Sun Qifan was holding a camera in the room, and he was apprehensive.

"Will the murderer come over, won't he come directly to my house?"

Putting down the curtains, there was silence in the Ping'an community, because of the panic, Sun Qifan at this time did not notice the car with the police observation post in the community, but just glanced at the community roughly, and then hurriedly closed the window.

"No, I'll have to check the door!"

In a hurry, Sun Qifan put down the camera, the camera hung directly on his chest, he picked up a kitchen knife casually, and at this time he could find something in this room that could barely defend himself, he didn't know what the damn leader thought, he would have already contacted the tenant of this house and arranged him here.

He still remembers what his boss said on the phone: "If you don't go there today, you won't have to go to work in the future!" ”

Because of this sentence, Sun Qifan has no other choice, he has been crawling in society for a long time, his job is constantly changing, getting worse and worse, and now this salary can only barely maintain the family's expenses.

Children have to go to school, and they have to keep up with their monthly nutrition, book fees, make-up fees, school uniforms, and various school activities, and now raising children is much more difficult and expensive than it was before.

In the past, as long as you get a tuition, other expenses are basically not used, and books can be used by your brothers and sisters.

What class you don't understand, and you have to spend money to make up the class to learn?

In the past, this kind of thing was impossible, but there was no way, now this has become a kind of mainstream, I hope that the child is good, I hope that the child is better than other people's children, in this competitive society, Sun Qifan is a loser.

He failed, compared to his former classmates, those former friends, he was a failure, and now he, let alone any high-level activities, doesn't even want to go to the class reunion.

Why?

Because of the bad mix, the pace of society has accelerated now, and people just need a simple and intuitive understanding of many things and many people.

Whoever mixes well, who has the ability, looks at the clothes, looks at the clothes, looks at the cars, looks at the wine, looks at the watches.

External things have become the label of people's status, of course, these can be pretended, cars can be rented, watches can be rented, and even if you want to make that kind of lofty lifestyle, you can make some fake photos and send them to the circle of friends by spelling orders.

But Sun Qifan has no money, no good clothes, no high-end cars, and no famous watches don't exist.

But with a family, everything becomes different, those external things can't bring Sun Qifan too much happiness, of course, he is not happy now, he is constantly carefully calculating every day because of money, but he still has to face the burden of the family.

He regretted getting married a little, but there was no way, things had come to this point, and there was nothing to choose.

Starting all over again?

That's just a dream word, living to the point of Sun Qifan, he has recognized a certain reality, he has no special ability, no special strengths, and what he can do is these marginal jobs.

Let him go out again?

After that age, he no longer has that mental strength, there are several mouths waiting to eat at home, and he has no chance to start over again after failure.

Once a person is involved, there is a bond, there is a person who can't let go, the courage will become very small, very small, afraid of this, afraid of that, the arrogant momentum will disappear, you should pay attention to what you say, you must pay attention to what you do, and even sometimes you have to be careful when walking, for fear of bumping into a big person.

As for work?

Something is better than nothing, although the salary is not high, but it has become an important source of income that Sun Qifan cannot give up.

Otherwise, he wouldn't have come here in fear today, for life, for his wife, for his children, when he was young, it was hard to imagine what it would be like for a person to reach middle age and achieve nothing, but maybe maybe he understands.

When you become cautious, when you become picky and searching, and when you look at the salary that doesn't have much money and still look forward to it, then you have reached middle age in nothing.

At this time, any choice will be extremely difficult for you.

trembling and walking to the door with a knife, Sun Qifan's hands were constantly trembling, and in his mind was the scene of various doors suddenly being knocked open, and a hideous-looking person holding a fire axe suddenly split the security door?

Or was it the door that suddenly exploded and a guy in a mask burst in?

Or something else, that door really wants to become a source of danger, Sun Qifan actually doesn't want to get close to that door in his heart, but he still has to check it again for safety.

Swallowing his saliva and rolling his throat, Sun Qifan finally moved to the door, reached out and grabbed the doorknob, and pushed it, but the door was not pushed open, and the lock was very firm.

He checked the door lock and made sure it was locked, and he was lucky that the style of the security door was the same as his house.

Check the anti-leeching chain, check the latch on it, everything was checked, and Sun Qifan let out a long breath.

"It's okay, everything is fine."

Yes, everything is good, and the only thing that is bad is Sun Qifan himself, his head is covered with sweat, and his clothes have been wet, it is hard to imagine what kind of psychological struggle Sun Qifan has endured in such a short period of time.

"Jingle bell!"

Suddenly, a bell rang in the room, Sun Qifan's body stiffened suddenly, and the whole person jumped up from the ground, and the kitchen knife in his hand kept waving.

"Who, who? Who's in the room! Come out for me! ”

The voice was violent, hiding the fear and panic in his heart, his shoulders were constantly shaking, and his calves were also swinging.

Such a he, not to mention holding a kitchen knife in his hand, even if he is holding a forty-meter-long machete, it is estimated that he will not be able to play any protective role, as for threatening others, hehe...

Sun Qifan's voice did not get anyone's answer, the room was very quiet, only the mobile phone ringtone kept echoing, Sun Qifan had fine sweat on his forehead, and he scanned the surroundings nervously, looking for the source of the sound.

And then...

He was stunned, he noticed that the sound seemed to come from his pocket, and when he felt it closely, it seemed that something was really vibrating in his pocket.

Subconsciously reached out and touched his pocket, a little embarrassed, it turned out to be his own mobile phone to call, the atmosphere instantly eased a lot, although a little embarrassing, but fortunately no one saw this embarrassing scene.

He breathed a sigh of relief again, put the kitchen knife in his hand aside, and wiped the sweat that had just come out of his forehead.

"Who is calling me at this time?"

While muttering, he picked up his mobile phone to see who was calling, this look, the word "wife" was written on it, and all the grievances disappeared in an instant, all the complaints disappeared, it was his wife's call, he was able to persist in this life, and it was precisely because of such a woman.

Maybe all the luck in his life was spent when he met his wife, so he had such a woman who didn't complain, didn't give up, and would continue to encourage him even if his life was tight.

"Hey, wife? Have you eaten with your child? Sun Qifan smiled, this was the first time he had shown a smile since he came here, a sincere smile.

"Well, okay, don't keep thinking about saving money, you should also buy yourself a piece of clothing, my salary this month will be paid in two days, when the time comes, you can pick one well, I am on a business trip in the past two days, I may not go home, you don't need to be too tired at home."

The hoarse voice became gentle, and Sun Qifan explained with concern, he knew that even if he said this, his wife would still take it seriously and save the money.

But what his wife didn't know was that he had secretly saved enough money to buy a new dress with that monthly pocket money, which was a birthday present he was going to give to his wife.

Sun Qifan listened to the chattering words on the phone, but the whole person was very warm, and the smile on his face was also very bright, but he didn't notice that behind him, a human-shaped mist had gathered, and it was walking towards him step by step...