Chapter 158
I remember during the summer vacation of the fourth grade, once my mother took me to the county to buy clothes, and on the way back I encountered a torrential rain, my mother took me to a nearby gate hole to shelter from the rain, the rain was too big, and they all floated into the door hole, my mother and another aunt who sheltered from the rain decided to close the door, I wanted to go up to help, my mother yelled at me and told me to stay away, but I was young at the time, my mind was very axial, and I read too many books, I wanted to protect my mother, even if there was danger, it didn't matter. I resolutely stepped forward to push the door with my mother, and did not listen to my mother's dissuasion, and later my mother complained to me, saying that I always made her feel uneasy. Now that I think about it, I was really naïve at the time, I could only make my mother worry after I went up, and my mother could cope with it, and my best way to help my mother at that time should be to avoid the gate from afar.
When I was a child, I told my mother that my dream was to be a writer, make a lot of money, and then explore the mysteries of the world, I asked my mother, what is your dream, and my mother smiled and told me: "Mom's dream is that the family is safe and happy, take you and your sister to buy a beautiful dress, and then go hand in hand to eat a delicious meal." ”
I still remember that when I was a child, I didn't study well, my mother went to school after work to take me home, and when I got home, I was given homework, at that time, my mother drove my father to my house, and then at night we lay on the bed, and my mother taught me to study until I was too sleepy and fell asleep.
One time in the morning my dad was going to send me to school, there was an exam that day, I followed my dad out with my schoolbag after eating, my mom didn't eat, chased out and didn't let me be idle even from home to the outside of the house this more than ten meters away, this little time can also tell me how to answer a question, my mom used Comrade Lei Feng's nail spirit very well.
In the past two years, the family's economic situation has changed a lot, my mother has also changed to an eight-hour work system, and in the past year since I dropped out of school, my mother often cooked me some delicious food, she said to me: " When I was a child, there was nothing, I have always felt very heartbroken, did not let you live a good life, I still remember, when you were a child, I took you to the neighboring village to catch the market, you fell in love with a tank toy, more than ten yuan, at that time the family was poor, I was reluctant to buy more than ten yuan, do not buy for you, you have not made trouble before, that time you made a lot of trouble, insisted on buying, there is really no way, bought for you, but on the way back also a strong reprimand you, and then think about it so regretful, what if your young heart leaves a psychological shadow, other people's children want to buy what toys parents will buy, and you have to be scolded when you buy a toy。 ”
After hearing my mother's words, I gave her a blank look: "What is the past of Chen sesame and rotten grain, as for it, after waiting for a few months, your son will make money with small achievements in the media, and after waiting for a year, your son will become a big name in the self-media, I am a genius, and my heart quality is very strong when I was a child, if I can't even pass this small threshold, how can it become a big thing." A person with outstanding abilities will show the advantages of being different from ordinary people when he is a child......" (10,000 words of narcissism are omitted here).
Mom laughed, I laughed, it's a humor that belongs between us.
Since dropping out of school for a year, I have written the book "Peter the Fox", and I have written several articles one after another, personal feelings. I'm kind of a writer, I guess that's it.
However, can you imagine that when I was in school, the essay score was always very low, and at that time, the writing essay was always filled with the number of words, and I never thought about writing a good article. So some friends may be curious to ask, why can you write a novel and so many articles as soon as you drop out of school, and you will hang up later? Haha, in fact, no, in fact, I can write these things all because I have "ink" in my stomach, and today I will talk to you about the importance of "ink".
When I was a child, I was very fond of reading, I still remember, every time I took a Chinese exam, after the paper was sent down, I would be eager to open the reading questions behind the paper, read the articles in the reading questions, what I hoped most was a story, I didn't like to read prose, and every time I took the exam, I would use the reading questions behind it as a treasure, as a reward for my hard work.
And every time a new semester begins, and new textbooks on language, history, and ideology and morality are distributed, I will spend a few days reading them one by one, because I never listen to lectures in class, I can't listen to them at all, and my thinking is too serious, and the teacher doesn't care about me, so I just read the stories in the textbooks or the articles I like to read.
There is a bad habit of reading "idle books", it is a little better in elementary school, secretly read extracurricular books below during class, and it is much more serious in junior high school, except for the first year of junior high school, I have also listened to some classes, and I am in class in the second and third years of junior high school I am reading "idle books" or sleeping, the teacher will never care about me, the last three rows of teachers are not learning students to stay, and those who do not study will be concentrated in the last three rows, and the teacher will go around when he is in class, except for a very small number of one or two teachers, most teachers will not turn to the back. So I was given time to read "idle books", at that time, almost everyone in the last three rows of the class had one or two extracurricular books, and after reading my own, I changed them with other classmates.
I never imagined how much of a role these things would play in my writing, to be precise, I never imagined that I would start a business by writing.
