Chapter 207: Acknowledging Feelings
When Jin Sinan listened to Mrs. Jin's tone of hatred that iron is not made of steel, the anger that had accumulated in his heart was already on the verge of eruption.
The more this is the case, the calmer he becomes.
"Lovers?"
"What my mother wants me to do is actually the kind of person who is desperate and lovely! I hope that I will not get my own happiness for the rest of my life, I will be like a machine, like a puppet to be fiddled with by you, you can marry whoever you want, you let me be with whomever I want, I have to be with whomever I want! ”
"How do you say that? Really, you've let me down so much. Mrs. Jin stared at him in disbelief, and there was indeed a strong disappointment in her eyes, "Do you think I'm doing all this for myself?" ”
"Isn't it?"
Jin Sinan didn't give Mrs. Jin face anymore, and said word by word: "You hope that I can live according to your lifestyle, because in your heart, only in this way can I go further and be more successful, and you will have a better life because I go further......"
"Isn't all this what you're doing for yourself?"
Syllable!
A heavy slap was thrown on Jin Sinan's face.
Jin Sinan is naturally not the kind of person who reacts slowly, he clearly saw Mrs. Jin's movements, in fact, he can dodge, but he still endured it stubbornly, and this slap also completely shattered the only trace of luck left in his heart.
It turns out that what I said is true.
After Mrs. Jin's slap fell, she regretted it.
However, what she regretted was not that she had beaten Jin Sinan, but that this slap had fallen a little out of time, and then looking at Jin Sinan's expression at this time, it made her mother, feel a little cold in her heart.
Mrs. Jin straightened her back and looked directly at Jin Sinan with her eyes, as if in this way, she could prove that everything he said was false: "In your heart, you think of you like this, damn!" It's a shame that I'm pulling you up with a handful of and pee, and I don't care about anything else......"
"Enough!"
Jin Sinan's eyes were cold, and he cut off Mrs. Jin's words in a cold voice: "I don't owe you, even if you give birth to me and raise me, you don't owe it!" Because the rewards given over the years are enough. ”
"Don't forget, I'm a businessman!"
"Businessman nature, profit-seeking!"
Mother Jin's face turned pale because of his words, her lips trembled, and she couldn't speak for a long time.
She never thought that Jin Sinan would refute her with such fierce words, word by word, it seemed that all her efforts had been overturned, and she didn't admit it at all.
"You, you're really, so disappointed me."
Mrs. Jin covered her heart angrily: "Yes, you can have the ability, it is indeed a good thing for me as a mother, but don't you yourself feel the benefits of being rich and powerful?" ”
"If it weren't for me, you would have been able to reach such heights?"
"Don't think that the current Xie Chonglou didn't return to you because you weren't good enough, she just didn't stand tall enough! Don't forget, why did Song Chenwan leave you at the beginning! ”
Since he wanted to tell her this, she would break it with him.
Wishing for her son to become a Chan is something that every parent is hoping for, and she doesn't feel that she has anything wrong!
She didn't say that Xie Chonglou and Song Chenwan were fine, but as soon as she said it, she completely ignited the small flame in Jin Sinan's heart, and turned into a raging fire.
"Why did Song Chenwan leave in the first place, don't you know best?!"
The firm and mocking words and cold expression all pierced Mrs. Jin's heart, making Mrs. Jin's heart tremble fiercely, and she always felt that this sentence was not as simple as it appeared, but it was still covered up without a trace.
"She just thinks that you are a poor boy, with no future, and can't give her the life she wants, so she ran away with the rich second generation, do you want me to tell you these things again? Until now, you haven't thought about what a woman needs most. ”
Jin Sinan only felt disappointed.
He thought that as long as she honestly admitted and realized her own mistakes, she would still be the little wayward old lady she used to be, but now she ...... Only then did he realize that some thoughts had already been ingrained in his bones.
"Yes, indeed for those reasons." Jin Sinan's eyes locked tightly on Mrs. Jin, "But the so-called rich second generation, isn't it also what you personally found." ”
At the last sentence, Mrs. Jin's face changed greatly.
This......
How would he know?!
In addition to being shocked, Mrs. Jin was a little weak-hearted.
After all...... Back then, if you want to be realistic, it was she who broke up Jin Sinan and Song Chenwan.
But after a short period of weakness, it is very clear that "I'm not wrong" mentality: "Yes, I personally found it, but if she didn't think so in her heart, if she wasn't such a person, even if I looked for it again and tried it again, would she be fooled?" ”
She put her position high and selfless: "I have already told you, she is not a good thing, not suitable for you, but you don't believe it, you don't believe it, I can only let you see the facts, it's better if you are caught in it and can't extricate yourself from it, or you don't find it for the rest of your life." ”
"Who do you think I'm doing this for?"
