Chapter 33: There Will Be a Farewell

Looking at Leng Yunyan's reaction, Su Xinru did not speak in a hurry, but was silent for a long time, giving Leng Yunyan a long emotional buffer period.

Leng Yunyan even had the illusion that he had heard it wrong, how could it be Xiao Luo, is this a coincidence?

But according to Leng Yunxing's age, if Xiao Luo is the eldest son of Yu Xianyun, then the age is not right.

Leng Yunyan had a deep sense of powerlessness, and this feeling tormented her, even as if she had lost the ability to think.

"Imperial Concubine Niangniang, did that child survive?" Leng Yunyan himself couldn't tell what he was expecting or what kind of answer he was expecting.

Su Xinru glanced at her and gave a very positive answer, no.

The child died in the third month after he was sent away.

Hearing this, Leng Yunyan subconsciously breathed a sigh of relief, he didn't survive, so the two Xiao Luo should have no connection, they just have the same name and surname, and there are not a few people with the same name in this world.

"Please continue" Su Xinru just glanced at Leng Yunyan and waved her hand.

"The palace is tired, the county lord will come back another day" Leng Yunyan looked at Su Xinru, indeed her face was sleepy, so late at night, it was understandable that she was tired, so she had to retire and ask again in the future.

When Leng Yunyan left the palace, it was already early in the morning, and Tsing Yi was standing at the gate of the palace waiting for her, and it seemed that she had been waiting all night.

"Why are you still here?" Tsing Yi prepared a carriage for Leng Yunyan, but Leng Yunyan did not take the carriage, but walked side by side with Tsing Yi.

"Even deeper, you haven't slept all night, don't you go back to that car to rest for a while? Your body and bones are not good" Tsing Yi's words were concerned everywhere, but he did not answer Leng Yunyan's question.

Faced with Tsing Yi's evasive topic, Leng Yunyan didn't ask to the end, but just changed the topic at random.

"I can't sleep, I want to go, you can walk with me" Tsing Yi snorted, wrapped Leng Yunyan in a cloak, and the two of them walked on the streets of Changdu in the early hours of the morning.

"I seem to have touched the truth, but under the truth it seems to be another mystery, the closer I get to the deeper I investigate, the more powerless I feel, Mother, Zhenguo Gong, Queen Niang, His Majesty the Emperor, Emperor Su Guifei Niangniang, even... Each of them seems to have an ulterior secret, I can't find the same point, but it seems that these thousands of threads are invisibly connected, what am I ignoring?

Over the years, one by one, it seems that I can't get around my mother, and my life seems to have been arranged by her from the beginning

Even all my misfortunes, she seemed to have anticipated...

I can't see through her more and more, and I can't control my life more and more."

Tsing Yi just listened to Leng Yunyan quietly, and did not speak, Leng Yunyan stopped and stared at Tsing Yi for a long time.

Tsing Yi let her stare at it, but somehow, Leng Yunyan had an uneasiness in her heart, that inexplicable uneasiness, as if she would lose something.

"Tsing Yi, you're leaving, aren't you?" Regarding Leng Yunyan's problem, Tsing Yi was not surprised at all.

Leng Yunyan is the same as Yu Xianyun, she is very smart, but her heart and experience are far inferior to Yu Xianyun.

"Your mother is a strange woman, there is no doubt about this, your mother has participated in the political power center of the previous generation, so it is not surprising that many things have her shadow.

Maybe many years later, when your children hear about your deeds, they will be the same as you do now" Tsing Yi just said casually, but never wanted to say a word.

"Qianrou, come with me, stay away from Changdu, give up tracking down the past, retreat, let's go live a new life, as long as you can let go of this obsession" Tsing Yi's words were sincere, but Leng Yunyan's face was full of sarcastic smiles.

Tsing Yi noticed that Leng Yunyan's hand slowly touched his stomach, and his smile was full of sadness.

"Tsing Yi, there was originally a life here, just three months ago, the fetus is stable, and the doctor said that it will be a very healthy child in the future

I even thought of the child's name, the girl is called Liuyue, the boy is called Streamer, I am so full of joy to look forward to his birth, but he is gone

Do you know how much it hurts to hit the musk-soaked rattan on your stomach?

The vine was still barbed, and I watched as my child became a puddle of blood under the whip of the barbed rattan soaked in musk

She didn't even have time to take shape here, Tsing Yi, you tell me now, you want me to go with you, let go of hatred, let go of attachment?

What about my child? Who paid for his life? No, I said it wrong, how can I call you Tsing Yi, I should call you Lan Yuxi

His Royal Highness the Honorable Prince Lanyu" This time Qingyi was stunned, she actually knew her identity, it was this gap, Leng Yunyan leaned close to his ear and said, "Qingzhu, no, Lan Yulin is your own brother."

Tsing Yi couldn't speak anymore, it turned out that she knew everything.

Lan Yulin is the indirect driver of Leng Yunyan's loss of his child, once this entanglement of interests is torn apart, Leng Yunyan's sword will definitely penetrate Lan Yulin's chest.

Leng Yunyan was standing in front of him, but he felt that this woman was extremely strange, and he seemed to have never understood her.

Leng Yunyan moved, he had to continue to accompany Leng Yunyan, he came to say goodbye, if he was angry now, it might be Yongjue.

"You know everything, but you don't say anything"

"What if you say it or not? Did my child come back? Can you be like a normal man? Everyone has their own difficulties, so why bother to expose people's scars"

"Aren't you revealing someone's scars right now?"

"If your scars are not revealed, I am afraid that there will be no chance in the future, you will cause me to lose my children and lose my qualification to be a mother, and I will never be qualified to be a father" Leng Yunyan glanced sideways at Tsing Yi, "We are clear"

"Leng Yunyan, do you have a heart as a woman? And will you settle the account, obviously it was Lan Yulin who harmed you"

"What's the difference between him and you?"

"It makes no difference, you really don't come with me? Come back to Lantian with me, you are the only crown princess"

"Back to Lantian? Lantian is indeed a good place to smoke on the day, but it's also beautiful for me to be a county lord in Dachu, isn't it? Your crown princess should be left to those in need."

"This time, my father sent someone over, the purpose is to make peace, for the sake of the peace of the border between the two countries, the Great Chu Emperor should appoint a noble woman to make peace."

"Then I want to congratulate His Royal Highness the Crown Prince on the return of the beauty"

"Leng Yunyan, it seems that I feel bad and regretful when there will be a period and an indefinite period after the future."

"Your Royal Highness the Crown Prince, the next time we meet, we will be enemies."

When Lan Yuxi walked, the sun was just coming out, and the faint light passed through the clouds to embrace the earth.

Leng Yunyan looked at the direction Lan Yuxi was leaving and smiled.

Who has no regrets in life, and since then she has lost a close friend.