When I was in elementary school, I really wanted to be a writer for a year or two, and I wanted to grow up to do a freelance job, make a lot of money, travel around the world, hehe, my naïve childhood dream. But the days I really put it into action were a few days when I was in the sixth grade, and the rest of the time I was daydreaming, fantasizing about writing books in the future and becoming famous, and I would earn tens of millions for a book.
It's not a way to live like this, I was also anxious, although it will take a long time to grow up, but, if I don't work hard for literature, then I will not be able to be a writer in the future, I read a lot of essays in elementary school, when I was in the sixth grade, there was an essay exhibition in the school, and I put the good essays written by my classmates, and I forgot what type of essays my class asked me to write, but I remember very clearly that I wrote an essay called "My Mother" The composition, the style of writing is modeled after an essay on the composition book I have read, after reading it, I carefully reviewed it, I think it is not bad, and it looks similar to the composition paper, I am full of joy and handed it to the teacher, the teacher at the time I remember that it was also a good feeling, to put mine on the composition exhibition, and then I forgot because of what to put on it.
After this incident, I feel that I am very talented as a writer, and it is time for me to break through for my ideal goal.
So for the next few days, I came home in the evening and wrote my own novel, which was an adventure similar to the current "Peter the Fox", and the main character was also called Xiaomu...... Of course, there were no characters such as Peter Agui in that novel, and I wrote more than 1,200 words, and it was not easy to write at that time, because the writing was slow, and I didn't feel good about writing and crossed it out, and I wrote more than 1,200 words for several days, and then I couldn't hold on, I felt that I was not the material for writers.
I still keep that novel, to show you how I wrote it at the time, the font was encrypted with a program, but it's likely that you can't see my scribbled font clearly, after all, it's a trade secret, and I thought about it more broadly at the time, in case the novel is pirated by you, how much money I will have to lose in the future, only I can understand it......
It may also have genetics, my mother loved to study when she was a child, although I didn't know why I didn't go to high school at the time, but when I went to school with my sister, my mother was very strong, with self-study, I learned all the junior high school textbooks and then we went home to tutor for us, my sister went to high school, my mother who never entered the gate of high school, also taught herself in high school by the way, after my sister went home, she is still teaching my sister homework, this, I really admire, although I tutored me for so long I was not admitted to high school......
Although my dad is not as strong as my mother, but my dad has a lot of research on history and language, my dad speaks in a crepe, but he doesn't feel like a reader, and the words in his mouth jump out one after another when he speaks, and I once negotiated with my dad: don't pretend to be a civilized person for a day, and the literary level is not as high as mine! My dad expressed his disdain for my words.
When I came here, I successfully inherited my dad's factor, and I like to say a lot of words in the past two years, what celebrity quotes, I can memorize and find the right one will definitely go to show off, I like this feeling of export.
I've been focusing on the Internet all these years, and I've never worked writing, until now, if you ask me to write an article, it's okay, but if I were asked to teach a child to write an article and write a novel, I might not know how to say it in two sentences, because I haven't heard of it in composition class at all, and until now, I don't know what rhetorical devices mean (I will go to Baidu immediately after writing this article, because in the future, I will have to learn how to write well to do content entrepreneurship. )
Perhaps, George was born a genius (bad laughs), he was self-taught, no, he could write a novel without even learning to write...... (Allow me to pretend to be a force and omit tens of thousands of words here.) )
Although I am here to share my experience with you (a serious pretend), I never thought that I would write a novel a year ago, and I could write it as professionally as the novels printed on the books, in fact, it is all thanks to the "ink" in my stomach, I have read countless novels over the years, imitated the way others wrote them, and set my own storyline.
But it's true that it's not okay to have ink in my stomach, because I haven't learned to write, when I wrote "Peter Fox", I didn't know at all when I wrote a novel at all, I had to set an outline to write something, and then I found that it was really difficult to write, so I took a look at how to write a novel, the first time I knew that I still needed to set the outline of the novel, the first time I knew that the character design and the world view, when I wrote, sometimes I didn't understand whether a word was appropriate in this paragraph, and I had to Baidu to understand what the word meant...... I have to admit that it was true that I didn't listen well in school and caused some difficulties in my writing.
It is really important to have "ink" in my stomach, I used to think that although I read so many books, it was not of much use, I read the stories above, and I didn't carefully write down how to write, nor did I write down those good paragraphs and sentences, and I wouldn't appreciate literature, and now it seems that if I hadn't read a lot at that time, I wouldn't have so many words popping out of my mouth, and I wouldn't have written "Peter the Fox" In this book, when I write a novel and write a certain scene, I will recall similar plots from those novels I have read before, and then I will understand how to write it. It's like listening to more songs and singing songs, a truth.
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