The corners of Jin Sinan's mouth sneered: "What kind of person she is and what kind of ideas she has, time will always tell; If she can pretend to be able to hide from me for the rest of her life, that's her ability; These things will happen sooner or later, but it's up to you to step in. ”
When a third person's thoughts and interference are inserted into a matter, even if the direction is already fixed, the meaning is no longer the same.
"Everything you do, you think it's for my good, but why don't you want to think about whether I need this kind of good......"
Jin Sinan's voice was very low, which made people feel uncomfortable when they heard it.
Mrs. Jin was slightly stunned.
However, she didn't reflect, but stared at Jin Sinan coldly: "In the end, you are still because of Xie Chonglou!" ”
He didn't take the initiative to mention Xie Chonglou, but Mrs. Jin clearly realized that what he said was just holding grievances for Xie Chonglou!
"Those things are all Xie Chonglou's own willing to do, what kind of good bird do you think she is......"
"Yes, the women in this world are all cold and ruthless, they can only see money in their eyes, they are all scheming, and they are all trying to get my money and my rights around me!" To this day, I am still obsessed!
Jin Sinan's eyes were cold and mocking: "What about you, aren't you a woman in this world?" Is it true that what you see in your eyes is only the good of others, you can't see money, and you don't have any scheming? ”
"That's not the same ......"
"What's the difference?" Jin Sinan said sharply, "If I do nothing and don't have any ability, do you think you, a mother, will just pray for me to spend my life safely and smoothly?" ”
"You drove Song Chenwan away in the first place, in order to keep me away from this time bomb as soon as possible, or are you more selfish, and you feel that her identity is not enough, you know this best!"
"When Song Chenwan was about to return to China, you arranged Xie Chonglou for me, and wanted Xie Chonglou to be a surrogate, so that even if I didn't like Xie Chonglou, I would break all my thoughts because of the child."
"You chose Xie Chonglou, isn't it because Xie Chonglou is very well-behaved and timid, has no scheming, and can be arranged by you arbitrarily? As long as you hold her tightly in the palm of your hand, my son, even if you want to fly out of the palm of your hand, you still have a thread in your hand. ”
"Why don't you realize your mistake until now!"
Everyone is an independent individual, with their own consciousness and ideas, and what they need is a life that can be decided by themselves, not arranged by others.
Jin Sinan didn't understand it before.
So when Xie Chonglou was struggling to gain a little freedom from the cage in which he and Mrs. Jin were imprisoned, the first thing he chose to do was to close the door tightly and cut off all hope for her.
Until......
When he realized that his life was being manipulated and that he would also become a puppet, he completely felt Xie Chonglou's situation at that time.
He has not been completely manipulated enough, his mind is completely independent, and the individual is free.
Rao was like that, and he still felt the horror in it.
So, what about Xie Chonglou?
He couldn't imagine how much struggle and pain she felt in her heart during such a time of being manipulated! And he is also the source of her pain, one of them.
"I'm not wrong."
Although Mrs. Jin was shocked by his words, she still had a cold face: "Everything I do, but I do it according to my heart, for your sake, what can be wrong?" It's you who is wrong, it's you who don't take care of your own heart! ”
"Yes, I do like Xie Chonglou......"
After Jin Siyu returned to the Jin family's villa, he found that Jin's mother was not at home, and he felt quite comfortable at first, but then he casually asked the housekeeper, and learned from the housekeeper that when Jin's mother took Chen's daughter to Tianqin Bay Villa to find Jin Sinan, she couldn't sit still at all.
Her mother actually wanted to give Jin Sinan a blind date!
So can't wait!
Jin Siyu hurried to the Tianqin Bay Villa, but he didn't expect that as soon as he arrived at the entrance, he heard Jin Sinan's firm words from inside, liking Xie Chonglou, and even falling in love with Xie Chonglou.
At that moment, Jin Siyu felt that the blood in his body was not smooth, and it was freezing layer by layer.
Her heart was full of resentment and anger.
Why did a woman like Xie Chonglou get her brother's favor and even love?
Xie Chonglou is not worthy!
The appearance of Xie Chonglou appeared in his mind, and Jin Siyu couldn't wait to take a knife and mark the word "Bei Huren" on Xie Chonglou's face!
A violent quarrel broke out again in the living room.
More often, it was Jin's mother who was putting pressure on Jin Sinan, who just felt that Jin Sinan, who was a son, did not realize his own mistakes and ignored her hard work as a mother.
Jin Siyu listened for a while, and the corners of his mouth hooked up a cold arc.
A person who loves only himself, and says to others, I love you very much, who will believe it?
Anyway, Jin Siyu doesn't believe it!