219 Confused people like me

Wei Fuhai said: "Do you still have money in your hand?" If you don't have money, tell your family, our family is earning money now, and your sister is also working, so you don't have to worry about family affairs, the family is counting on you, you have to study hard. ”

Wei Gospel felt a little dizzy and his ears were ringing.

She didn't hear Wei Fuhai's words clearly, and she thought that it was also something she said to take care of herself.

She wanted to say, "Dad, I don't want to go to school anymore." In the end, he held back the words in his stomach and hung up the phone in a hurry.

After talking to his father on the phone, Wei Gospel did not feel relaxed, but his mood became heavier, and his chest was like a stone pressed on it, and he was about to lose his breath.

Wei Fuling took the initiative to drop out of school before finishing the first semester of high school, strictly speaking, she was forced to drop out, after the holiday, she didn't go to school directly, the teacher called home, Wei Fuling still couldn't insist on it.

Wei Fuling went to school in the best high school in the county, and the best high school was naturally very strict, now that I think about it, Wei Gospel should not covet the tuition fee of 2,000 yuan to go to school in Yicheng, he should stay in the county seat to go to high school, and he doesn't have to delay time on the road every time he goes home.

Wei Fuling didn't discuss it with anyone, so she couldn't talk about it.

This shocked Wei Gospel, and in her opinion, such a major decision should be discussed with her parents.

Wei Gospel was the last to know, Wei Fuling had been spinning behind her ass since she was a child, and she didn't have any opinions, but this time she was extra persistent.

When she knew the news, Wei Fuling had already returned to her home in Tianjin, and she left a note for Wei Gospel and put it in the painted box in her hometown, and after they returned, Wei Guangsheng vacated a box for the two of them to pack clothes.

The note was neatly written: "Second sister, I'm leaving, you don't have to worry, I don't want to go to school anymore, I still can't adapt to the school environment, the little money my parents give is not enough to spend, I can't eat enough at school, I want to eat chicken legs when I see others, my parents are too hard for the two to go to school, I don't go to school, you can reduce the burden on the family, second sister, don't be reluctant to eat, wait for me to earn money, send it to you, you have to go to school well."

When Wei Gospel saw the note, his heart felt like he had been slashed by a knife, and when he closed the lid, he accidentally hit his hand, screamed in pain, tears poured out of his eyes at once, and a thought suddenly came to his mind.

From childhood to adulthood, the most selfish thing is yourself, and studying well is the reason? Her parents let her, even her younger siblings coaxed her as a child, she never paid anything for this family, but always sacrificed the people closest to her, she curled up at the head of the bed, buried her face in the palm of her hand, at a loss, smoothed the note and sandwiched it in the book, tears dripped down like beads with broken threads.

In the first and second Chinese classes, the Chinese teacher came over with a thick stack of test papers, and the papers were passed from the first row to the last row, she stood on the podium and said: "Students, there will be no lectures today, let's do a small test, two classes will be completed, I will collect the papers after class, and students who go to the toilet will go quickly, and they will not be allowed to go during the exam."

"Ahh

"It's another exam, I'm almost ready!"

"When is this kind of day going to be the end!"

The classmates in the classroom were complaining.

The test paper was passed from front to back and sent to Wei Gospel, she smiled helplessly, glanced at it, and said in her heart: "It's meaningless!"

As soon as the words fell, the back row stood up with a "whoosh", and several boys went straight to the door of the classroom.

Of the six homework, Wei Gospel paid the least attention to the language, the text was not memorized well, and the only thing that was memorized was "Pipa Xing", not because of how good her language was, nor because she didn't want to learn, it was because she had worked hard.

She once spent two months memorizing texts seriously, learning rare words, and writing essays, but found that her Chinese scores had not improved at all, and it was more difficult to improve her than to climb to the sky.

Physics is a big question of 20 points, the score is easy, taste the sweetness, Wei Gospel naturally will not waste precious time on the language, first, Chinese characters can be understood, second, the rise of Chinese scores is too slow and too slow, she does not have the patience, nor that time, mathematics, physics and chemistry each homework to improve 20 points, the total score can be increased by 60 points, this is more than the account Wei Gospel will still be calculated, so every time in the Chinese class, she repeats the same tricks, either writing math homework, or writing physics homework, even if it is discovered, she has no fear, Feel your reasons are justified.

The roll was sent to everyone's hands, and the students who went to the toilet came back one after another, and the Chinese teacher raised his hand to look at the time, and said loudly: "Students, it's still the old saying, treat every exam as a college entrance examination, and you won't be nervous on the day of the college entrance examination, don't talk to each other, don't cheat, from now on, the time is exactly one hundred and twenty minutes, start!"

At the sound of the order, everyone bowed their heads, picked up their pens, and wrote hard, although there were one hundred and twenty dissatisfactions in their hearts, they would still take it seriously, and the classroom of eighty-six people was instantly quiet, with solemn expressions, consistent movements, and well-trained, only listening to the "rustle" sound of the tip of the pen rubbing against the paper.

The teacher sat on the podium and looked up from time to time, in fact, there was no need for her to invigilate the exam, and the students would not cheat, they had already been on the battlefield for a long time, and the good results of cheating exams were self-deceptive, and even more contemptible.

As expected.

Wei Gospel found that the language is really broad and profound, no matter how comprehensive she prepares every time, the exam will not be, the more she learns, the more she feels that she will not know anything, she has given up the subject of Chinese, not really given up, just desperately learned, there is too little room for progress, she has already planned, with a year of focusing on mathematics, physics and chemistry, and the surprise found that it is quite effective, the language is put on hold.

