My expression stiffened on my face, and I didn't say a word for a long time.

Although I guessed that this might be the case, when I really heard Zhang Kexin say it, I still felt very embarrassed and painful. Although I didn't deliberately hide it, and I didn't think about hooking up with Zhang Kexin, I still felt a little weak.

probably expected that I would react like this, Zhang Kexin didn't scold me, nor did he show me a look. Still smiling shallowly, she said to me, "I didn't expect your wife to be so beautiful, and I don't know how you caught up with her." ”

"Yes......"

I subconsciously replied, and the whole person still had a feeling of being speechless.

This feeling is very strange, obviously there is no special relationship between me and Zhang Kexin, but I always feel as if I am stepping on two boats.

Zhang Kexin raised his eyebrows and nodded slightly, and then said to me with a smile: "Yes, I've always been curious, tell me, how did you catch her?" ”

I looked at Zhang Kexin's smiling face, although she was very relaxed at the moment, I could feel that she must be extremely lonely in her heart. To be honest, I don't feel good about it. I really want to tell her that my wife has already cheated on her, and the relationship between me and her has long been over. But when I thought about it, what was the point of me saying this?

Do I have to confess to her and tell her that I already like her?

Impossible, not to mention that I haven't divorced yet, and even if I'm ready, I'm not sure she'll accept me. And even if she really accepts me, I can't guarantee that I will be able to accompany her all the way under the resistance of the general environment.

Therefore, I could only deliberately say to her in a joking tone: "You may not believe it when you say it, but in fact, I am the one who is being chased, after all, my appearance and my figure, right, she fell directly after seeing me for the first time." ”

Zhang Kexin glanced at me with extreme disgust, and then said unceremoniously: "Do you still let me eat well?" It's disgusting! ”

I replied reluctantly: "I'm telling the truth, who asked you to ask me." ”

"Fart, just your appearance, vomit~"

"You're a bit too much, aren't you, who do you look down on?"

"Look down on you!"

The two of us chatted around like this for a while, and the originally relatively bland atmosphere became a little more lively.

Zhang Kexin put down the clip of turning the meat, and after being silent for a long time, she pursed the corners of her lips and chuckled and said to me: "Actually, I thought you might be married or have a girlfriend, but I never heard you mention it, and no one told me, so I haven't paid much attention to this issue." ”

After a slight pause, she continued: "But since Zhu Qing told me that day, I feel that I can't be as willful as before. Although there is nothing between us, I think the least thing to do is to avoid suspicion. And I relied on you too much before, and I'm afraid I'll inadvertently get you into trouble in the future. So, I've been deliberately keeping my distance from you all this time. ”

"I understand."

I forced out a smile, nodded my head and said, "I don't blame you for this, I blame me, I wish I had told you earlier." ”

Zhang Kexin shook his head lightly and replied: "Anyway, it's good now, after not relying on you so much, I feel that I am progressing faster, so this should be a good thing, right?" ”

"yes, yes."

I whispered back, not knowing what to say next.

We fell silent again until the waiter came and turned off the fire for us.

Zhang Kexin looked down at the tea in the teacup, she shook it lightly twice, and then said to me faintly: "Uncle, do you know? I was very scared before. ”

I didn't understand what she meant, so I frowned and asked her, "What do you mean, what are you afraid of?" ”

"It was when Zhu Qing told me that you were already married."

She breathed a sigh of relief and continued: "My first reaction was not to accept it calmly, but to be a little angry and a little lost. My mind was in a mess and I didn't understand why I was reacting the way I did. It wasn't until I saw you again later that I realized that I might have feelings for you that I shouldn't have......"

She slowly raised her head and looked at me with a complicated expression.

"So I'm so scared, scared I'm going to do something wrong......"

Although Zhang Kexin didn't say it too clearly, I already understood everything.

I know what she meant by doing something wrong, but I really didn't expect her to say it to me, let alone think so in her heart. So much so that when I heard this, I was completely stunned.

She took a soft breath, then smiled sweetly and said, "But now it's okay, I've adjusted myself." In the future, we will still be good colleagues and good friends. When I get into any trouble, uncle, you must remember to help me. ”

I felt two throbs in my heart, and it was really uncomfortable. But on the surface, I also smiled and said to Zhang Kexin: "No problem, you can just look for me when the time comes." ”

"Uh-huh."

Zhang Kexin smiled at me very happily, I don't know what she feels in her heart now, but on the surface, it really looks like nothing has happened.

When checking out at the bar, Zhang Kexin was going to pay, but I swiped the card in front.

