, and said, "Those who are deep in their minds are often conceited, and if you blindly show through my thoughts, I may be angry." ”
"Kill me, then." Xu Qiubai closed his eyes and said tiredly: "I don't want to sway next time whether to calculate you, whether to make up for you when you are injured, but I always think of my mother's death, and I think of my father who she mentions day and night but never sees, it is too tiring, and it is the hardest thing in the world to be entangled in the decision." ”
"I'm not going to kill you." Ming Jin put down the branch, hugged his legs and knees, felt the temperature of the flames, and said softly: "It's good to have a target of hatred and revenge like you, I can't do it." ”
Xu Qiubai was stunned, but also silent, listening to her.
"I can't go one step further and kill my father. I can only go back, I want to see my mother's past, to see my grandfather's people get through, even if it's just a strange beast, in this life, if you can't find a way back, then you can only find a place to come. ”
She closed her eyes, a little tired.
"Xu Qiubai, do you want to kill me, or do others want to kill me out of hatred, I don't care about the result, I only mind the process."
"Don't deceive me with love, don't hurt others with humiliation, either live or die, just eliminate grievances and grievances, don't entangle, because you will make mistakes."
"If you make a mistake, you will regret it endlessly, and that is purgatory."
She was warning him, and she was warning herself.
A line that neither of them can cross.
It carries blood, separated by mountains and seas, and separated by grudges.
Whoever puts it down is a betrayal of where it came from, and whoever picks it up is a way back from making mistakes.
Xu Qiubai was silent, and Ming Jin didn't speak, but the two heard voices at the same time.
Roar!
Ming Jin was startled, got up, and looked at Xu Qiubai.
Neither of them spoke, but when Xu Qiubai wanted to speak, Ming Jin stepped forward and clicked on his dumb hole, bent down, and whispered in his ear: "If I die, I will pay you back this life, and if I don't die, I will still owe it." ”
Then she went out, Xu Qiubai couldn't move at all, and watched a wisp of green silk falling down his cheek flutter, and then left.
It didn't take long for a strong roar to come from outside, which seemed to lure it away, and then... Nope.
Return to the terrible silence of death.
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