But since the exam can't always be handed in, I am worried that the newly bought set of comprehensive test papers has not had time to do it, and now the homework is in a hurry, and sometimes the time for evening self-study is also occupied by the teacher, leaving less and less time for herself to dispose of, every minute and second is arranged by the teacher clearly, the reference materials she bought from the bookstore, put them in the drawer for two weeks and have not read them, cold sweat broke out in the palms of her hands, and she was very anxious.

When the bell rang for the end of the first period, everyone bowed their heads to do the questions, and the Chinese teacher paced up and down the aisle, rolled his eyelids, and said, "Students still have forty minutes, it's time to write an essay."

Wei Gospel wanted to throw away the pen in his hand, as if he was angry with someone, and said in his heart: "Writing essays, writing essays, college entrance examination millions of students, I don't believe that the grading teacher can read my essays seriously one by one, every time it's like this, I won't write."

The teacher looked down at the papers of the students in the front row, shook his head and said: "I found that some students in our class should practice their handwriting, two identical test papers, one with crooked handwriting, and one with neat fonts.

He also said: "It is also very important to say that words are like people, and it is also very important to write a good hand."

Wei Gospel looked at the title of the essay, and wrote a letter to himself twenty years later, proposition essay, write and write that, nothing new, Liu Yating on the side whispered: "I don't want to write an essay, I can't write it."

Wei Gospel said happily: "I don't want to write either."

Liu Yating was overjoyed, the two hit it off, and agreed, since they don't want to write, then don't write, don't do it, one person will be punished by the teacher if they don't write, and two people will be punished by the teacher if they don't write, just have a companion, Wei Gospel has never violated the teacher's words, and once again confirmed: "Liu Yating, do you really not write essays, will the teacher be angry."

Liu Yating nodded and said, "Well, I don't want to write, I can't write it."

Hearing her say so sincerely, Wei Gospel was finally relieved and said, "Okay, since you don't write, then I won't write either, let's be companions."

Finding someone who resisted oppression with him, although Wei Gospel was uneasy in his heart, he also strengthened his courage, and said in his heart: "I have done math, physics and chemistry well, and my score has improved, and the teacher will definitely not blame me."

After the second class, Zhang Chong put the paper away, Wei Gospel had never been so nervous, his heart was pounding, although he felt that her reasons were convincing enough, but she was always wrong, and she wanted to finish the composition, but when the class bell rang, she could only hand in the paper.

I thought anxiously: I have been keeping to myself for sixteen years, why did I rebel at the age of seventeen.

In the third math class, Wei Gospel calmed down, thinking that the Chinese teacher should not find out that she didn't write an essay.

In math class, she has to concentrate, there is no extra time to think about other things, if you don't concentrate, it is likely that you can't understand what the teacher is talking about, the pencil fell on the ground and picked it up, and then looked up at the blackboard, just a few seconds The blackboard has been written densely, so there is no time to think about anything else, the math teacher is talking about probability, the same is the problem of black balls and white balls, a question is taught in a lesson, the formula is listed a lot, the math teacher is bypassed, the problem has not been made, and everyone is confused.

After class, a group of people fell on the table and beat their chests, blaming the black and white balls for something wrong and blaming themselves for being too stupid.

Wei Gospel stared blankly at the blackboard, his head was like paste, still thinking about the question of loading the black ball into the white ball just now, Zuo Qiming turned around and knocked on her desktop, and said, "Do you understand?"

Wei Gospel nodded, shook his head again, and said, "I understand half of it."

Zuo Qiming smiled and said, "I didn't even understand half of it."

The two sighed in unison.

Zuo Qiming seemed to remember something, and said: "I heard that more than 20 people in one class in Beijing can be admitted to Tsinghua University and Peking University."

Wei Gospel wrinkled his nose, they were now full of yearning for the university, and said in surprise: "Really?"

Zuo Qiming nodded and said, "Of course it's true, I have a friend who went to school in Beijing before."

Wei Gospel said: "Then you say how many people in our school can be admitted to Tsinghua University and Peking University?"

Zuo Qiming shook his head and said, "It's hard to say, don't talk about our school, it's just that the entire Yicheng City has not had students from Tsinghua University and Peking University for two years."

Wei Gospel felt that he was exaggerating and asked, "Why, no."

Zuo Qiming glanced at her helplessly, and said: "This is true, what can be done, our county has not produced students who have been admitted to Tsinghua University and Peking University for several years."

"Hey!" The two of them lay on the table weakly, confused about their future.

In the first year of high school, the topics they discussed were "what to eat for lunch", "what to eat for dinner", "where to go to play on Sunday", and now they do not leave the university, and when they see each other, they begin to ask, "Which university do you want to go to", Zuo Qiming looked up at the dense small words written by the math teacher on the blackboard, and muttered: "Do you know?"

Wei Gospel looked up and found that Zuo Qiming didn't seem to be talking to her, he seemed to be a little wrong, he talked to himself, his eyes were empty, and he continued: "When I was in junior high school, I was in the top three in the class in every exam, and I was the man of the year in our school, but in high school, except for the head teacher who knew me, his teacher couldn't even call my name, you said it's funny, it's not funny, in fact, I really worked hard, I really tried my best, but I was stupid and couldn't understand."

Wei Gospel didn't speak, turned his face to the side, was silent, and after a while, his mood recovered slightly, and he said with relief: "I know, you don't put so much pressure on yourself, in fact, as long as we know in our hearts that we have done our best, ten or twenty years later, looking back, no matter what the final result is, we can say frankly and frankly, I have worked hard, and I have lived up to myself, it is enough."