When I got outside, Zhang Kexin looked at me with a puzzled expression, and said a little unpleasantly: "Uncle, what are you doing, didn't you say that you would invite you to dinner?" ”

In fact, I don't understand why I rush to spend this money, on the one hand, it may be that I am a bit machismo, as long as I still have money, most of the time I am not willing to spend women's money. On the other hand, it may be that I am afraid that I will have a feeling of indebtedness, even though this indebtedness does not seem to exist.

Based on this thought, I smiled and replied, "Isn't it just a meal, you can invite me to eat again in the future." ”

What I said inadvertently gave Zhang Kexin a signal, that is, I still hope to have the opportunity to eat with her again in the future. I don't know what Zhang Kexin thinks, anyway, she looked at me with a very complicated look, and after a while, she said a little reluctantly: "Okay, then I'll invite you next time." ”

After discussing this topic with Zhang Kexin, I took out a cigarette and lit it and smoked.

Zhang Kexin offered to send me home, but I thought about it and found an excuse to refuse.

I don't know if she thought about it much, but she didn't stick to it anyway. After a few idle conversations, I stood on the side of the street and watched her drive away.

I silently smoked the cigarette in my hand, and then stopped there, watching the traffic and pedestrians without moving. Zhang Kexin has been driving for more than ten minutes, and my mind is still unconsciously echoing what happened tonight. Every word she said, the expression on her face when she spoke, was exceptionally clear in my memory.

I never thought that Zhang Kexin could really have such feelings for me. Even now I feel a little in a trance, as if I was just having a dream that was too real.

To be honest, after learning Zhang Kexin's thoughts, I was still a little unwilling.

If I can reach the level of her family background now, maybe we can really write a beautiful story between us. It's a pity that my current strength is too weak, and I can only think about many things in my heart.

If it weren't for tonight, maybe I wouldn't have thought much about it, and I wouldn't have had the luxury of hope. But now, I changed my mind and I decided to give it a try. When I can stand in this world and have a piece of heaven of my own, I will tell her what I have buried in my heart!

When I got home in the evening, I received a WeChat message from Zhang Kexin.

She told me she was already home and asked me if I was home.

I said I've arrived.

She said that's good, and then let me rest early.

I told her you were too, and she didn't reply to me after that.

That night, I slept deeply, I didn't have any dreams, and I only had one thought left in my mind, which was to become stronger faster, lay my own country, and then go and live the life I really wanted to live.

For the next few days, I continued to work as usual.

However, my mind is not on work, but on the USB flash drive in Fang Yao's hand.

I began to study her daily routines and look for opportunities to do so.

It's a pity that this thing is much more difficult than I expected, and based on what I've observed so far, I really don't have a chance at all. This made me feel very distressed and anxious at the same time.

But this kind of thing is useless, I can only adjust my state while continuing to think of a way.

After that night's conversation, the relationship between me and Zhang Kexin changed significantly. Although it has not returned to the original state of eating together every day and chatting about nothing. But compared to the situation of almost not saying a word some time ago, it is a lot better.

Wang Lipeng also specifically asked me if something happened to Zhang Kexin.

I didn't tell him the specifics, I just told him that she had misunderstood me before, but now it's fine.

Wang Lipeng was very curious, and asked me what the specific misunderstanding was, but I directly chose to ignore him.

On Friday, I sat at my desk as usual, contemplating to the computer screen how to get Fang Yao's USB stick.

When it was nearly half past nine, I suddenly found Fang Yao walking in from the door of the company.

She still wears a slip skirt and black silk high heels as standard, although she still looks charming, but her face is faintly tired. It felt like I hadn't rested all night.

It was also at this time that I suddenly realized that Fang Yao seemed to have just arrived at the company. In order to confirm my thoughts, I quickly patted Wang Lipeng next door and asked, "Manager Fang, is this just coming to the company?" ”

Wang Lipeng glanced at Fang Yao's back, then nodded and whispered to me: "It should be, I came quite early today, and I haven't seen her go out, so she should have just come." But it's quite strange, I don't think I've ever seen Manager Fang come to the company so late. ”

"I guess I was busy last night, so I woke up late in the morning."

I replied casually, and then began to wonder if this would be an opportunity.

At this time, Wang Lipeng smiled hehe, and said to me obscenely: "Do you think Manager Fang is busy all night?" As if he was afraid that I wouldn't understand what he meant, he also gestured with his two hands and emphasized: "That's the kind of thing, you know?" ”

I looked at him with disdain and replied, "Does it have anything to do with you?" Anyway, I wasn't busy with you all night. ”

Wang Lipeng pursed his lips, and then showed a look of fascination.

