Chapter 310: She Should Hate Me
Syllable!
As soon as Mu Qiannuan's words fell, a heavy slap fell on his cheek.
"Mu Qiannuan! You bastard! ”
Nian Xiaonian's voice trembled, his hands trembled, and hatred and love were entangled in his eyes.
There was a hot pain in the palm of his hand, but it was far less than the pain in his heart.
After being slapped in the face, Mu Qiannuan did not have the slightest annoyance, and was still indifferent as if he was an emotionless machine.
"Fight and fight, you can go."
At this time, Mu Qiannuan was not the enthusiastic man Ning Xi knew at all, and he was a completely different person.
Mu Qiannuan's ruthlessness made Nian Xiaonian desperate, and he has been like this for the past two years.
No matter how she scolded him, how she forced him, or even made noise, he was this indifferent indifference.
Facing him, it was like a heavy punch landing on the cotton with all her might, and the feeling of powerlessness made her deeply hurt.
He hadn't smiled at herself for two and a half years, and she had almost forgotten what his smile looked like.
Until today, seeing Mu Qiannuan talking and laughing happily with the girls around her, she realized that he would also smile at girls.
A feeling of tiredness came from the bottom of her heart, she had no strength, no matter what she did, she couldn't warm his heart.
She and he could never go back.
"Mu Qiannuan, you were the one who said that you would be responsible for me, you were the one who submitted the marriage application to the organization, and you were the one who retired from the army and escaped when the wedding date was approaching. You know that in the past two years, in order to prevent you from being punished by the organization, I have made excuses for you again and again, and found reasons for you, but ...... Is that the answer you gave me? ”
Nian Xiaonian pointed at Ning Xi bitterly, lowered his arm weakly and said, "Mu Qiannuan, I'm tired." You, I don't want it, I can't afford it. Marriage application, I will go to the organization to revoke it, I wish you happiness. ”
Nian Xiaonian turned around in disgrace.
It's time for it all to end.
Maybe she never started with him, and it was just her one-man show all these years.
Nian Xiaonian, who turned around, didn't see the turbulence in Mu Qian's warm eyes.
If he could, he really didn't want to recall that night two years ago.
Whether it was him or Nian Xiaonian's life, they all deviated from their original trajectory on that night.
Everything that happened that night haunted Mu Qiannuan like a nightmare, and it also became a stain in his life that could not be cleaned.
He tried to make amends for his mistakes, but in the end he chose to run away.
Nian Xiaonian scolded right, he is not a man at all.
His arrogance made him fall for the enemy's tricks, and even hurt his teammate Nian Xiaonian at the time.
However, Nian Xiaonian not only didn't blame him, but hid this matter for him.
Maybe in Nian Xiaonian's opinion, he was drugged and lost his mind, so those things happened.
Only Mu Qiannuan knew that he had not lost his mind at all at that time, his brain was extremely clear, but he couldn't control his body.
The primal impulse made him destroy Nian Xiaonian's body like a beast, but his soul was like a third party watching from the sidelines, allowing him to witness this tragedy with his own eyes, but he couldn't do anything about it.
Out of guilt and self-blame, he did promise Nian Xiaonian that he would take care of her for the rest of his life.
But he broke his promise.
Every day after Mu Qiannuan applied for marriage, he would think about what happened that night.
Nian Xiaonian's painful struggles and tears of despair were all engraved in Mu Qiannuan's brain very clearly.
As soon as he saw her face, he remembered her lifeless face.
Mu Qiannuan didn't know where she got the courage to clean herself up, even including him who lost all his strength.
I don't know what kind of mood she has in to conceal his guilt.
All he knew was that he couldn't face her anymore.
In order to escape the nightmare, he chose to leave the army.
As long as he is far away from Nian Xiaonian, he will no longer think of his sins and his failures.
Nian Xiaonian should be the same.
Let her face a beast that has hurt her for the rest of her life, it is also a pain for her.
Since she couldn't escape from the nightmare that night, as a girl who was deeply hurt, how could she forget such an unforgettable pain?
It's better to stay away from her and let time smooth out the damage she has suffered.
Actually, Nian Xiaonian should hate him.
How could she fall in love with him?
He was the one who bullied her with such cruel means!
He didn't deserve her at all.
Give up, Nian Xiaonian, you are someone who deserves better.
And not me, a beast!
Mu Qiannuan didn't stop Nian Xiaonian, he felt that this was the most correct thing Nian Xiaonian had done.
"Wait!"
Ning Xi on the side saw a hint from Mu Qiannuan's eyes, and she hurriedly called out to stop the girl who had already walked to the door.
"Mu Qiannuan, if you do this again, I won't recognize you as a brother!"
Although she didn't know what had happened between the two of them, Ning Xi could see Nian Xiaonian's deep love for Mu Qiannuan, and she could also see the pain in Mu Qiannuan's eyes.
He obviously has feelings for Nian Xiaonian, why did he choose such a way to torture each other?
"Little sister, you ......"
Ning Xi opened her mouth to speak for Nian Xiaonian, which really surprised Mu Qiannuan.
Just now, Xiao Nian's attitude towards Ning Xi was not good, and it could even be described as very poor.
Ning Xi glared at him, got up and pulled Nian Xiaonian back.
"That, sister-in-law, don't be angry, in fact, I just saw that my brother is in pain."
Ning Xi's words made Mu Qiannuan a little unhappy, although she admitted her brother's identity, but this matter should not have been her interference.
Pressing Nian Xiaonian on the chair, Ning Xi said to Mu Qiannuan: "You calm down and have a good talk, I'll go out first." Brother, what two people are most afraid of when they are together is a misunderstanding, explain it to your sister-in-law well, don't make her sad, otherwise I won't recognize you. ”
"No, little sister, things are not as simple as you think."
Mu Qiannuan smiled bitterly.
"There's nothing more complicated than death. Mu Qiannuan, don't wait until life and death are separated before you regret that you still have a lot of things you haven't said or done. ”
Ning Xi's voice suddenly lowered a few degrees, with a hint of sadness and sadness, which shocked Mu Qiannuan.
Hooking the corners of her lips, Ning Xi left the private room, leaving the space here for the two of them.
"Hello, where is the bathroom?"
"Turn right over there."
"Thank you."
When she came to the bathroom, the strong scent of sandalwood made her frown.
Standing by the pool, Ning Xi looked at herself in the mirror and thought of the man who was far away in Haicheng.
Since he left, there has been no news, and I don't know how he is doing during this time.
When we get back to White Feather Town, let's contact him.
Having made up her mind, Ning Xi turned on the faucet and washed her face with clean water.
However, there was a sudden sharp pain in the back of her head, and her eyes went black, and she fell into the pool.