"Didn't I just say it casually, hey, I don't know who that man is, what a fucking envy! When I thought of Manager Fang's figure, I was a little overwhelmed. If it were me, I wouldn't think it would be enough for a week, let alone one night! ”

This sand sculpture ......

The corners of my mouth twitched and I smiled, then I took out my phone and clicked on the tape recorder while saying to him, "Come, you repeat what you just said." ”

Wang Lipeng looked at me with a confused expression and asked, "What are you doing?" ”

"I'll help you record it, and then take it to Manager Fang to listen to, so that she knows that there is another person in the company who is so eager to covet her body. Maybe she'll be willing to give you a chance when she finds out? yes, I'm here to help you, and you don't have to thank me too much. When the time comes, you can send me some photos and videos or something. ”

", Brother Yang, can you be a good person?"

Wang Lipeng gave me a very disdainful look, and then pretended that nothing had happened and continued to work on the computer.

I smiled and shook my head, then put my phone away and got back to work.

At about half past ten in the morning, I finished the work at hand.

I glanced towards Fang Yao's office, she hadn't come out since she came, and I hadn't seen her call someone in. I thought about it carefully and felt that maybe there would be an unexpected opportunity today, so I took the results of my work and took the initiative to find Fang Yao.

When I got to the door of her office, I deliberately knocked lightly twice.

As a result, as I expected, Fang Yao did not make any response.

I guessed she might have fallen asleep in the office, so I turned the doorknob and walked in.

However, what I didn't expect was that when I turned my head to look at Fang Yao, I found that she was not sleeping, but sitting on the boss's chair with a straight waist, looking at me with a sullen look.

I smiled awkwardly and took the initiative to call her: "Manager Fang......"

Fang Yao frowned slightly, and said to me very politely, "Who let you in?" ”

"Uh......"

I smiled at her again, and then I said to her, "I just knocked on the door and saw that you didn't respond, so I was worried about if something happened to you, and then that one, just came in." But since you don't have anything to do, then you should be busy first, and I won't bother you here. ”

I actually said this nonsense, I didn't expect Fang Yao to believe it at all, I just wanted to take the opportunity to find an excuse to slip away quickly, lest she get angry at me again.

But to my surprise, Fang Yao's eyes looked at me a little strangely, and then she sighed softly, and said to me helplessly: "Forget it, you say, what's the matter with me?" ”

I was slightly stunned, but quickly reacted.

"Oh, I got all the work you gave me yesterday, so I thought I'd bring it to you."

As I spoke, I handed the things I had prepared in my hand to Fang Yao.

Fang Yao didn't speak, she nodded and took it, and then read it carefully.

Taking advantage of this gap, I stared at her and took a closer look.

Then I noticed that her demeanor and state were indeed a little tired, and her hair was slightly loose, especially the strands of hair scattered around her ears on her forehead, and several folds in her blouse, which were obviously different from when she first came to work.

This illustrates a problem, if I guessed correctly, then before I knocked on the door just now, Fang Yao was indeed sleeping on the table. If you look at it this way, then she must have been busy with something last night, so she didn't sleep well.

I suddenly remembered what I had listened to in the recording that day, Fang Yao said at the time that in two days or so, all those goods would be taken care of, and after that, she would definitely update the contents of the USB flash drive. If you calculate it this way, the timing is also consistent.

I couldn't help but glance at Fang Yao's handbag, if nothing else, the USB flash drive was lying there at the moment.

At this time, I heard Fang Yao say to me, "You have done a good job in this job. ”

"If you're satisfied."

I responded on my lips as I wondered if there was a way to sneak in while Fang Yao was asleep.

Unfortunately, I didn't think of anything for a while, so in order not to arouse her suspicion, I could only say to her duplicitously: "If there is nothing else, then I will go first." ”

"Wait a minute."

Fang Yao stopped me, my heart tightened, and I subconsciously became a little more energetic.

"You go home tonight and get ready, and tomorrow we'll go to Rui/Li."

"Why is it so sudden this time?"

I said something casually, and Fang Yao was just about to open her mouth to answer my question, but her mobile phone rang.

She turned her head to look at the screen, then said to me, "You go out first, and we'll talk about it tomorrow." ”

"Oh."

I answered, and reluctantly walked out.

At this time, Fang Yao connected the phone. Although I wasn't very close to her, I still vaguely heard Peng Yibo's voice, and he said to Fang Yao, "You come to me now." ”

My eyes subconsciously widened, and I wanted to hear them again, but I didn't have a chance. I could only push open the door and leave Fang Yao's office.

Returning to my seat, I stared intently in the direction of Fang Yao's office. Within two minutes, I really saw Fang Yao walk out, and what made my blood boil even more was that she didn't carry her handbag this time!